There are questions in DRR’s description, i’ll try to answer them before i use DRR.
years ago when i fought every single uncomfortable thought and feeling instead of just accepting and observing them. no one taught me how to handle them and i had to figure it out myself after years.
a lot of times, but now I see them more as the consequences of the dynamic of life and human relations. they are bound to happen anyway, so why bother suffering too much after everything has happened.
when people don’t react the same way i expect them to. this is what i found after i dug deeper using SC for more than a year. it became clear that this was a blind spot that was affecting me a lot.
yes, now. without the active effect of LBFH it feels a bit lonely, but it’s not bad.
Too many times to count. not all of them are bad though, i find it hard to care about most of what have happened. i bet DRR will uncover some shits i didn’t expect here.
I’ve come to term with people lying. People lie all the time and it’s just normal human behavior. i can excuse that as long as it’s not about something serious that can’t be fixed.
I can’t come to terms with this. because the only time someone can betray me is when it’s something serious. though forgiving them emotionally is not as hard as before i started SC.
For emotions, mostly about 3 days. the feeling just kinda dies out after that long.
I’m naturally rebellious since i was a kid. so I’m pretty good with setting boundaries against injustice. but I’ve come to terms with it, as long as I can improve the situation or get something out of it.
I don’t have those external limitations on me. I worked my ass off to gain this freedom. but I’m sure there are things that I’m not aware of, i hope DRR can show them to me.
it would feel like this, right at this moment. because I’m living that life right now. It’s far from perfect, but the process of thriving is what makes life more fulfilling.
sometimes i get that feeling, sometimes not. it’s the natural up and down. getting more of the up will be better though if it’s possible.
1+ year of SC has fixed that. Some of the bad memories & feelings from the past still pop out every once in a while, but that’s normal. I can let go more in general.
LBFH addressed this, i wrote about it extensively at the beginning of this journal. right now i feel i already have used LBFH enough to satisfy everything above.
HeO & NSE already make me feel invincible. Subs in general help me feel certain that whatever i do, I’ll be fine and thrive. my mind automatically converts situations that i used to consider as bad to be a learning experience instead.
I don’t need to wonder, I’m living that life right now. I’m not kidding when i said LBFH is that strong.
My acceptance and forgiveness for those who lied also helped me to not suffer mentally. simply observe.
I’m gifted with people who i can trust like that. They are one of the biggest wealth i have in my life.
I don’t need to wonder, i have those people in my life.
Yeah… I resonate better with DR Gold. i already fixed a lot of what’s mentioned in the questions above.
LBFH and HeO fixed a ton of shits, HeO + WB introduced me to deeper levels of emotional management through vipassana, and the other subs (Mogul, DRLD, RM:UWX, RM:V) also helped me in their own ways.
Well, let’s see what DRR can do for me. I’ll use it in about a week. I bet it will surprise me.