DR Gold looks really appealing. It’s more in line with me & my goals than DR Red. But i’ve bought the original DR a long time ago. I haven’t even used it once.
Well, i’ll continue running HeO for a long time and add Limitless in a few months anyway, so it won’t be that different in the long run.
I listened to DRR stage 1 for 3s today.
It’s too short, but let’s see if i notice anything different.
If i get recon from just 3s, then I’m dropping DRR, rofl.
I’ve been listening to AC for more than a year but i still can’t get over 5m without getting overloaded. this sub is harder than i expected. I heard there’s something similar to pragya in Limitless & QL, let’s see how is my tolerance to AC after i used Limitless in 4 months from now.
I’m still grateful for RM:V. it brings so much color into my life, maybe because it’s much more relevant to me than RM:UWX.
I’m starting to understand why i may want the rebellion scripting in DRR too. DR Gold resonates more with me, but DRR might reveal things I’m still blind to.
I talk a lot about how my dreams after i started SC are insanely creative with their settings, stories, etc and I wouldn’t be able to come up with those when i’m awake.
Now i’m increasingly able to tap into that creativity. I’m sometimes still surprised at what i can come up with. Using RM:UWX & RM:V is the right choice.
Either RM:UWX is blooming, RM:V affects more than just music, or they both unfolded changes that work together.
my creativity is super high.
I can tap into that creativity much more effortlessly.
I’m able to understand the structures, intentions, emotions, etc of a creative work deeper & easier.
I ran RM:UWX for 4 cycles and I didn’t feel the effects as strongly towards creative works like now. but some of the effects make more sense if i attribute them to RM:UWX instead of RM:V. i guess RM:V is building on top of what RM:UWX had already laid out.
RM:UWX is still better when it comes to wealth manifestation though, rofl.
I have been experimenting with work life balance. But then i ended up coming back to where i was from. 80% work, then the rest is whatever.
Nothing is as fulfilling as providing value through my work. I can have fun chatting, sex, games, travel, they can make me happy but the happiness feels hollow compared to busting my ass trying to improve & dedicate my life to my work.
Now that i’m off from LBFH, it has become more apparent.
I forgot who said it but someone here said that it’s weird. That actually made me think about it a lot and experimented here and there trying to find out more about myself.
I guess the scale for me is just different. Nothing feels equally as fulfilling. That’s why HeO fits me so well because i’m naturally inclined to the archetype.
I’m still glad that i experimented though, i’d have never known if i never tried.
I must disagree.
Why should it be weird?
OK. If you have a job, working in a factory or office, I can totally understand it.
But once you’ve found your passion, your purpose, it isn’t really work anymore.
It’s not like you’re grinding your ass off doing something you don’t like so others get rich.
That’s it. Others spend countless hours on video games, changing nothing for no one (I’m not talking about professionals that stream their games).
I know quite a few self employed people that live the same way as you.
How did you decide it was a good idea to put 4 cores into a custom?
Thank you for changing the title!
Everything in the custom is streamlined with that i do everyday. By the time i start the custom, i will have been using HeO for 1 year. Plus RM:UWX for 4 cycles & RM:V for 5 cycles so it should soften the impact from RM:UA.
Most importantly, testing. Like how slow & cautious i’m using DRR now, i will do the same with the custom. If it ended up being too much no matter how i approach it, then i’ll just make another custom without RM:UA or Limitless. How else would i know if I don’t experiment with it.
How many loops do you do in a cycle and how many washout days? I cant decide between 3s increases or 5s
Very cool!
I cant do 30s as it give me recon lol ill do 5s
I expected to be lethargic from recon.
But what’s happening is the opposite. The sense of calm, collected, grounded, non-hyperreactive, among other things make it easier to do stuff & focus.
If the effects are constantly like that, it may be a detriment to use lower loops.
The whole purpose of me taking it super slow is to have the best environment where i can be the most productive. If using more will result in increased productivity, then using too little is illogical for my goals.
The weight from 7m of DRR is less heavy than my first cycle of LBFH.
Dang, i might have been too cautious for nothing.
I’m sure increasing it by +3s/listening day contributed to how light it is, but i was expecting it to be more dramatic.
10 cycles of LBFH & 5 cycles of DRLD, alongside my experience with the other subs must be a huge factor too.
I might try to be a bit more daring with DRR.
Is there romance scripting in DRR?
Or maybe scripting that indirectly touches that
Because i feel like i’ve been pushed towards it ever since i listened to 15s
I would imagine that healing certain aspects could activate scripting from WB in you.
Just as LB activated dormant scripting in a lot of us through healing.
Damn i’m productive as fuck.
DRR is really good for my goals.
I think i’ll use the first stage for 2-3 cycles instead of just 1. I want to drill this effect into me.
If stage 1 is enough to fulfill everything i want, i might not even move to the next stage for a while. What’s the point? I get what i want from the subs i’m currently using and that’s it.
Other than productivity, meditation-like effects in daily life, and the unfolding about romance, I don’t feel any other thing. I thought DRR was going to be rough.
Ah… this is recon from DRR1
Nothing bad, just the sub processing and redirecting myself to visit my past.
It’s acceptable. I see no decline in my work performance.
Damn i’m lonely
I wasn’t even aware of it
I let loose a bit to give myself more space to process DRR. Talked to more people and reconnected with old friends.
There i realized that i’ve been feeling lonely and i didn’t even notice the depth of it before.
Stopping LBFH means i have to be a bit more proactive in nurturing relations. I can’t keep neglecting them.
I want to use LBFH again but mixing 2 healing subs is not a good idea. LBFH lowers my productivity and i haven’t integrated well with DRR yet. Mixing both of them won’t be good.
Fewer social manifestations aside, i don’t feel as connected to people as when i was actively using LBFH. It doesn’t feel as satisfying & fulfilling either.
I won’t swap to LBFH though, i want to see if i can fix this by myself first. LBFH has done enough showing me what’s possible anyway.