I went into a deep introspection again.
The alpha scripting from WB helped me uncover something interesting.
It reminded me of that one time i used an alpha sub from another producer. When your status rise up, there are people who want to put you back down.
That unfortunately happened to me hard. There were people who were hell bent on putting me back to my place. They went so far as to make my life hell constantly for a few months.
All these time, i thought i got through it without a scratch. But now i realized after running WB that there are residual trauma from that period that i wasn’t even aware of.
Maybe this is why WB is so good for my meditation goals. Its alpha scripting directly healed these traumas from the past that i didn’t know were a problem.
Now I get it.
Now I understand what caused the recon.
A prolonged traumatic event like that can’t just happen and leave no scar.
The solution is to run one of the most alpha sub from SC to heal it. WB did its job well.