Yeah, I understand it completely
The recon itself is not bad, I would say it feels neutral. The low exposure is giving me enough time to slowly adapt to it. The effects themselves are really strong even with less than 20s.
The problem is the lethargy. It hits my productivity from many different angles. It’s not that bad, but i would rather not deal with it.
If shorter exposure can give me great effects with minimum to no adverse reaction towards my productivity, then i’ll stay with it.
So basically recon is hitting you mildly, but to hard in a special area (productivity) so you better avoid it?
That’s why I dropped Emperor last year. The situation in my family was pretty tense, so even this slight irritability from Emperor was to much for delicate negotiations so I dropped it altogether, at least for the time being.
Just throwing this out there. Are you eating enough? Maybe the lethargy is the physical shifting from WB?
you have a point.
now that i think about it, i have been eating a lot more lately since i started WB. I’ll look more at my food & nutrition. maybe if i optimize it more, i can get away with longer loops. thanks!
Did you consider refreshing loops?
I can’t remember where I’ve read about this concept, but some longtime users wrote about listening to subs they’ve integrated already for one loop every now and then to refresh its effects. I’m gonna try this with emperor.
Was this confirmed somewhere? I knew Saint said he planned to do it, but I didn’t catch him mentioning it anywhere recently.
the only subs I’ve run for a long time are Mogul, HeO & LBFH. the rest are only 4 cycles at most.
maybe I’ll run Mogul again every now and then to refresh its effects. more money is always good anyway.
It’s in the description. we don’t know how deep the scripting goes though, that’s why i want to experiment with it
Totally missed this half sentence. Thanks
I kinda expected a big announcement
the recon to swap subs is intensifying.
i feel like i want to swap WB for LBFH so bad. this is also one of the reasons why i stopped WB a few cycles ago, i felt an intense desire to swap it for LBFH.
Stacking WB & LBFH is an option, but my intuition always tells me not to do that.
I’ll stick with WB until i can’t take it anymore. i think my plan to use WB for as long as it is needed won’t be as smooth as i planned.
My feeling is all over the place.
This is weird. I know this is recon because it always comes from the deep down. It’s deeper than just some feelings coming and going.
“Is using WB even a good idea?” I always have this thought every time i run it. It’s not a problem, but i always succumb to it after a few cycles.
On the good side, this shows how potent listening to less than 30s is. If it doesn’t work, how the fuck am i getting recon in the first place.
Edit1:
It just crossed my mind that maybe the recon was also affected heavily by my lack of sleep.
That’s completely my fault. I should have taken another rest day.
I went into a deep introspection again.
The alpha scripting from WB helped me uncover something interesting.
It reminded me of that one time i used an alpha sub from another producer. When your status rise up, there are people who want to put you back down.
That unfortunately happened to me hard. There were people who were hell bent on putting me back to my place. They went so far as to make my life hell constantly for a few months.
All these time, i thought i got through it without a scratch. But now i realized after running WB that there are residual trauma from that period that i wasn’t even aware of.
Maybe this is why WB is so good for my meditation goals. Its alpha scripting directly healed these traumas from the past that i didn’t know were a problem.
Now I get it.
Now I understand what caused the recon.
A prolonged traumatic event like that can’t just happen and leave no scar.
The solution is to run one of the most alpha sub from SC to heal it. WB did its job well.
The romance scripting showed a really good dream about romance. Really close love and playfulness.
The dream eas so sweet that it makes me want to stop jumping from one girl to another and actually have a stable relationship.
This is not the time though, gotta grind
The beginning of a serious relationship is always time intensive. You need to get to know your partner and of course your focus isn’t the best.
So grinding and starting a serious relationship is hard.
But it can work out if you really want to. My mentor found his big love while bringing his business on the next level.
He did it. But he was in his office at 5 on workdays. So he told me his focus wasn’t on point 
So if you say you can wait, it’ll be easier.
That’s insightful.
My focus is all over the place too when i use WB. Starting a relationship will make it worse.
I want to focus on work like usual, but the dream last night really showed me what’s possible with a relationship. It was not a grand dream, but that’s exactly what made it sweeter. Just a mundane day to day life with someone i love.
These dreams from subs are insane, sometimes i feel like i’m living another life completely.
It makes me wonder if there are scripting to use our dreams to help fulfill the subs goals.
Yeah, this is for the better. I’ll continue with the path i chose.
There is a lot of friction whenever I try to run WB long term.
The lethargy effect, contrasting goals, manifestation etc.
I need to approach this from a different angle.
Instead of forcing myself to run WB for multiple cycles straight, I’ll only run it for 1 cycle (or half) every half a year or so. WB works insanely well for my meditation goals, so i will match the schedule with a personal retreat that focuses on my vipassana practice.
This is a long term project, there’s no need to rush.
I’ll slowly allow myself to adapt to it over the years.
Fuck i look sexy as hell
WB’s physical shifting, or the way it shifted how i see my own body, is really strong.
This is with only less than 30s
Thank God, I’ve reached Arch Alchimist and can post stupid emoticons now without a bad consciens.
Arch alchemist gang 
Cycle 15 day 14
HeO 15m LBFH 8m
on the edge of bawling my eyes out now.
“it’s okay”
“it’s fine”
These reassuring thoughts are coming back again.
I started to think, was I not getting enough positive affirmations like these in my life?
“Impossible. i get flooded by those almost daily. The evidence is in front of my eyes”.
then i looked into myself and realized, I’m not lacking love from the outside, but from inside.
I don’t say those kind words to myself, or at least i don’t genuinely say them.
There are still many things I need to work on with LBFH. 9-10 cycles wasn’t enough. This sub is deeper than I expected.
I’m starting to think that taking a break from a sub for at least 1 cycle can give us a fresher perspective on its effects. it’s a sort of pattern break. we can use this new point of view to spot better what we can work on.
I won’t stop using HeO though. At this point, it feels so normal that I no longer know what it’s doing inside of me. I only know that it’s helping me improve myself even if I’m not aware of it.
That’s why I recommend LB to everyone 