William’s Winning Wayfare

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#629

The effect from LBFH that makes me care about others is fading out quicker than i expected.

I’m tolerant, much more tolerant to others since before i started LBFH, but I can’t genuinely give a shit about caring for them without LBFH. deep inside, i don’t want to be a part of others’ life and detract myself from my goals. but even deeper inside, i know i want to. LBFH has shown me how much value i and others can gain from that.

Though, this shows that some of the more immediate effects of LBFH are fading out. this is good, i can better test the effects of the love scripting for RM:UWX’s & HeO’s updates later.

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#635

So it’s gonna be a WB +LBfH + HeO custom?

#638

If I wouldn’t know your plans I’d recommend KB for this. For me, it changed everything.

I was constantly horny (pornaddict) and coping with release. 3 cycles of KB1 and its gone.

Magic :tophat: :rabbit2: :arrow_right: :hole:

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#642

Guided TMI meditations

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#644

I have some meditating experience so tbh maybe this is just a me thing, but here’s my recommendation.

Spend a week or two on stage 1, then a week or two on stage 2, and do the same thing for stage 3, and then jump straight into stage 4. Don’t wait till you’re ready. Just do it.

Then, when you actually have focused stage 4 meditations, you know how to act in that situation… and if it’s not one of those days, you can use the tools from stage 1-3 to revamp your focus.

Tbh I avoided reading stage 4 and the interlude right after for so long, just did this week; regret not doing it earlier

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#647

This post made me think back about my life, and it hasn’t changed fundamentally.

I feel like i already fulfilled my calling in life.

The growth that i’m undergoing now, the struggle, the achievements and everything else is just an extra. I have lived my life to the fullest when I didn’t have anything. Now that i have more, it’s nice but they are not necessary.

I can die tomorrow and be fine with it, i already achieved what i needed to and now i’m enjoying the fulfilment of struggling & striving in life on top of that.

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#657

Is recon really so bad for you?
For me, if recon is on 3-5/10 I’ll take it, knowing change/adaption is happening faster than when I don’t feel recon.
I’m a fan of microloops as well and chose shorter loops even when I can stomach longer or even full loops without recon.
But with LB I welcome recon because it’s showing that I experience more healing than when I dont get recon…
I don’t know if I make sense to you :sweat_smile:

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#658

Yeah, I understand it completely

The recon itself is not bad, I would say it feels neutral. The low exposure is giving me enough time to slowly adapt to it. The effects themselves are really strong even with less than 20s.

The problem is the lethargy. It hits my productivity from many different angles. It’s not that bad, but i would rather not deal with it.

If shorter exposure can give me great effects with minimum to no adverse reaction towards my productivity, then i’ll stay with it.

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#659

So basically recon is hitting you mildly, but to hard in a special area (productivity) so you better avoid it?

That’s why I dropped Emperor last year. The situation in my family was pretty tense, so even this slight irritability from Emperor was to much for delicate negotiations so I dropped it altogether, at least for the time being.

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#660

Just throwing this out there. Are you eating enough? Maybe the lethargy is the physical shifting from WB?

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#668

Did you consider refreshing loops?
I can’t remember where I’ve read about this concept, but some longtime users wrote about listening to subs they’ve integrated already for one loop every now and then to refresh its effects. I’m gonna try this with emperor.

Was this confirmed somewhere? I knew Saint said he planned to do it, but I didn’t catch him mentioning it anywhere recently.

#669

the only subs I’ve run for a long time are Mogul, HeO & LBFH. the rest are only 4 cycles at most.
maybe I’ll run Mogul again every now and then to refresh its effects. more money is always good anyway.

It’s in the description. we don’t know how deep the scripting goes though, that’s why i want to experiment with it

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#671

Totally missed this half sentence. Thanks

I kinda expected a big announcement

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#678

The romance scripting showed a really good dream about romance. Really close love and playfulness.

The dream eas so sweet that it makes me want to stop jumping from one girl to another and actually have a stable relationship.

This is not the time though, gotta grind

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#680

The beginning of a serious relationship is always time intensive. You need to get to know your partner and of course your focus isn’t the best.

So grinding and starting a serious relationship is hard.

But it can work out if you really want to. My mentor found his big love while bringing his business on the next level.
He did it. But he was in his office at 5 on workdays. So he told me his focus wasn’t on point :joy:

So if you say you can wait, it’ll be easier.

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#687

:joy::joy::joy:

Thank God, I’ve reached Arch Alchimist and can post stupid emoticons now without a bad consciens.

#688

Arch alchemist gang :handshake:

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#694

Cycle 15 day 14

HeO 15m LBFH 8m

on the edge of bawling my eyes out now.

“it’s okay”
“it’s fine”

These reassuring thoughts are coming back again.

I started to think, was I not getting enough positive affirmations like these in my life?
“Impossible. i get flooded by those almost daily. The evidence is in front of my eyes”.
then i looked into myself and realized, I’m not lacking love from the outside, but from inside.

I don’t say those kind words to myself, or at least i don’t genuinely say them.
There are still many things I need to work on with LBFH. 9-10 cycles wasn’t enough. This sub is deeper than I expected.

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#695

I’m starting to think that taking a break from a sub for at least 1 cycle can give us a fresher perspective on its effects. it’s a sort of pattern break. we can use this new point of view to spot better what we can work on.

I won’t stop using HeO though. At this point, it feels so normal that I no longer know what it’s doing inside of me. I only know that it’s helping me improve myself even if I’m not aware of it.

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#696

That’s why I recommend LB to everyone :grimacing:

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