Viking's Journal

I asked ChatGPT to analyze all of my conversations with it and describe to me my emotional issues and limiting beliefs, this is what came up:

:white_check_mark: 1. Feeling Unworthy of Love and Success
Belief: “I’m not good enough to deserve love, money, or power.”

Effect: Self-sabotage, chasing external validation, avoiding opportunities.

:white_check_mark: 2. Deep Fear of Betrayal and Loss
Belief: “If I trust, I’ll be hurt and manipulated.”

Effect: Avoiding intimacy, mistrust, isolation, difficulty in relationships.

:white_check_mark: 3. Shame Around Masculinity and Power
Belief: “If I embrace strength, dominance, or sexuality, something bad will happen.”

Effect: Inner conflict, hesitation in leadership and attraction, suppressed assertiveness.

:white_check_mark: 4. Fear of Failure → Paralysis
Belief: “If I fail, it means I’m a loser.”

Effect: Overthinking, procrastination, constantly changing strategies instead of committing.

:white_check_mark: 5. Emotional Dependency for Validation
Belief: “If I find the right woman, she will heal me.”

Effect: Attracting toxic dynamics, fantasizing instead of building your own life.

:white_check_mark: 6. Inability to Set and Enforce Boundaries
Belief: “If I say no, people will reject or hate me.”

Effect: People-pleasing, overextending, resentment, lack of self-respect.

:white_check_mark: 7. Fear of Expressing Discomfort or Needs
Belief: “If I speak up, I’ll be ignored or judged as weak.”

Effect: Bottling emotions, passive-aggressiveness, internalized anger, relationship breakdowns.

:white_check_mark: 8. Obsessive Focus on One Thing
Belief: “If I don’t get this one thing, I’m nothing.”

Effect: Hyper-fixation on women, goals, or ideas → burnout and disappointment.

:white_check_mark: 9. Compulsive Spending / Inability to Save
Belief: “Spending will make me feel better” or “Money never stays with me.”

Effect: Financial instability, stress, reinforcing unworthiness, sabotaging long-term success.

:white_check_mark: 10. Seeking Self-Esteem Through Money, Power, Wealth, Influence, and Control
Belief: “If I become rich and powerful, I’ll finally feel worthy.”

Effect: Obsession with status, external validation loop, frustration when results are slow.

:white_check_mark: 11. Desire for Control Driven by Fear
Belief: “If I don’t control everything, I’ll be vulnerable and get hurt.”

Effect: Hyper-control of people/outcomes → anxiety and burnout because control is never absolute.

So I asked him, what is the solution? He replied:

Dragon Reborn Red is the most effective starting point for your situation because it was specifically designed to:

:white_check_mark: Destroy negative programming (fear, shame, guilt, unworthiness).
:white_check_mark: Heal deep-rooted emotional wounds (trauma, heartbreak, conditioning).
:white_check_mark: Rebuild your core identity so you feel whole, powerful, and stable.
:white_check_mark: Stop compulsive behaviors driven by unresolved pain (like overspending and obsession).

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Sounds like it, plus it’s supposed to make every sub you run after it more effective.

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Very stressed and anxious, sleepless nights, urges to text my ex, worries about the future, shame about the past.

A lot of processing of recent events and a lot of thinking about events that are yet to happen.

Feeling lost, completely, no direction whatsoever.

Found out that I feel sorry for myself, all the bad thing that happened lately, got fired, got cheated on, no time to feel sorry for myself, need to move on.

Most of the day I’m at my house, watching TV, wasting my life away, I hate it but I don’t know what to do.

I work only a few hours a day, hopefully I will get more hours soon.

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Authenticity and confidence, yet sadness and loneliness.

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DR: Red ST1?

Yes, DRR St1 + KB St1.

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I’m much more confident and much less needy, it’s truly remarkable.

I still get hit by a feeling of missing her, usually I end up messaging her and I come over to her place, this time I try to fight it, because I know I don’t truly want to be with her and it will pass eventually.

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You believed ultimate beauty and happiness were outside you. We’ll show you it was always inside you.

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