I am running cfw in my custom, this custom is the reason for this recon.
But when the recon ends its better.
I am running cfw in my custom, this custom is the reason for this recon.
But when the recon ends its better.
Thatās standard for every human!! Fighting your own ego in your head as if thereās some external threat! I deal with it by noticing and just stopping! Itās a waste of energy!
Hehe you remind me how I was like when I first ran my custom for Muay Thai!! Hehe believe it or not⦠if you commit to the program and just keep listening⦠things get clearer mentally
Today at training i was way better than last time.
I was twice as flexible, my stamina was like never before.
I was calculating, dogding and hitting.
Still got hit a lot tho but i was like a different fighter than last time.
The improvment is crazy.
Youāre going to reach a point where youāre the best one there!
Ever since i started using my custom, i dont care anymore about the girl i was talking about in previous posts? Why is that?
Like i asked her out 4 days ago, but didnt schecule a date, because i just dont think about it and when i do think about it i dont really care.
Didnt even talk to her since.
Is it ok?
It looks like another form of recon, for example, related to the fear of being rejected. We naturally want to mate, especially with women we find attractive and that are attracted to us.
I dont believe its fear, because in my head every situation i visualzied with her is 100% positive.
I did notice lower sex drive, energy and overall low test feeling, so maybe its recon but in a different form.
The fear of attachment or being in love, perhaps. You would have to introspect and meditate upon that but if you really like the girl and she likes you, itās not natural you donāt make any further move. If youāre uncertain then maybe meeting her would help you calrify the whole thing.
I dont like her because i dont really know her, i worked with her 2 times and she is cute, i just think its weird i dont feel like making any moves further.
Try to emphasize and guess how āthisā feels like to her. The guy made a move and now heās nowhere to be seen. Naturally, itās your choice what to do next if anything.
Thats the point, i dont really care.
Im like āyeah when i see her at work i will talk to her about the date, no pressureā
I donāt see any issue here then.
But other people are telling me āno you have to messege her now and schedule a date now or she will lose interestā
Got a girlfriend, lost my virginty and i made her cum.
Primal seduction custom 10/10
Looked at the mirro and my traps and neck are fucking huge, i look like a mean fightinf machine.
I feel invincible.
Changed some modules in the custom and removed daredevil core to make it only 2 corse, stopped using my muay thai custom and replaced it with mogul.
So the new stack is:
Primal seduction
Chosen from within
Alpha of alpha
Dragonās tongue
Emotions unfettered
Emperorās voice
Fearsome
Fenrir
Gentlemanās speech
IQ and cognitive booster
Invincible presence
Leader of men
Lion
Mastermind
Panther
Power awareness
Power unleashed
Rogue
Story teller
Transcendental connection
Mogul
Scheduled shopping with my gf to buy me some clothes even tho i dont have money.
Before mogul i was thinking āim already in debt, so i will be in a bigger debt it doesnt matter one day i will cover itā.
After 1 loop of mogul i told her i need to cancel to shopping because i simply dont have money.
Thinking about getting a second job.
IQ and cognitive booster: i remember recepies at my job very easily.