Today a co worker asled another co worker “whats up?” And he said “it can always be better” in a complaining voice and i said to him “it can always be worst too” which is out of character i never say those positive things to people.
Females at work have started to physically hit me in a playful way tf, one of them im 100% wants me she always touch me a lot, i dont know hpw to escelate tho.
It came the my mind that i have became super social, super relaxed in social situations and im being myself finally.
Today friends of my sister which i dont know came to our house, instead of going to hide in my room like a little kid i stayed at the kitchen and greeted everyone of them when they got in, even told a joke.
Than we started talking and the convarsation flowed effortlessly.
After an hour with them i went to my new friends from work, in all the jobs i ever did i never made friends from work.
We sat for an 2 hours maybe and i was cracking jokes and having a good time.
I can finally say i have friends 
I switched legacy to muay thai mastery
Ask her whether she wants to hang out for a movie at your place.
Sit together and if she touches you, kiss her. And then go from there.
As usual, great results!
After 3 days with my ascension/cfw custom i believe i can sleep with her without even going on a date.
But for some reason i dont want to, it wasnt like i was madly attracted to her anyways but now i feel like she is eay below my level.
Dont even want to sleep with her anymore.
And her attraction to me seems higher than before.
Now i look for more attractive higher quality woman.
Before cfw i used to roll with a mean face, when greeting people i used to just nod with a serious face to look tough.
Now when greeting people i smile, i dont feel the need to act tought anymore.
Ordered a new custom
Spartan
Muay thai mastery
All seeing
Asclepius
Berserker
Blink
Deep sleep
Eagle eye
Epigenetic and DNA modulator
Equilibrium
Heracles
Inexhaustible
Master’s coordination
Mastermind
Serum x
SPS: Nervous system
SPS: Endocrine system
Subconscious flow
Submodel alpha
Thunder
What do you think @bombayduck @Yazooneh
Gonna switch muay thai for mma mastery when its out
Looks like a superb one to get the ball rolling.
Ascension/cfw
Confidence keep growing, everyday i express my true self better and better.
I dont get anxiety and shakiness when talking to crowds, seems like my stage fear as been removed.
Today i had a rage attack and broke the tv remote, cfw doesnt keep any feelings out.
I feel empty, sad and alone.
I have no meaninful relationship with anyone.
I never open my heart to anyone.
Everyday i feel good at work and have fun with the other people but when i get back home i feel empty, sad and alone again.
The only solution is to stay at work infinitely and not go home back ever.
Sorry for my dark humor, could not help myself 
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But on a serious note. You could try LBFH or SE for that emptiness.
What can lbfh or se do for me that cfw cant? Other than causing more recon
In that case, you are probably going through some healing from the CFW. And sometimes it is rough and if you are man enough you can endure that, it will probably take some time, but look forward to a brighter future.
As it is said no pain no gain.
Alpha + Emotinal healing custom:
Primal seduction
Daredevil
Chosen from within
Alexander’s play
Alpha of alpha
Dragon’s tongue
Emotions unfettered
Emperor’s voice
Fearsome
Fenrir
Gorgeous manifestor
Invincible presence
Leader of men
Lion
Panther
Power awareness
Power unleashed
Sexual manifestation
Rogue
Transcendental connection
Fighting + Physcial shifting custom:
Spartan
Legacy of the spartan
Muay thai mastery
All seeing
Berserker
Blink
Cosmic navigator
Deep sleep
Epigenetic and DNA modulator
Equilibrium
Heracles
Inexhaustible
Inner gasoline
Master’s coordination
Mastermind
Serum x
Subconscious flow
Submodel alpha
SPS: Endocrine system
Thunder
Inspired by @Yazooneh
What are your thoughts about running Heartsong?
I thought about it a few days ago and forgot about it, it could help my emotional numbness and disconnect.
I already ordered the custom tho, i hope emotions unfettered and transcendental connection will be enough to help me in that area.
Can i ask what made you reccomend this title to me?
You could still run the one from the main shop.
The reason i make customs is so i can run only 2 titles, run them toghether in the same day and than take some rest.
Running 2 titles on one day, and than a different third title on another day, for some reason o csnt do it, maybe ocd or something.
This is the reason i added transcendental connection and emotions unfettered.
Although im scared about the effects it might have, because i never open up to others, im mostly sarcastic and avoid serious talk, i hope it can help me and im excited about finally making meaningful connection.
Also i feel like cfw is slowly helping me with the problem.
Thanks a lot for the suggestion and more for the fact that you care.
PS/DD/CFW custom results:
3 girls from work are attracted to me.
One is all over me, not intrested.
One asked me if i have a girlfriend and than hugged another co worker while giving me intanse high contact, maybe to male me jelous, it was weird.
And the third, she is very cute and beautiful, she is not all over me like the first one but she gives me signs of attraction, and she talked to my sister about me, my sister told me “if you ask her out she wont say no”.
So im going to ask her out, im excited.
I was very bad at sparring today lmao, didnt land one punch or kick, got many blows to the head.
@Yazooneh it made me think that legacy is even better for us than we thought, since legacy contains organs healing, this means it will keep our brain health in tact even when getting kany blows to the head.
So we can spar and fight with no worries.