Thank you for your message. I’m already seeing one. Lots of things often make me think that I’m a hopeless case, however so far I’ve always been able to stand up again after a low phase. Is there an article here about subliminal usage and mental health? I’m curious about it, even if I know that there are certain things about subs like the exact script, that you don’t share, I’m just wondering how it all affects mental health.
hello mate, thank you for checking on me
I’m doing alright at the moment, just still putting my sub usage on hold. Not much to update, problems aren’t fully solved, but they are better now compared to 20days ago
How are you vanno?
Gladly a bit better compared to months ago. I’m slowly starting to listen to subs again. Mainly gmx without trying to overwhelm myself.
Great, me too.
It’s not easy, when I’m wanting more and pushing myself to the limit is so lucrative. But it’s a learning process, to trust and take it slow.
New league season has begun, working towards becoming a diamond player this season! Played my placement games and looks like I’m starting in gold. I’m excited to surpass my peak from last season (platinum 2).
Upgraded some systems regarding how I learn the game. Currently using a google spreadsheet for game reviews, 1v1 notes and some other things.
Additionally someone recommended me this note taking software called “Obsidian” and it’s very practical for studying, researching and structuring your notes. I use it both for games and my studies.
Awesome Looking forward following your journey.
you play gangplank??
nah, I don’t play him, but he’s a fun champ
Currently in Gold 2, having some rough games as I’m refining some basics again + adapting to bot lane-centric meta as a mid/top lane player.
Platinum milestone
Been playing a bunch of 1v1s vs better players, besides working on improving my decision making especially in the mid game.
Wow man awesome truly dedicated
Next milestone and new peak rank of mine! Resolved a bunch of irl problems (living situation, studies, career) which helped a ton.
Awesome
Reached a new peak of Diamond 2 right before the season split ends. It’s incredibly how much has changed in the last months. Additionally I got accepted for an esports scholarship, supporting my training besides pursueing my studies in university and providing me a job opportunity.
Congratulations!
That’s amazing.
May the good keep coming.
That’s amazing! I love the dedication man. Youre inspirational.