My main focus here is shifting. Most of our personalities aren’t congruent to the subs we’re listening to, I doubt anyone would be listening if that were so. I’ve always read that the subconscious can be referred to as water, an infinite “space”. I feel like I’m becoming aware of that space. When I started the subs I wanted power and money and ultimate seduction, but what I got was much different. My income shot up, good work recognition, better charisma and ect have been prominent for me.
However, I noticed that my blooms follow a very brief lul. It feels existential at the core, and today I kept thinking let go. Let go of what I wondered, and I came to the conclusion of me. Let go of self. I realized that psychological pain all stems from attachment. Not in a loveless robotic way but freeing the self. Weird concept, I continued to wonder what that would look like for me. Be like water, formless I’m sure we’ve all heard it.
I find myself with very strong core principles, and I get angry when people blatantly try to rip down coworkers at my Job. I don’t understand why people are having the desire to crush another. ( Coming from someone one who scored high in dark triad traits on the mmpi) I just find myself appreciating life more and realizing that it will one day come to an end but looking for things that fulfill me while I live it. This philosophy has made me kind. When I’m in the lul I find it hard to relate but when I come out of it I control my environment. Can anyone relate?