Why would you be afraid of becoming religious or spiritual?
First of all, all these newer format subs have free will scripting, right?
Second, ones faith or spirituality is an entirely personal thing, but never counterproductive. Having a relationship with that thing, “that energy who never left or came” as Live said, can only benefit the world, including yourself! Maybe you’ve been turned off in the past by people who turned that connection into something obnoxious. Don’t worry, subs won’t turn you into an incense huffing crystal humpin hippie, it’ll just make you more authentically you 