Unleashing My True Self

Journals - Major Programs
#21

There’s one piece missing to make the whole stack work for me: the ability to express myself in my truest form without any limits & societal/cultural conditioning.
The goal-oriented & go-for-your-purpose scripts cannot work properly if I cannot permit myself to just act as my truest self. I cannot go for my purpose if I’m following other popular paths just because I still don’t have the courage & the mental freedom to go for mine.
RotNW & the rewritten Libertine script in Genesis cannot work properly if there are still sexual blockages & social inhibitions in place inside me.
I cannot go for whatever I want if some inner imposed limits are still within me.
I cannot build something good for my future if I cannot enjoy its process.

I need to overwrite the unnecessary seriousness about relationships, money-making & physical development. I need something powerful to reunite with the ultimate free version of myself. I need the proper foundation to build on freedom of self-expression.

It’s time for Primal to join Genesis & GM to create, IMHO, the best foundational stack to get fast(er) results. I just want to express myself 100% while enjoying the (limited) time on Earth.

RotNW isn’t foundational and it needs to be played when there’s a social gathering with plenty of attractive women close by.

While reading the Primal thread I found that a lot of users reported an increase in productivity so LE isn’t mandatory to make the stack work at 100%.

Once again Genesis helps you to find which building block needs to be put in place for the most effective growth process and this is the proof.

#22

I have thought about the pattern I saw when I experimented with manifesting by repeating few times different affirmations on rotation & got good results with them. The affirmations covered a lot of areas and they weren’t focused on 1 particular area but I saw results in a matter of days (maximum).
Instead, when I saturated my mind with just 1 affirmation for several days I didn’t see the results I was looking for. So It dawned on me that, with high probability, I need very little exposure & a lot of variety to new concepts in different areas to see faster results.

Experimenting with 30 sec. loops daily could be the answer.

#23

My first thought, reading this was KB & Primal.

Happy you’re finding your way :blush:

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#24

This morning I played 1 full Primal loop and I’m feeling Emperor (quite similar) vibes once again.

At the grocery store, the quite cute cashier was more chatty than usual however I wasn’t in the most uplifted mood. I commented something about what she said about the cash register not working properly and then she giggled like I just said something pretty funny. Then when I was about to leave with my bags she tried to keep up with the conversation but I wasn’t there to entertain her. She isn’t as attractive as I would like so I did just the minimal effort conversation-wise.

When I got back home I started to have the (persuasive) push to start to clean up in a very similar fashion to when I was on Emperor.

I’m finally getting more in touch with my masculine side.

EDIT: tonight I had a very wild dream that I don’t remember but it was along the lines of a soon-to-become very reminiscent of a p*rn scene in a public place (probably it was the gym). It was so real I was leaving my bed to get naked & reach whoever she was in there, while I was dreaming.

#25

I feel more chatty & lighthearted than usual. Primal is starting to work on some inner updates.

Also, I feel my voice is getting deeper.

#26

There’s some deep relaxation going on, especially in social settings, which is reminiscent of the relaxing feeling I experienced during the LotS cycles. However this feeling is accompanied by self-reassurance that all is going well.

My hands aren’t sweating when I’m working in the gym and that’s a pretty striking sign my nervous system is able to relax more.

It’s easier to laugh and get in funny mode after yesterday’s Primal loop. Also my authoritative side is coming back after it pretty much stopped when the New Emperor was over.

Overall I’m experiencing Primal very differently from the last cycle I did with it. It blends better with the Genesis line while with Emperor gives too much of masculinity & dominance/authority edge.

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#27

Hilarious moments at work especially after the shift was over & it was time for my lunch. Primal is reconnecting with my funny side for sure & it’s so easy to burst out laughing. Also, it’s attracting fun moments & jokes from people around me. Maybe it’s because I feel lighter with a more free inner frame.

This sense of increasing inner freedom is what Life is all about in my experience.

One of the 2 attractive receptionists told me to give her a random “high five” and I caught the other one watching me while I was walking towards her desk. The funny banter between us is getting more frequent.

The urge to approach people & especially attractive girls is increasing too and I guess it’s the “go out of your comfort zone” script. However, this isn’t coming from a place of neediness or lack but from a state of sheer excitement & thrill.

Mastering The Reality Creation Process
#28

About yesterday I forgot to add that I accomplished quite easily a few tasks I procrastinated with, so there’s a boost in productivity & getting things done.

#29

Recon Mode: ON

#30

Recon Mode got worse today.

It’s time to go down the exposure time for Genesis.

So from now on, if I’ll experience recon, the next listening time will be cut in half and then I will slowly build up by 30s after each listening time until (I hope not though) another recon day will happen again & then it will be another time to cut it down.

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#31

Yesterday the recon went away and I experienced something that in the past would put in me in an anxious state, but I was able to enjoy it without almost any worries.

Then courage scripting strikes again.

Also I just listened to Primal and in less than 2 hours I’ll go hike with some friends. Let’s see how it play it out in a quite wild environment.

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#32

It’s been a good day overall with plenty of interactions with strangers too, along the hiking trails. Primal gives you a calm confidence and nonchalance that it’s suitable especially when you leave your comfort zone. I didn’t care whenever I was quiet and my friends were talking pretty much non-stop. However, I could be talkative whenever I felt the push to do it.

#33

Now it’s time to decide which new car I’m going to purchase: a little sports car or normal citycar?
This stack is pushing me to go for something more exciting than a simple citycar of course due to the adventurous scripting.

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#34

Another level unlocked✅ Today I felt like I was on some kind of positive & powerful drug. I was so nonchalant but without losing focus at work and that It should be the Primal effect. My body was relaxed but primed to move at the same time in every moment. My interactions with clients were bolder than usual & more confident.

Also I test-drived a little sports car & I’m becoming quite addicted in remembering that fun drive.

Primal is pushing me to go for the thrill and with the NSE is going to reward me if I go for it.

Maybe I should pull the trigger on that car & unlock another level.

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#35

Primal is erasing pretty much every definition I put on myself & also it’s obliterating all the residual self-judgment. Am I a beta male? Who cares. Am I disciplined? Who cares. Am I wise? Who cares. Am I a lone wolf in my free time? Who cares.

Whenever I’m in a group of people I just don’t care how I’m perceived so if I want to be quiet I can be without worrying about it, if I want to be bold I can express more energy than before, if I want to do something outside my comfort zone I do it just for the thrill & not to get validation from others, If I want to relax and enjoy the moment I can do it.

Primal is stripping everything that isn’t authentic to my real Self so I can shine as a unique human being who is following his journey instead of following other’s paths. Also shame, envy & other toxic emotions are leaving me for good in my life & sometimes I realize I’m doing things more unapologetically. So If I want to be in a certain way there’s less resistance to moving in that direction.

Primal is probably the best title to prepare for something even more masculine like Khan, Emperor Black, etc.

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#36

Primal teaches you how to be cool in most situations and puts at ease your body which then reflects on your body language & how you communicate.

Today I felt calm, positive & reassured especially during the morning hours at the gym. I was able to engage with proper contagious positive energy with most clients and I led the Functional Training course (just 4 women today) without any shame whatsoever while getting some great compliments at the end. My inner frame was so solid I was pleasantly surprised by it & it was tested by a rude client who wasn’t able to shake it. Last year I would have reacted in a fast & furious manner but today I was in the eye of the (little) storm.

However, towards the end of my work shift, I had some recon signs showing up and I guess it was a healing moment waiting for me.

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#37

This morning I played Primal + Primal Seduction + Revelation of the Nectar Within (5 minutes each) & I felt like I was on drugs for several hours.

Also my energy was way higher than usual & I didn’t get tired after 10 hours of work at the gym.

I was so bold and confident while approaching the most attractive girls in the gym. They were interacting more with me due to my higher energy & aura during the conversation I guess. Also men were friendlier and I enjoyed interacting with them too.

I felt the push to approach & talk to the clients more than usual.

At some point a cute girl approached me & asked me to teach her how to do the pull-ups. The unusual fact is that she ignored me a lot of times especially when she was with her even more attractive female friend. Today instead when I was near her blushed a little bit as I was feeling some heat projecting from my head.

No extraction today though but I felt amazing nonetheless & that’s a pretty good win for me.

I’ll probably replay this stack the next weekend.

Mastering The Reality Creation Process
#38

I still feel good & somehow have more inner freedom than before with euphoric feelings still going on in the background.

During my walking time, I was gently pushed to interact with 2 strangers just because it felt liberating to do something I don’t usually do.

The Primal line is becoming my favorite for sure & it’s allowing me to express myself freely.

It feels like the natural progression from Genesis, especially in the courage/adventure/get out of your comfort zone area.

Genesis —> Primal —> Daredevil

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#39

Primal is calling the other Primal friends…

#40

Primal is calling me. :telephone_receiver:

Honestly, LB made me realize, that I’m missing this wild, untamed side of me.

Unsure if I should run it alone or if I should make a LB Primal custom if finances work out…

Happy that you found your way

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