Unleashing My True Self

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#12

@Lichtenauer Yes, as LE is meant to be a day-to-day booster anyway so there’s space for something else when I’m not working on my off-days.

Genesis pushes you to go out of your standard way of doing things and I need to experiment with adventure to finally see which kind of exciting times are going to unfold. If I don’t experiment by doing & behaving differently than usual I won’t see the adventure script in action & so I won’t know for sure if my true path is meant to be different or not.

I think by playing fewer minutes I’m executing more of that part of the script which I didn’t feel at all during all the 15-minute Genesis loops I did the last year. In fact, I’m seeing more & more manifestations/results related to exciting & unexpected things happening & upcoming new fun experiences in the making too.

#13

My manifesting skills are improving, especially if I don’t put a lot of mental effort into it, paradoxically. So, Even in this realm it looks like that “less is more” produces better results.
In my (almost) daily commute, I enjoy experimenting how far I can go in shaping the external reality & in the traffic it works quite well.

Today I listened to LE for 3 min 30 sec & it helped me accomplish all my tasks at the gym even though I was very tired from the 11 hours I put yesterday. Also I was able to do a workout while being on very low energy levels.

Genesis is coming back with revenge with the LB & Libertine auras as I feel overall more attractive & sexier than before. There are more thoughts which keep pushing me to live my daily life with more excitement & adventure seeking, by using more courage in everything I do.

#14

I’m getting even more approachable than before as today many clients asked for:

  • assistance (exercises, tips, etc)
  • when my working shifts are at gym to book a future workout plan
  • general questions to get my attention & involve me

This morning an older woman confided in me that she’s following my abdominal course mainly because she likes my personality. Also she told me that I’m admired by many other clients.

There was more camaraderie than usual especially from men as I was feeling more uplifted & joyfully assertive.

#15

Genesis feels more congruent with my personality and I’m getting more “natural” responses from other people as well, compared to the over the top people’s attitudes I experienced at times when I was on ASBR.

I don’t how to describe it but it’s a more efficient & overall more encompassing growth process which isn’t guided by the “show-off traits” I was developing on Stark Black.

I can treat others well without putting myself on a celebrity pedestal. So, even though ASBR is one the most advanced titles, Genesis feels more mature & grounded as a title and so you can run it forever without seeing any signs of progress stalling.

On Genesis I’m guided less by Ego and more on by the infinitely powerful True Self.

People feel you’re not trying to manipulate them for your own ego-inflation but you leave them express themselves freely as a mirror to your own increasing sense of inner/outer freedom.

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#16

I started reading a book about Psycho Cybernetics by Maxwell Maltz where he talks about how to develop a different self-concept/self-image. At some point he mention that successful experiences are the main catalyst to change those inner concepts.

Positive experiences - - - > Better Self-concept/image - - - > More positive experiences - - > Even better Self-concept/image - - - > Even More positive experiences

And so on, in an exponential overall external manifestation parade & inner growth.

I’m experiencing that kind of cycle because I see the effects of my conscious intentional thoughts slowly building up momentum every single day.

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#17

Finally, after many years, I dared to enter the bar & have a coffee where I spent many of my early years. I always avoided that place out of fear but today I had the urge to enter & tell the bartender (woman) that the bar was owned by my grandfather and then by my uncle. I don’t know if the foreign bartender understood what I said because she was quite puzzled. There was a little bit of apprehension on my part when I was about to enter but I was pretty calm & confident nonetheless.

I just downloaded RotNW & I want to treat myself the next 2 days with something very fun after 1 year of pure self-development titles. I think I deserve to get out of my way & try something crazy.

Let’s see how it goes at the gym where I’m going to spend 19 hours (10 tomorrow & 9 on Sunday). Obviously, I will exercise my usual professionalism & good manners, but I want to see something develop from the gym environment after my working shift.

I’m unsure about the minutes to run as my first loop though. Maybe I’ll do 3 or 5 minutes.

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#18

This morning I did a 3 min RotNW and after few minutes I felt some kind of cold energy flowing towards my feet. Then I didn’t felt anything at all but when I just parked my car outside of the gym, the receptionist who’s usually closed off towards me, asked me If I wanted a coffee. Unfortunately I said no but it was the very first time it happened since she arrived there.

At the gym I was feeling definetely better & more joyful, energetic than usual. It felt like I was on KB ST1 once again.

The clients responded better, especially several women there. Few girls/women asked me for assistance and their bodies where too close to mine, pretty much inside the “intimate zone”.

At work the same receptionist who offered me the coffee seemed to take several chances/excuses to be near me to help me with some work in there. Especially after I offered her a coffee.

Like other clients, she didn’t bother to be near very close to me.

In other news, 3 clients asked me out of the blue about my personal training services and it reminded me True Sell kind of results. So another 1 new PT client and 2 other potential ones.

Also several clients offered me a coffee today & I accepted to take one after work.

It was a manifesting parade for real.

Unfortunately I didn’t get any extraction…yet. Let’s see how it goes in the next hours.

#19

Unfortunately even today I didn’t receive any extraction after playing with RotNW yesterday.

#20

Something shifted inside & this shift has reflected on my behavior because I feel less inhibition than before & even more freedom in expressing myself. I feel increasingly better & better with increasing self-esteem/confidence & better emotional transmutation power overall. This improvement in self-concept is changing the way I interact with other people by treating them without putting them on a pedestal.

For example, the attractive receptionist I worked with the last Saturday changed his attitude towards me in a friendly manner and often she starts interacting with me first when before she was clearly closed off towards me. Also, when I talk with her she starts playing with her hair.

I just feel sexier & stronger than before, internally speaking, and RotNW made the difference in making the shift. Maybe there was something sexually related that was cleared up for good. So I think that if I manage to get rid of enough inner sexual issues/self-image I will be very successful with women.

#21

There’s one piece missing to make the whole stack work for me: the ability to express myself in my truest form without any limits & societal/cultural conditioning.
The goal-oriented & go-for-your-purpose scripts cannot work properly if I cannot permit myself to just act as my truest self. I cannot go for my purpose if I’m following other popular paths just because I still don’t have the courage & the mental freedom to go for mine.
RotNW & the rewritten Libertine script in Genesis cannot work properly if there are still sexual blockages & social inhibitions in place inside me.
I cannot go for whatever I want if some inner imposed limits are still within me.
I cannot build something good for my future if I cannot enjoy its process.

I need to overwrite the unnecessary seriousness about relationships, money-making & physical development. I need something powerful to reunite with the ultimate free version of myself. I need the proper foundation to build on freedom of self-expression.

It’s time for Primal to join Genesis & GM to create, IMHO, the best foundational stack to get fast(er) results. I just want to express myself 100% while enjoying the (limited) time on Earth.

RotNW isn’t foundational and it needs to be played when there’s a social gathering with plenty of attractive women close by.

While reading the Primal thread I found that a lot of users reported an increase in productivity so LE isn’t mandatory to make the stack work at 100%.

Once again Genesis helps you to find which building block needs to be put in place for the most effective growth process and this is the proof.

#22

I have thought about the pattern I saw when I experimented with manifesting by repeating few times different affirmations on rotation & got good results with them. The affirmations covered a lot of areas and they weren’t focused on 1 particular area but I saw results in a matter of days (maximum).
Instead, when I saturated my mind with just 1 affirmation for several days I didn’t see the results I was looking for. So It dawned on me that, with high probability, I need very little exposure & a lot of variety to new concepts in different areas to see faster results.

Experimenting with 30 sec. loops daily could be the answer.

#23

My first thought, reading this was KB & Primal.

Happy you’re finding your way :blush:

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#24

This morning I played 1 full Primal loop and I’m feeling Emperor (quite similar) vibes once again.

At the grocery store, the quite cute cashier was more chatty than usual however I wasn’t in the most uplifted mood. I commented something about what she said about the cash register not working properly and then she giggled like I just said something pretty funny. Then when I was about to leave with my bags she tried to keep up with the conversation but I wasn’t there to entertain her. She isn’t as attractive as I would like so I did just the minimal effort conversation-wise.

When I got back home I started to have the (persuasive) push to start to clean up in a very similar fashion to when I was on Emperor.

I’m finally getting more in touch with my masculine side.

EDIT: tonight I had a very wild dream that I don’t remember but it was along the lines of a soon-to-become very reminiscent of a p*rn scene in a public place (probably it was the gym). It was so real I was leaving my bed to get naked & reach whoever she was in there, while I was dreaming.

#25

I feel more chatty & lighthearted than usual. Primal is starting to work on some inner updates.

Also, I feel my voice is getting deeper.

#26

There’s some deep relaxation going on, especially in social settings, which is reminiscent of the relaxing feeling I experienced during the LotS cycles. However this feeling is accompanied by self-reassurance that all is going well.

My hands aren’t sweating when I’m working in the gym and that’s a pretty striking sign my nervous system is able to relax more.

It’s easier to laugh and get in funny mode after yesterday’s Primal loop. Also my authoritative side is coming back after it pretty much stopped when the New Emperor was over.

Overall I’m experiencing Primal very differently from the last cycle I did with it. It blends better with the Genesis line while with Emperor gives too much of masculinity & dominance/authority edge.

Mastering The Reality Creation Process
#27

Hilarious moments at work especially after the shift was over & it was time for my lunch. Primal is reconnecting with my funny side for sure & it’s so easy to burst out laughing. Also, it’s attracting fun moments & jokes from people around me. Maybe it’s because I feel lighter with a more free inner frame.

This sense of increasing inner freedom is what Life is all about in my experience.

One of the 2 attractive receptionists told me to give her a random “high five” and I caught the other one watching me while I was walking towards her desk. The funny banter between us is getting more frequent.

The urge to approach people & especially attractive girls is increasing too and I guess it’s the “go out of your comfort zone” script. However, this isn’t coming from a place of neediness or lack but from a state of sheer excitement & thrill.

Mastering The Reality Creation Process
#28

About yesterday I forgot to add that I accomplished quite easily a few tasks I procrastinated with, so there’s a boost in productivity & getting things done.

#29

Recon Mode: ON

#30

Recon Mode got worse today.

It’s time to go down the exposure time for Genesis.

So from now on, if I’ll experience recon, the next listening time will be cut in half and then I will slowly build up by 30s after each listening time until (I hope not though) another recon day will happen again & then it will be another time to cut it down.

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#31

Yesterday the recon went away and I experienced something that in the past would put in me in an anxious state, but I was able to enjoy it without almost any worries.

Then courage scripting strikes again.

Also I just listened to Primal and in less than 2 hours I’ll go hike with some friends. Let’s see how it play it out in a quite wild environment.

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