Woke up in the middle of the night energized and motivated, payed some bills but knew I would suffer if I didn’t go back to sleep since I have work today. When my alarm went off I was dreaming at the time and woke up shocked. Had to meditate intensely just to calm myself back down. Not sure what I was dreaming about but I remember it being somewhat lucid. In any case, I once again woke up excited to tackle the day.
The theme for today is breaking my own subconscious limits. I’ve been manifesting the tools to help with just that left and right, already have six different sources at that in within just 4 hours of being awake. One of those of course is the Unlimiter module that’s already within my custom. I think this has already been happening anyway and I’m just starting to really notice.
See…with just using my custom for one week, I already feel more like the version of me from my early 20’s. I have his ambition, but the knowledge and confidence of my new self. It feels as if a lot of the BS I went through in the past 6 years has not even occurred. I feel more free than ever to be myself, my authentic self. I’ve come to realize that in many ways I let my “darker” side take the pilot’s seat for a while as a defensive strategy against the people I interacted with. I mentioned in an earlier post that things were being stripped away internally, and I was right.
I feel lighter in many ways, you never realize how heavy something was until you no longer are bearing that weight (speaking figuratively and literally). Damn, only one week with a custom and things are already moving full speed ahead, even manifestation wise. I even manifested a new friend with similar spiritual interests apparently.
She’s amazingly kind-hearted and giving. What’s strange is that I actually met her online a couple weeks ago and she just stopped messaging me out of nowhere. Then came back around all of a sudden yesterday. I feel no paranoia about whether or not she’ll disappear again. Simply enjoying the interaction for the moment.
This also confirms an observation that I began as soon as I was done with my very first loop of my custom, my social skills are going back up (thanks Lion IV module). Most of my interactions with others have been meh…many were hostile with people I either didn’t know at all or not very well. Not sure what that was all about. For a week now though, people have been responding to me better in general.