I’m not anxious
When he chickened out my first actual thought was “more for me”.
Imma sit back and see if he asks her. And bombs.
I just bought Dragon Reborn: GOLD. Will be running my first loop of it once it syncs to my phone.
Just ran Dragon Reborn: GOLD. Wow.
I distinctly remember at one point during it, I decided I need to be a hypnotist/hypnotherapist again. As in renewing the licensure for my state.
I also replicated the experiment from before about visualizing being with someone else. For anyone who remembers that discussion from the original Zero Point test cohort days.
I feel amazing upon waking up from this session.
I stacked in shorter loops of Khan4 and Emperor Daddy to keep those going.
I’ll see in a few hours how it all gels together.
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Today, I woke up with that rare feeling of feeling “full”. Like bordering on overload. Decided today would be a rest day, at least to let that feeling pass as scripting processes and integrates into my toolbox.
Fast forward a few hours, and my SubC suddenly asked me (?) for a loop of Wanted.
So I ran that.
A few hours later, the wife suddenly says “Get over here. I’m gonna cum and you’re gonna make it happen.” 
So that happened.
All day, I’ve been thinking about my life in terms of the different characters in Atlas Shrugged I am inspired by or admire.
Not even done with the book yet (89% of the way in to the book and am in Galt’s radio speech still) and the book has already gotten me to ditch my office job in favor of going full-time and also got me to change my username here (which took a LOT, trust me).
Now that I’m at the desk, up until deciding to start this entry, I have been reading sales pages for titles.
Before today, I’ve been trying to come up with the perfect “John Galt” stack. But I realized today that Galt isn’t an entrepreneur in the sense we usually think of. He’s an employee/inventor. You gotta read the story to understand what I mean.
Michael Gerber (of E-Myth fame) might say that Galt is a “technician”. Galt is a genius inventor, true. But I’m not 100% sure if he’d have what it takes to build a business like Rearden did. Even Francisco didn’t build his business, it was inherited from his father, etc.
So I’m expanding my scope. Galt’s genius, Rearden’s business acumen, Francisco’s passion, Dangy’s honesty/integrity…those are what I want to embody.
So far, I’m looking at Primal vs Khan for a bit. I’ve run Khan enough that I think I can say it’s “in there”. So will probably immerse into Primal for one of my titles in the next stack selection.
Might change, as I still have tons of sales pages to read/review again.
EDIT: I Recognize some of my current thoughts might be from yesterday’s run of Dragon Reborn: GOLD.
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New stack:
Khan (Will do each stage in order)
Emperor
Primal
Each sub day will be Khan along with either Emperor or Primal (alternating).
2 subs per sub day.
3x minimum for each Khan stage, possibly more.
Actually, each Khan stage for 3x each of Emperor and Primal sounds doable too.
| Day | Date | Subs |
|---|---|---|
| 1 | 1/15/2024 | Khan 1, Primal |
| 2 | 1/16/2024 | Rest |
| 3 | 1/17/2024 | Khan 1, Emperor |
| 4 | 1/18/2024 | Rest |
| 5 | 1/19/2024 | Khan 1, Primal |
| 6 | 1/20/2024 | Rest |
| 7 | 1/21/2024 | Khan 1, Emperor |
| 8 | 1/22/2024 | Rest |
| 9 | 1/23/2024 | Khan 1, Primal |
| 10 | 1/24/2024 | Rest |
| 11 | 1/25/2024 | Khan 1, Emperor |
| 12 | 1/26/2024 | Rest |
| 13 | 1/27/2024 | Khan 2, Primal |
| 14 | 1/28/2024 | Rest |
| 15 | 1/29/2024 | Khan 2, Emperor |
| 16 | 1/30/2024 | Rest |
| 17 | 1/31/2024 | Khan 2, Primal |
| 18 | 2/1/2024 | Rest |
| 19 | 2/2/2024 | Khan 2, Emperor |
| 20 | 2/3/2024 | Rest |
| 21 | 2/4/2024 | Khan 2, Primal |
| 22 | 2/5/2024 | Rest |
| 23 | 2/6/2024 | Khan 2, Emperor |
| 24 | 2/7/2024 | Rest |
| 25 | 2/8/2024 | Khan 3, Primal |
| 26 | 2/9/2024 | Rest |
| 27 | 2/10/2024 | Khan 3, Emperor |
| 28 | 2/11/2024 | Rest |
| 29 | 2/12/2024 | Khan 3, Primal |
| 30 | 2/13/2024 | Rest |
| 31 | 2/14/2024 | Khan 3, Emperor |
| 32 | 2/15/2024 | Rest |
| 33 | 2/16/2024 | Khan 3, Primal |
| 34 | 2/17/2024 | Rest |
| 35 | 2/18/2024 | Khan 3, Emperor |
| 36 | 2/19/2024 | Rest |
| 37 | 2/20/2024 | Khan 4, Primal |
| 38 | 2/21/2024 | Rest |
| 39 | 2/22/2024 | Khan 4, Emperor |
| 40 | 2/23/2024 | Rest |
| 41 | 2/24/2024 | Khan 4, Primal |
| 42 | 2/25/2024 | Rest |
| 43 | 2/26/2024 | Khan 4, Emperor |
| 44 | 2/27/2024 | Rest |
| 45 | 2/28/2024 | Khan 4, Primal |
| 46 | 2/29/2024 | Rest |
| 47 | 3/1/2024 | Khan 4, Emperor |
| 48 | 3/2/2024 | Rest |
Here goes!
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Once I get all through Khan again, my thinking is I’ll try a stack of Khan4, HoM, Heartsong.
Ultimate empire husband/partner stack I think.
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Just finished reading “Atlas Shrugged.”
Wow.
Took me 5.5 months. But finally done reading it.
Granted I didn’t read every day
And lot of days limited myself to 10 pages.
To call this book life-changing would be a gross understatement.
It’s also life-affirming.
Before I’d even finished, it helped me find the courage to apply for the second job at the store. And then eventually ditch my first job.
Inspired my forum username change away from Palpatine to Trader.
Giving me the resolve to determine what my values are.
Admit to cart girl that whatever I feel for her isn’t just a “crush.”
And more to follow I’ll sure.
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Really on the kick today about determining my values and rebuilding my life accordingly.
I’ve been thinking a lot over the past months about getting back on my Testosterone-boosting stack (D3/K2/selenium).
I finally bought them again a few days ago (crediting Khan1 with this) and have been taking them each night before sleep…2-3 days now maybe.
Each morning, waking up slightly more energetic than the day before. Tracks with how it’s been the other times I did it.
I got the idea for that reading the section in Four-Hour Body where Tim Ferriss talks about doubling or tripling his T overnight. The main difference there is he held off on the Selenium until his D3 blood levels were at a certain amount.
I take the selenium each night so it’s a gradual boost over time. I feel like that’s best for me so my body can adapt as needed to the ever-increasing levels.
I also got a prescription for tadalafil (which is the generic for Cialis).
Reason there being that with my Type 2 diabetes diagnosis, it makes it harder to maintain hardness. I got a month’s supply coming (it’s a daily-use pill so you’re ready to “go” at all times, rather than taken before sex like Viagra/sildenafil).
I figure a month of that will help me see if it’ll help with pp stuff. I got my blood sugar into normal levels back in Summer of 2021 or so. And pp worked way better, so I know it’s correlated to diet/glucose stuff.
I’ll get back on track with diet stuff so I eventually won’t get the pill anymore.
I didn’t even tell the wife about the pill. I’m gonna just see how she reacts to the changes in hardness lol.
I’m really eager to see how this pill and my T-boosting work together.
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Did you ever consider going carnivore for a year or so?
In my carnivore time, I’ve read lots of stories of people reversing their diabetes.
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Nah. I did OMAD before. I can do it again.
Most I’ll do is POSSIBLY “zonify” (Zone Diet principles)…but OMAD and/or IF seem to work well for me.
If I can keep my glucose/A1C within legit healthy normal ranges long enough, it’ll work out.
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<sarcasm>
Parts conflicts are fun as fuck!
</sarcasm>
I wasn’t even sure if I wanted to journal this, but why not?
Last night, I had a dream I was somewhere here where I live, and my dad and his current wife showed up to see me. He looked really old.
He was happy to see me. I felt bad for not going to see him first, but was happy to see him (?)
I hugged him hard and felt like a little kid who missed his daddy and was glad he came home from work kind of vibe.
Weird.
Symbolic maybe. Not sure yet what Khan1, Emperor and Primal be tryna tell me.
I couldn’t go see him right now even if I wanted to (I really don’t right now anyway). Not enough money, can’t take time off to go anywhere, since I would then not make enough to keep the place I’m currently living paid up.
Having said all that, I guess it comes back to resources (and the lack of adequate resources) making my decisions for me.
That seems to be a pattern in several areas of me life right now.
EDIT: Today was Sub Day 5 (Khan1, Primal).
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It’s reconnecting to a deeper aspect of your masculine.
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Last night I 5Xd the dosages of my T boosting stack
Today I’m getting boners randomly much easier when I think of certain people.
Def got a low T problem.
I also think getting glucose back in normal range should help with that.
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What is it
What is what?
Tboostingstack
That^