Day 1-2
Had a strange dream of being a spy fighting evil. Did 4 loops had a nap was very sleepy during running it. Also when i was at the store did seem a little more willing to state my mind without guilt. So off to a nice start
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Day 2+
Do seem to have more energy at work and just more productive and efficient. I,m working as a nighttime stocker. At this new job since i.m at night have less chance to interact with girls except when I get off. The few times I have went out for food I have gotten noticed s little bit more. So far nothing much come of it,but things are just getting started.
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Have added Khan stage 1 to the mix. As far as stark gave me a nice confedence boost also and boost to puch back on any atempts to be controllerd or mistreaded.The first week i ran it i had to constantly hold my self back and not tell my boss off over some the comments he made. Also my head boss i have much more willingness to hear my concerns about the job and so far granted i resisted to tell my boss off and quit etc. Another one trying to boss me around despite not being my boss, had to let me know that wasn’t going to work. In all cases the boss back down and seem to give me what i’ve been asking for. we will see how this tuns out. As far as girls. i have been noticed alot more, alot more talkie to female coworkers. Had a few random girls that appeared in my apartment asking for a a jug of water etc, very strange. Been friendly nothing much so far come it yet. With the lock down had little time to meet people. Did also notice got a text from of my old exes seeming to come back out of nowhere. Also i’m much more productive at work able to stay focused more on work thoughts come quicker a little bit.
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Day 11
Have had a boost in confidence still. Still seem to have more random-running into females in my apartment plus i have noticed they and other people are trying to help me out, little things hold the door pick stuff up for me without me asking. Which never seemed to happen much before. I have also been using khan stage 1. i heard takes at least 500 hours to see much difference per stage. I’m going to try and hit that mark as it seems like there are some things still holding me back. ie running into girls per-say but not much coming of it. When Lock down is over i plan to have myself in much better place. Although i do seemed to get noticed by both male and females. So it is like a fame boost or something in it.
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Day 12
Been running like 16 hours of khan in addition of shark q, trying to hit that 500 hours of stage 1. Having lots of time since the lock down. last night boss was complaining about my performance which is bs of course but i like having a challenge. most of the time i have to hold my tongue form telling him off or saying something smart back. this time i slipped and said something smart back he played it off. Defiantly losing my control of putting up with peoples bs. It was funny just naturally came out without thinking. Other than that at the job they over hired at the job so they have too few hours so hopefully the rotate me to another department so i can get some more hours to make up the difference. On shark it becoming very clear that although i need the job for money this is not what i should be doing in life. I remember on v4 emperor i was content with just doing any job and grinding it out for a paycheck to build my empire up. On shark like other have said it’s hard to no know or have a clearer idea of what i should be doing and what i’m going to put up with. My long term goals is in music, martial arts, researching.
Been home a bit more since i had fewer hours at work. Success with women another long time goal. Getting lot of attention notices all the time i think it’s more of the issue of being comfortable taking things to the next level with them. the many loops of total breakdown seem to be having a great effect on alot of my issues that’s been holding me back or at least build a good foundation for the upcoming stages of khan.
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Day 14
Continuing the massive loops of khan plus shark. basically set and forget. I’ve had still a reduction in hours at my job so i took the time do some volentear yard work. Ran into a girl and her bf on the way back she keep being friendly talkative for no good reason even though i was thinking why this girl talking to me out of the blue, even going so far holding the door open for me. She seemed to have some other issues going on so i was like was about my way
Latter that day got a text again from a ex which fore the last 3 months i decied to go no contact with as i felt was some major manipulation going on. Her friend which i ended up having stronger feelings for i had to leave both of them behind this all happen before the lock down went down. She knows how i feel about her friend so she’s using it to throw in my face to try to come back in my life some how. This time unlike a lot of other times with shark i have a hard time of letting people get over on me at all. Which is hard cause i do care for her friend a lot but got to be done.
On a side note one of other girls besides being a khan shark playboy is a goal of being a successful musician and my skills in my instrument have increased quite a bit faster then it had, Although i have been more consistence in my training in it.
So far on shark/khan.
stronger social skills, confidence, frame control, focus on what i should be going more of. getting learning skills on subjects I’m into, eye contact. and reduced fear not a bad start
On a side not i also have Aegis Initiative in the stack. Lately i have had less hours at my job. I was tempted to add some temp work however something is telling me to stay away cause of the increased risk being around alot of different workers so i think it a benefit to having the aegis in the stack
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I don’t want to be rude but is there a reason why you call it Shark and not Stark?
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stark is a shark. plus q.
Day 16
With reduced hours got to work a little today which was good. I Work overnight which is good in a away few people out as i keep the store all stocked up with products. Had a new girl there tonight in another department setting up stuff keep staring at me and getting looks in, making sure she kept in my line of sight. After a while i made a excuse to go and say something to her as i was passing by. We’ll see if anything comes of it. I have been getting that alot where a girl just makes a excuses to come around for seems no reason as of late. I been getting that more in more the feeling that girls are just starring at me waiting me to notice them. So far nothing much cause i haven’t really made a effort to make a effort at it but we’ll see what happens.
On the side note my ex keep texting me to the point i said i know i shouldn’t respond but i wanted to make sure her friend is doing OK. Which she knows if anything would get me to respond is talking her friend. She’s been sick and has a lot of health issues so she’s pretty much been shut in. I think it was a low move but i texted her back had a few words catch up for a bit.
It’s nice to have a bonus check come in going to use to pay down some bills or maybe get a new sub like Quantum Limitless or Ultimate Artist
or Ecstasy of Gold. might help things along
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Day 23
Decided to get the iron throne q and put it to the lineup. I wasn’t around to get to the original pre order and missed it last time cause i wanted i waited to long. plus now it has the masked version. A nice touch. I ran it yesterday but online released it was the regular primal seduction and not iron throne but even that 1 day was starting to notice powerful changes in my behavior and internal state. I’ve also upgrade to Khan Q and within minutes of running it i can tell it’s much stronger than the original version haven’t had a chance to see it’s effects on others yet but we will see.
Today i was getting off work and i was stunned in that had a few of my co workers come in as the shift was changing. since i work overnights and they work days. I was amazed that they wouldn’t leave untill i did. they just happend to stick around untill i noticed them. which i did i was thinking normally they want to hurry up and get to work and rarely do they ever notice or speak with most times walking by saying nothing. Not today. This happens pretty much every time i go to the store it’s like impossible not to get noticed by the checkers or other shoppers. not sure if it the fame from shark or primal seduction cause on khan i’m still in the total breakdown phase. Also today had a older girl that works in the checkout area was joking, bantering with me in that i think she expected me to back down and let her be right. Not a chance, was completely at ease calm and she noticed i wasn’t backing down to her, so she played it off. As a side note was walking back home had girl and her bf that needed help so i helped em out a little bit. Since it seems now i have i hard time going anywhere without people noticing me.
On the other side shark has helped my instrument playing. since i’ve been running it i’ve noticed my skills improve quite a bit. I was thinking i knew i was good but didn’t know i was as good as i was at least with practice. Since the lock down i haven’t had a chance to play with my group i play with much at all, but something tells me we should be getting back to normal. I play the drums had been playing for a long while, even in the school band etc. So to that end if i get the funds for quantum limitless or eticty of gold it should help even more.
Been running about 16 hours of khan a day and it has helped break down some issues i’ve had deep down where i feel i can just be normal around people hold my on and not be so needy for people to like me etc. That’s been a big issue with me. The thing i hoping for next is improve taking things to the next level and making something of all this free attention i seem to be getting
PS
running my usual 16 loops of khan and i must say this thing is very powerful. For the first time not sure can get all the loops in. it’s like i’m on fire, restless. what’s in this thing? IF this continues i mave have to turn the loop down a bit since i could do the old version all day this one very different.
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I like this as a stack. Seems great for building a very strong, creative, clear masculine base.
I plan to start running StarkQ at some point in the relative future.
Day 32
Ultrasonic
khan st2 x16
Stark T x2
Mongul x1
Switching over to the Stark-T experiment
Still using Stark, mate?