DAY14(update)
Flashes of anger and frustration popping up today. May be reconciliation, or maybe because of the fact that it’s almost the end of the year, and I honestly don’t feel like I accomplished much.
Body aches also. But that can be attributed to the work I did yesterday moving stuff around the garage and assembling the metal rack.
Even though I feel anger and frustration, I was able to more or less keep myself from lashing out. Even when I felt that my kids were “testing” me and trying to find out how far they can go, I was able to keep calm outwardly.