I’ve got things that I’ve spoke about becoming conscious actions rather than subconsciously.
I’m taking unplanned action consciously to achieve my goals of wanting to look better. It’s like DR is telling me to bring the subconscious wants and needs I’ve had for a while to the conscious plane so I can act on them. This is the first time I feel like I’m actually taking some kind of control and doing what I need to in some kind of balance.
P.s. I just washed up, again.
It was done in 2 minutes.
Yes, that’s exactly the reason am debating with myself. The density. But am confident that DR will give me the answer in a couple of days as I mull it in my subconcious along with the Dragon within
That’s excellent. Finances are my weakpoint and I need some extra boost on it. I have delayed doing something about it long enough
Exactly! Dragon Reborn is the best friend our subconcious mind can get
All those broken dreams will be made whole. All those shattered parts of ourselves will be healed anew
You’ll always get my love and encouragement, your energy is something special my man.
Do you mean you’ll do what you did in your journal in the sense of asking it for help to guide you which way to go with either Mogul or EoG? I think Mogul personally would be the best bet. I have a pretty focused custom I believe which has EoG in it but I need to work on my finances now hence why I plan to drop it for Mogul soon.
Mine also, I need to do something about it. Things are currently going off in my head regarding it so I have to get it done asap.
Let’s work on it.
Exactly this! It’s such an amazing product truly. I can’t even begin to imagine the things it has worked on in my mind that I wasn’t even aware of, but also the things I know it has worked on.
I feel myself doing this naturally in a more subtle way. Previously I used to offer my issues more consciously to DR. Now, as soon as I want to make a decision or resolve an issue, am just plain confident that DR will take care of it
I need to give this a try. Maybe I can use it to consciously direct Stark to help offer me opportunities and ideas on what I can do. I always forget about doing it this way.
This is something I previously mentioned in my journal a while back and I got the idea from @BLACKICE who spoke about visualising being with Tony Stark to ask questions and get help.
Thanks for the reminder of it man, I may need it often, going to do it tonight and sleep on it whilst DR and Stark play so it can process the ideas and give me some actionable steps.
Currently running my third loop of Dragon Reborn Stage 2 over Google Home speakers using Airplay. Feeling pressure in my head even though it’s on low (these speakers seem to make everything loud even though it’s low - jheeze).
The partner has fell fast to sleep listening to it which is great and I probably will do too soon.
Going to do what Raphael mentioned and consciously guide the subs to help me out with anything I need and to offer some ideas for the improvement of my life and see what I come up with.
Gonna sleep on it and see what it comes up with tomorrow and I’ll keep you guys updated.
Woke up due to the doorbell going off, only fell asleep less than 3 hours ago so gonna head back to bed and continue to listen to my playlist.
Currently on my first loop of StarkQ which is just over half way in.
All of DR Stage 2 in my playlist is complete until tomorrow and I feel good, I actually feel like I could stay awake but I’m going to sleep and allow the subs to process.
Time to get some more rest.
I’ve really enjoyed getting rest and learning how important it is.
Processing time hasn’t just affected me in a sub sense, but a dance sense and in all aspects of my life. It’s been teaching me a lot.
Especially considering I need to use the time out to just chill, I’d always be teaching, taking a class or doing something and just didn’t do anything for me that needed to be done so I burnt out.
I said goodnight world an hour ago and I’m still here.
Subconsciously listening to my playlist fill the room.
I spoke about getting rest and learning about getting it yet here I am completely contradicting that rule.
Now I actually need to get some rest. Hopefully I don’t get up too late considering I went to sleep initially at 5am (being on here ) and now it’s 9:45am.
Quick last post I need to make.
Khan changed my life forever and I didn’t even notice.
I mean, I did notice but it wasn’t a big deal or that’s how Khan made me feel.
It’s a MASSIVE deal. To me anyway.
Ever since I was in my teens which was like 10-15 years ago I was freaking embarrassed of this fetish I had. I thought I was alone with it, I got rejected for asking for it and called weird and whatever else.
This is exactly what I used Khan for and it aided me in not only getting it but not feeling embarrassed or afraid of it. I’m open about it. I don’t just to around telling people what it is or whatever because I mean, why? But I’m more open to people I’m interested in whereas normally I’d run around the bush and delay so they didn’t think less of me and maybe even feel sorry for me so they’d do it.
Now I’m just open and honest…and guess what? That got it me more. More consistently. And even if people haven’t done it they haven’t rejected me, they’ve just realised it isn’t for them but they haven’t been vile about it or anything like that.
Khan sounds great, but I wonder if this is just the sexual side, or you became comfortable and confident in everyway.
I didn’t play Khan because I kept reading it’s sexual, I thought okay, it’s a fun sub for sexual things, but if this is a multistage complete alpha (not just sexual) overhaul, hmm…
Khan is whatever you want it to be, that’s the magic.
It isn’t just sexual, it isn’t just business, it isn’t just wealth, or Alphaism, or dominating or social or whatever it’s all of the above but it’ll be what you focus yourself on.
My aim with Khan was to focus on the sexual side and I got that. In ways I didn’t even imagine that would fit me and my lifestyle.
What do you want out of Khan? It’ll give it you if you’re willing to work for it.
Bare in mind I was in lockdown for some stages of Khan so I got massive recon, for example parts of stage 2 and 3 I had to stick to Tinder to allow myself to express sexually since I had noone to go to for what I like.
I had some sleep issues last night.
My sleep was so weird and so jolted.
I’d wake up several different times throughout the night / day (whoops) and I’d be dreaming but not remembering what I’m dreaming about as soon as I wake up. I knew I was dreaming though.
But what did happen was I’d hear noises so vividly from these dreams that they’d sounded like they were real.
I heard my mom screaming OI in my dream and it instantly woke me up to find her not where I thought she was and in a calm manner downstairs when I went to check.
I also heard other noises (besides the doorbell ) that were super vivid too. I don’t understand why the noises were remembered and heard but not the dreams. It didn’t make any sense to me.
Anyhow, 6 loops of each sub later and me and the bf are wake.
We’re in a great mood - even through my lack of sleep.
My only regret is something I still do now which is running each title at a 1:1 ratio and not choosing a dominant title instead.
In my opinion Khan overpowers Stark if you allow it to and as I was mainly focused on a sexual side than I was the Stark side I didn’t experience much of Stark by adding the two together.
Are you considering both or just the one?
Also…just theoritcally. How do we feel Khan Stage 4 would do in regards to my custom instead of Stark?
You’ve made me want to live the Khan path as it has everything Stark does pretty much except fame and popularity if that makes sense.
I’ve also already done the first few stagesof Khan already.
I think this is key, which one to be dominant, if I run Khan, I would run it with a HOM/PCC custom and was considering adding Stark to that. It would be run in a less dominant ratio than khan, but I’m sure some of the goodies would seep through. I also may wait until stage 4 to add it in.
Well Stark has a couple exclusive items I think your looking for…fame, center of attention, like-ability, becoming a prodigy in your field, well known for your talents you’re both aware of and not. Building a mega-corporation or wealth streams from your talents. These are all Stark specific.
Khan is very well rounded in how it develops someone as a whole it seems, with a strong emphasis on sex, but with ambition and drive to build wealth. Theoretically they are a great combo.
What are your main goals for the next 3 months?-that may help decide.
I’m leaning on adding Stark if I run Khan because it’s goals fit many of my goals.
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