Hello all,
I am writing this to give a quick update on what has been happening in my life. Over the past couple of months, I have experienced… enlightening results.
Let me start with a formal apology to the cognitive development clique. You guys took me with open arms and immediately made me feel welcomed. For that, I give you my respect. However, soon after writing my schedule in November, I succumbed to shiny object syndrome and found myself experimenting with different subliminals. In the moment, I felt kind of bad doing this, but looking back I would argue that it was actually a good thing because I feel that I got a good amount of it out of my system at an early stage. I can’t immediately recall off the top of my head what I tried, but I think there was a bit of UPX, BL, LE, W, WB, Stark and perhaps something else.
It was around late Decemeber when I had decided to give a good, consistent shot to at least 1 sub which happened to be Wanted Black. During this time, I was still kind of vulnerable with coping from my break up, but something very interesting happened. It was as if Wanted Black had taken this physical manifestation of some kind of black opaque mist in a kind of human-esque form that would hold me and make me feel better in a devious, but good way. It is somewhat difficult to explain without it sounding malignant or negative, so I ask that whoever reads this just kind of understands what I am saying. This physical form I had conceptualized Wanted Black as became almost like this mentor teaching a young, open mind what they know. As I continued to listen… I continued to be set free. Liberated. Cultivated. Crafted. Refined. It was such a profound experience that merely describing it here would be an injustice. As this growth happened, it happened it a very interesting way. When my frowns became smiles, it was smiles of some kind of mischief. Not bad mischief, but something that spoke confidence, sexuality, and mystery. The more I listened, the more I changed for the better: I started dressing better, hitting the gym more, and carried myself in a different manner. When I started putting myself out there on dating apps, I had gotten a lot of attention: In a few days I started getting quite a few likes and even some super likes. One interesting point is how my voice changed to a softer, lower tone that almost every single woman I spoke to said was absolutely sexy. They all loved it, I have actually recieved legitmate paragraphs from women telling me how much they love my voice… some of which would be willing to do a lot for me to read them smut or and just listen to me talk. Then, came my performance… in bed. I won’t go into too much detail, but I will say that I am not kidding when it will leave people not wanting but NEEDING more. This is serious. I am not joking. I wasn’t becoming a Wanted Man… I was becoming a sexual icon. I received a lot more attention from women of all ages. Women thought I looked good, fine. But, when I spoke the world stopped for them. I was told by a mom in person to my face that after listening to me talk… she became “antsy” she used different terminology but I’m sure anyone reading can fill in the blanks. This woman is also the maneater type, but has told me to my face she would do what I say because it makes her weak in the knees. There are no hyperboles, no stretches, no nothing here. Just fact. Also, just a side note, I became incredibly calm in almost every situation I was in which made people really like me.
I must say, this did not all come easily. I experienced quite the recon even with just 5 minute loops. I found myself in poetically dramatic mental turmoil that resulted in pages of journaling. The growth from WB black was legitmately like nothing I had seen before in my entire life. I ran this sub from approximately Dec. 12, 2023 to Apr 10ish, 2024.
As I was met with recon, I also experienced some peculiar things in my life that I am only now thinking about. While running this program, my mentor at work would say the same Terminator (Where he claims its from(Further discussion has confirmed this to be Scarface lol)) quote in conversation. This happened well over 5 times or so during my run of WB and it was something like first comes the money, then comes the power, then comes the girl. I can’t remember the exact wording, but it was something along those lines. Additionally, there were other things in my life that delivered this idea to me conceptually which really made me think.
Then came 2024. The day Stark Black dropped, I started running WB and ASBR (This is a little out of order and I don’t really feel like moving things around and rewriting sentences so just bear with me). A lot of the things I mentioned above were while running ASBR and WB in tandem, except for the physical manifestation part of WB. Over the course of running these two, so many positive things changed in my life.
This next part is going to be something else. I genuinely need help from anyone and everyone: I would love to hear any contributions to the next couple of things I am going to write. With all the amazing things I experienced from WB, I actually decided to drop it. I was not sure if I was recieving signs to drop it or not, but those things I experienced about power and money stopped when I stopped listening.
A couple things to note: even though I have gained a lot of knowledge about subliminals, I am still new and completely willing to say this next thing I did is idiotic.
With the whole career, money, and power stuff in mind I felt that I needed to shift more towards focusing on that. Last week or so, I made an experimental custom with the following components.
- SB core
- QLST4 (I actually had a decent amount of QL under my belt so I was fine with this)
- Nrich Core
- Pragya
- Omindimensional
- Deus
- The Architect
- The way of ROI
- Overdrive
- Yggdrasil
The experimental custom has already been purchased, built, and used a couple of times. However, I am mentioning this because I’m willing to make a new custom built around SB and WB. An obvious answer would be “Well you had great results on WB so just add it back!?!?!?!” However, I hope you all understand the nuances surrounding why I dropped it. Perhaps I just need someone to tell me that I should add it back, make a new custom (The money spent would be well worth it), and other things of the nature because I would love the guidance.
To help with this, I would like to share some of my goals.
- Career development
- Cognitive enhancement (Ive come to realize it is no longer the be all end all, but still a nice-to-have)
- Developing a sense of personal power
- Having a legendary social life → maybe actually attempting to become a sexual icon lol
- Finances/Money/Wealth
With focusing on career stuff, a quote that I would like to share is “All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy”.
This next portion is more braindumping/brainstorming and general thoughts I’m having to myself as I try to ration out a decision.
- I feel that a limiting factor/fear of WB is that it will make me “dumber”: This idea is rooted from Vesper’s experience with WB (Absolutely zero shade to Vesper, just my own internalization)
- I fear that WB will drive me away from my career goals: Perhaps there are ways I can use WB to help me with my career goals
- I almost feel like I want to make a new custom with SB/WB and the other modules I listed above, but just want the validation of someone knowledgeable telling me to go for it so I don’t feel as much FOMO: Most certainly, but I openly accept that.
- Maybe SB/WB is the yin and yang I need. SB to enjoy my career, and WB to enjoy my life. I should specify that I don’t see completely see it as this in a cut-and-dry way. Theres a bit more nuance to this that I can elaborate on later.
- If I want to run WB that bad I could run it alongside the custom above because I am only listening to the custom as of now. The only problem with this is I’m unsure as to whether this makes my protocol too dense.
I welcome all comments, concerns, and criticisms.
One final thing, I’ve had an amazing journey so far with Subliminal Club and can’t thank you all enough. Even though I mainly lurk, I love reading others’ journals and I feel like I have a connection with them because of the stuff they share which I find light-heartedly comical. Again, thank you all and I look forward to any repsonses.
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. Perhaps in the future I can share my results with those endeavors as well 
