I’ve been noticing how strong the recent titles are. I think since about Regen is when they picked up. Maybe Wanted was the last one that felt “normal”. I want to say it’s the density, but I wouldn’t even know how to vocalize that, I doubt they just started ballooning the scripts in size or increasing the builds. But there’s a distinct difference between a title like Inner Circle or True Social and Dream Boy or RAIKOV. The effects stay longer, processing is more spread out over time, and they just generally have a stronger mental effect. Maybe I should take a few days to compare again since I know I’ve grown a lot in these past few months, but I can’t help feeling it’s the subs themselves too. They got more powerful while I wasn’t looking. Absolutely excited for the future. Waiting to see what the artisan title upgrades will look like with anti-recon and adaptive scripting backing them.
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thanks for the recommendation ^^
Compared to back when I tried it a few months ago, I think I can directly work with ASBR as it’s processing now without getting “kicked out.” Could be related to my interleaved listening yesterday, but I also think I’m just more acclimated to jumping down deeper and understanding my subconscious more. Possibly some growth + Clear Sight action going on.
Forgot my dream (and interpretation) at the last second though so… tradeoffs I guess.
It hasn’t even been a full two weeks, no way I’m giving up on mastering these things yet. Every result keeps acting as a reminder to me of how perfect my stack is for me right now.
My ability to detect subtle recon cues and follow the cues to find the source has gotten so much better.
First, I didn’t sleep as much as I should have. I know better, especially after a heavy listening day. I woke up just down for some reason, when I very much didn’t need to be. Detected that anything related to socializing or opening up was causing discomfort. A few probing thoughts and I was able to tie it back to an exact time period having to do with some self-worth issues I’ve been glossing over, hoping that they would resolve themselves.
Immediately conked out and my dream had to do so much with yesterday, just twisted around and emphasizing the symbols I needed to get.
I was working on music, and this girl was there with me, super intrigued by everything and the entire process. She was someone I knew could be judgey, yet she was completely open and just wanting to learn and see how I did things. We were at my grandparents’ house and came up on some old gadgets (probably the best word to summarize, literally just things I made) I’d made when I was younger, and I was explaining the stories behind them. I was also giving family some advice on something that they were considering, since I had a point of view that I thought was valid that differed from what they were saying. At some point the other side of my family came over, celebrating my mom’s birthday (I directly questioned this in the dream since I knew it wasn’t the right month, but there wasn’t a response and the dream didn’t end). The girl was completely fine meeting and talking to all of them, which made me a little shocked since I didn’t think I was “worthy” of someone actually wanting to know about all of my life and staying with me.
This forms such a huge continuity with the past few days, both dreams and real events. I was right on the money with what structure was being worked with, I even walked through it as if it were some kind of building before I fully fell asleep. Just exploring all of its intricacies and how it was built. The dream itself was just showing me (like yesterday with the girl and the rest of my friends) that I can be comfortable sharing more of myself, without worrying as much about what they’ll think of me. Those parts make up the me that they see anyway, it’s not as if hiding them did anything but cause me more worry. These aren’t even insecurities or a dark past or anything, I literally just felt uncomfortable with people seeing multiple facets of my life. I’m used to code-switching and only talking about things immediately relevant to the context, so even the people that think they know me well don’t end up seeing a lot of what’s there. Even me giving my opinion without shame represents that too (probably in the context of more “professional” environments and giving advice).
Combined with the past few days, it’s giving me the feeling that this structure doesn’t necessarily want to be burned off. It wants to grow, it wants to be reformed and help me move forward. I’ll keep directing my efforts in helping that, even applying it in the context of ASBR since that’s how my listening was.
I think I’ll call the listening I did yesterday the interleaved strategy. I used to think interleave was a made up word and pun that was used in one of my homeworks, but lo and behold it actually means something (and something useful). Just more proof I very much don’t know everything and am continuing to learn. I think WDB also hit deeper listening like that, which is why all of the signs from yesterday and today were so obvious. I feel much better after the nap and feel like the initial friction is getting reconciled and resolved smoothly. It’ll take more than that dream, but I at least know the direction to steer things now.
More just a small synchronicity within myself, but as I was traveling a few weeks ago I had the urge to listen to a specific song. The same song now just played in the background of this episode I’m finishing.
It’s like that dream and the ones from the past few days opened a locked box I had full of emotions that I was hoping would just go away. Stuff that runs deep since I was a kid. The entire day has been uncovering the patterns and seeing the ones that are responsible for the feelings I’ve been having recently. A lot of synchronicity leading me here too. I think I’ll be continuing to work a lot with WDB to address and grow past things further.
Needless to say I don’t think I can ignore that listening strategy and disregard all of these results as a one off event. I think WDB definitely started to get processed on a deeper level, meaning I had to start going deeper to match the speed of growth it was having. I’m not sure when my next ASBR listening day will be, but if tomorrow or Monday feel okay processing queue wise, I might try to interleave with RAIKOV next. It’d probably work best if I had someone I aligned with that I could also project some Dream Boy characteristics onto, alongside the standard modeling and Clear Sight shenanigans.
I had a dream I think was directly related to ASBR, which is interesting considering those haven’t been as common lately, at least ones that are easily interpreted. I think this one may have to do with some repressed emotions like before, or at least tangentially related. Probably something that can lead to fast growth if I understand its connection.
It feels like my mind is also waiting on me to process it, not really being as much in the background. It could’ve been that yesterday signified something with me going through the motions all on my own, it could be that my flow factor’s increased. If it’s the latter, it could be that either RAIKOV is helping, or that this was just a natural stage of evolution. I’m really intrigued that now, it feels like I can slow down with listening and work with each concept individually in an intimate manner. I knew increasing my second sub to Terminus would do something, but it really feels like I’m at a “normal” pace now in terms of how fast I get through a loop. If I’m now going to be consciously a part of ASBR’s processing, it’s both exciting and only slightly scary. This is the same sub that’s had people in insanely influential positions change career decisions on a whim. I’ll be responsible for a lot more, but I’ll also be able to better advocate for what I want consciously too.
I’m going at a faster pace and I’m comfortable. I think that’s what sums things up.
I think my body was dreading the expression of some of ASBR. But now I blew past that, and in my dream literally ascended the stairwell and walked through the door that I’ve been trying to ignore for so long. Before, it was like I was trying to maximize the amount of the internal changes and processing I could have without being fully in the open. It feels like I’ve been given permission to finally pursue everything in the open and let the fame hit me.
Instead of paying attention to subconscious cues, I can directly feel what’s processing, when, and how much I have to go. It’s like the feeling of hunger or being full. This morning I got repulsed at just the thought of listening to another loop, similar to being offered food after you just stuffed yourself. Similarly, last week when I decided to start listening, it’s because I was excited to listen again, and I wanted something to “chew” on.
Everything genuinely feels as if it’s clicked. With normal subs, the action I take feels like the expression of the subliminal. But I am the expression of Stark Black, as if some core part of my understanding of it just latched onto me. As I was going about my day everything just clicked, felt easy, and I was who I was. Everything reaffirmed it and continued to show me that I am exactly what I am. Anything could happen, and I’d just adapt because of who I am.
EDIT: I forgot I also reached out to someone I thought made good content, really well thought out and incorporating a lot of points of view. I just thanked her for those kinds of videos and talked about how beneficial they are to me and the other young people watching. She accepted the request and responded almost immediately thanking me and said that she really appreciated it. That’s definitely not something I would’ve done before, yet I did it without a second thought today. I just thought that if I really liked the content someone made, why wouldn’t I let them know? I hope she knows the impact she’s having and that she continues to do what she does.
Since some people don’t like IOI results I might consolidate more of those results here. A female customer opening up with me, being closed off after she goes off with my female coworker (literally crossed arms) and then opening up again immediately the moment I come back and start talking. It’s the small stuff that shows you all the subtle changes going on beneath the surface.
I’m gonna be honest and say that I’m not using WDB to get laid, if that’s a byproduct then that’s fine, but I’m focused on the personality changes and just becoming more attractive in general. Its synergy with ASBR in its authenticity also helps quite a bit in literally every social setting including networking. I don’t care about getting my dick wet, I care about achieving the business and financial goals I set for myself.
People reporting prefrontal cortex pressure makes me think that they’ve been slowly raising the power level on the subs, and that Paragon might be in a stronger build than ZP Standard.
That or it’s another one of those group contagious things. One person experiences a symptom, then other people start reporting feeling the exact same thing.
If the build strengths have gradually been going up, then it makes sense why I feel like the late 2025 subs last longer than the early 2025 ones. But also became a lot more sensitive to input in general in the second half of the year, so I guess I can’t really say anything. I like my current routine too much to disrupt it by trying out random titles again.
Stark Black just makes sense. As I’m gaining this intuitive understanding, I’m getting an influx of results too. First is just my personality, I’m almost never this open and relaxed. It’s like I know everything is and will naturally fall into place, and if it doesn’t, I’ll make it. I’ve done it before. Those results earlier with the customer, me being much more open to socializing (yesterday me reaching out to the social media creator, today me texting an old group chat with no hesitation and them responding), a girl calling my name out and saying hi to me as I was getting coffee (I’m usually good with remembering faces, but I can’t for the life of me remember her name/where I met her), me being more confident and natural with all my coworkers who are older than me at work and not feeling smaller just because I’m younger than them, some business stuff where I have the exact vision and understanding that the copy describes (literally the easiest way to describe the past two days, copy and paste from there), and to top it off, me getting money unexpectedly “just because”. The day isn’t even over yet and I’ll be doing more business stuff later too. Everything just clicks. I myself am the expression of A Stark Black Reality.
I feel like I could immediately just jump into my inner world and fix whatever I don’t like, just like that. Everything’s following the rhythm I created, it’s all in my control.
Interleaving ASBR and RAIKOV today, trying to raise my motivation levels. I genuinely could just sleep all day and care less about anything else Hoping to at least tie motivation into my identity.
Forgot to say earlier but one of my meetings also got canceled and moved to Thursday, making it incredibly more convenient for me since today’s kind of a bottleneck of things that are due. Just more emphasis on the fact that everything is clicking right now. Message to future self: Don’t start to doubt that now that there’s more subliminal input swirling around. Lock in.
EDIT: And my friend just reached out to make plans again. I hope my old self that I was completely falls away and stays in the past. I like everything that’s coming now.
Why is there always a resisting thought when you want your status quo to change? Not even limiting, just an “I’m comfortable here” thought. Fuck that. I don’t want to be comfortable here, that’s the whole point of me waking up every day. I think I need a change in routine.
I’ll keep projecting myself in the place I want to be, until that vision surpasses real life with how long I’ve lived in it. It’s like a war with myself. I don’t want to be comfortable, the me that’s ever been worth looking up to never has.
Super tired, I need to start timing my loops better with when I can get 9 hours of sleep. Even though I’m tired, everything makes sense in the moment and it feels like I’m unconsciously processing things to the point that I can still ask good questions and understand deeply. It’s just that after that train of thought passes, it’s like getting snapped out of a trance state.
I thought about something a little before I got a text about that very thing and I can tell the fame aura is still “on”. Someone making eye contact the moment I looked at them and got to say hi. I got to play with dogs for a little bit which is always nice. Coincidentally one of my old professors came by as I was and said hi and cracked a joke, still remembers my name despite it being almost two years since I took his class. Just a little more caffeine to make it through class and I’m crashing as soon as I get home.
Women in general feel more attractive right now. Nothing majorly different, just the thought “oh, she’s cute” popping up more often.
EDIT: I feel like I’m unconsciously modeling more too right now. Like I’ll sit a certain way and immediately be reminded of someone I’ve seen that sits like that and start thinking in their voice and acting like them for a few seconds.
EDIT 2: I had the urge to listen to one of the Jujutsu Kaisen openings I haven’t listened to in a while. Put it on loop and walked into my last class… where they were already talking about the exact character that the song’s POV is from (Gojo and Where Our Blue is)… the class has nothing to do with anime.
My friend’s brother also just followed me on ig. Today is full of things even when I’m barely awake.
Four areas of recon today.
One was/is on my discipline. I can definitely do better with knocking things out gradually, rather than waiting until the last minute for all of them. Very much an ASBR-RAIKOV fusion feeling.
Second was/is on trusting myself. I fluctuate between periods of self-doubt and confidence, I’d like to stay at the gradual confidence mixed with that discipline. I started stressing like crazy over an upcoming exam despite the fact that I’m already familiar with the information, I just need to brush up and review the specifics. The way I used to study was by using the stress of potentially failing to motivate me to overcompensate, which worked, but really isn’t emotionally healthy for me. It’s draining and leads to burnout. Recently however, my scores are higher when I ground myself and let myself be fluid and have fun. Like, I’m scoring 5-10 points higher just because I took a mental nap and time to relax and breathe. That mental place carries more skill and power than my stressed one. Adaptability and being in the state to improvise on learned material is better than rote memorization. Ironically lucid dreaming is what made that easier for me. I’d like to give more emphasis to that as I learn, not just in studying.
Third was/is me being scared of vulnerability, regardless of the relationship. Not having my next action planned out or knowing exactly how the other person will respond. Why was I getting anxiety just from asking someone to study with me? That means absolutely nothing, I can learn just as much whether I’m with someone else or not. This is something that’ll need more active work, and I’m sure WDB will continue to target this as it has been.
Fourth was/is my ability to see the future I want and break out of old comfort patterns. This actually started to see good progress, as I began to passively make sense of my life in a way that promoted the direction I want to go in. More visualization will be needed of course, but I like the start I made today.
I already talked about the action I took towards the fourth, but for the first three, I decided to change my environment and work somewhere other than my room. I started spacing out my obligations, and took a quick (minute-ish long) mental break every 5-10 minutes to let everything settle. Like one step back, two forward. Allowing myself to quickly transition between a relaxed and focused state. I’m remembering the research done on focused and diffused mode for information retention and academic performance. I also reached out to someone to study tomorrow, meaning I’d need to review a bit tonight, remain fluid and adaptable tomorrow, and putting myself out there to work with someone else. I absolutely hate having to focus in an environment where someone else is in my bubble (so I typically wear headphones and close myself off), but I want to work on that. I still like my solo focus mode, but I want to get better at working with other people too. I’m tired of always fluctuating between confidence and doubt, introversion and extraversion. They responded super positively anyway, so I know some part of me has to be healing a little with that.
Despite the recon, all my results are still expressing beautifully and I’m still experiencing synchronicities like crazy. So I know they’re permanent changes going on. This recon is also hitting super deep and ingrained structures/beliefs. I’ll try my best to explore them while asleep, but fixing any one of these would lead to such a huge life change on its own, and I managed to identify them all in the same day. I’ll keep working to resolve the deeper trauma and emotions beneath them, I know I’ll be unstoppable after.
I know with the new listening instructions, Saint and Fire want us to value slow and steady growth with minimal recon, but I like fighting my weaknesses head-on. Not enough to cripple me, but whenever I run a loop, I want to feel some pushback. I want to identify what’s holding me back and take actions to rectify them. I’m fine if it means my results are more recon-bloom like than the incremental growth that most other people enjoy. At least until I reach a certain point, I’d like to continue to challenge myself. Maybe that point will be when I’m close to my original ASBR goals, in which case I could reach it in a week, or a few months, just depending on a few factors working together. Until I hit that, I don’t want to let myself get comfortable. I can handle the destabilization, so I’ll give it all I’ve got. I set my sights pretty high back then, so the fact that I’ve reached this point in only two years means something, when it could easily take anyone else 5-10. Keep moving forward. No more status quo.
EDIT: Forgot to say the vulnerability thing is building off the first layer of healing and emotional release from WDB. I immediately went from having identified and healed it on one level to jumping to the next. I already have an idea of the next few as well. Running titles long-term helps with deep results, but I don’t think that’s needed. Sure I’ll probably run this long-term, but if you can get to the core of what’s holding you back quickly, it may be little more painful in the moment, but the growth is so much faster.
Just my personal belief that anti-recon started latching onto ASBR with interleaving, and its build started latching onto the other titles. I’ll do a real update with reflections later, but my god, I keep processing something and the next issue immediately pops up. Literally just continuous processing and understanding what exactly is causing what feeling, what’s holding me back in what area, etc. It’s like the new tech just makes me insanely sensitive to everything being worked on.
Also fighting the urge to not name embed any of the new titles and swap out my stack to make essentially a ZPT^4 title. If the builds have already been gradually increasing, then RAIKOV should be about as strong as ASBR. It makes sense considering how even before the embed I felt its effects for a lot longer and with the embed I can play around with how many things I apply it to.
I need to start taking a step back on Stark Black results I report here for my own privacy I think. Although I don’t typically talk about everything, I think that and some of Dream Boy should be kept more private, both for myself and for the people close to me. I just got reached out to for a media appearance, it was mentioned in passing before but it seems like it’s starting to be actively planned now. This specific thing could kickstart everything to the point that I’m living my ideal life in just six months, which doesn’t really feel out of place anymore. I think it’s interesting that this is happening just after I started working with the concept of fame directly.
Aside from those, I’ve really been enjoying RAIKOV. Recent developments have been me being able to take mental screenshots, points in time that I can go back to exactly, and recall/recite the exact contexts behind. Modeled someone just from watching alone, no practice. When watching my teacher do something, I got really warm tingles and proceeded to do exactly what he did on my first try. Then took it a step further, and that further step is what became encoded habit. On those four areas I mentioned the other day, three out of the four have already started seeing progress automatically, with the last one still needing a lot of conscious work from me on my part. My favorite is me starting to envision a future. Old ideas crash down really fast, and my desires get projected. Earlier today, I was literally addressing my past self as if I was the successful one he wanted to be. It’s really eventful though, like I’m moving rapidly through addressing a ton of concepts.
It feels like my inner sensitivity has gone up, yet my processing speed and ability have remained the exact same as before — still super fast. Like rather than one loop addressing 1 or 2 concepts, I could push it to reach 10 or 20, all expressing and processing throughout the course of a week. I’m currently really tired and not as social, could be from just needing a little more sleep, but I think it’s also some identity flexibility thing. A lot of changes are happening, so I kind of don’t want to be around people too casually, just the few I don’t have to think around. There’s a lot of inner critiquing, and I know I have to go through all of it and see what’s going on, give conscious input, make a new behavioral pattern, etc. I might be forgetting a few results but I’ve been pretty external the past two days. I think the identity of who “I” even am is undergoing a lot of questioning. Nothing I can’t handle or that’ll negatively impact daily life, I just very much am changing a lot in a short period of time again. I think I’m very much going to see a two-sided personality pop up again. I’m just very much on the internal, not really social side. The person I turn into the moment I’m not required to be “someone”. More thoughts about sense of self dissolving and learning through RAIKOV, but for another time. Witnessing people self sabotage too. Very much looking forward to life in a few months when I can start distancing myself from more people and only do what I really want to do, even complaining or ranting to friends feels like a waste of energy. Still really positive results though, I’m very much seeing benefit in my everyday life. A little nostalgic too, I think some younger parts of me are healing just by my very existence.
I’ll edit if I think there’s anything else.
Just to add that I think socialization is seeing an effect because it’s probably something being worked on deeply, there have been a decent amount of social critiques the past few days. It’s nice that no matter what, there’s always more compatible friendships getting manifested into my life at least.
It’s like I’m manifesting unconsciously. My body found a way to do it in a way that I have to do as little work as possible. A ton of thoughts and visualizations I’m not even managing.
I’m sure you’ll love going on TV or on the radio and getting interviewed or becoming a regular guest, I know I did back in the day ^^
Have fun!
New RoM and RM (in ZPQ because why not). Rotated with RICH, IC, and any third fame/connections sub. So I can hermit creatively and make good money.
Still trying to figure out my place with things since I do enjoy the general prospect of fame and the original picture I had for my future. I’m thinking that might be a sort of “default” as I go through these different phases. So long as I’m making money and have a lot of freedom, I don’t particularly care about my circumstances outside of them. Already planning ahead for some custom consolidation. Realizing how strong my intuition has gotten and that I can kinda just do anything at this point and find a way to make it successful. May experiment with RICH for a bit since I tried 30s yesterday with no strong effects other than my thinking being a little more wealth-oriented. My subconscious mind is naturally more playful and unorthodox. Give me a dream that takes three weeks to decode with clues littered throughout my daily life.
I think I’m just learning more about myself in general. Spent so much time exploring my mind without just taking the time to talk to it. I think my ideal future life will be giving myself room to explore things as I please, with the people close to me being a part of that in some way. Maybe I’ll be a bad influence and invite them on random trips/vacations. I think I’m also realizing that there isn’t that much of a gap between me and what I want. It isn’t even a matter of manifestation, what I want already exists on a level, it’s just in a different format than I thought originally. I already am that future self I envisioned, everything’s already as I wanted. I’m just chasing what I already have, or what already exists inside of me. That self and situation have always been easily accessible, I just tricked myself into believing I needed massive external growth to reach it. I’ve been using a situational metric to determine my success that doesn’t really describe the rest of it. It’s like a trophy. Sure, the trophy is nice, but it serves more as an indicator of where you are. You were already the best in the world, you just didn’t see it until after you got the gold.
… Maybe RICH is having an effect on me. The real Stark Black was the growth we had along the way.
If you never notice it, is a change ever a change? When you eventually do, it will be, but it’s just a change in data until then.
I feel like I have access to every single subliminal change I’ve ever had right now, and can use them to get whatever I want.