Thoughts and Rambles

Journals - Major Programs
#121

Keep in mind this is only my own personal theory and interpretation of the subs, but I think that manifestation can be stretched. Is there a way you can interpret the Wanted man in the workplace? Naturally his energy and exciting coquette nature wouldn’t work only in romance. There’s the push-pull of sales that could be called a seduction by some people. Being desirable in that you come off as irresistible in any context and that “there’s just something about you” that other people can’t resist.

These titles work on us, not other people. They’re not the ones listening, which means that we’re the fundamental component that’s changing. When it’s outside our field of focus, it’s hard to see results in a certain area, but that doesn’t mean there aren’t positive changes there. Of course becoming more attractive would make work go smoother and lead you to attract more customers, just look at any of our reports on WDB positively affecting our social lives and work. There’s something on a deeper level that’s being worked on that also applies to these contexts, even if they aren’t obvious on first look.

Regardless, I’m sure you could find a title with better fit than Wanted for these things. Primal or Khan come to mind. But that’s why I like them. They take a single philosophy and overtly apply it in multiple areas of one’s life, creating a holistic change at once. The subs are well-crafted enough that I think that’s possible even if it isn’t overtly scripted. After all, it’s about your personal Zero Point and what you think is possible. Wishing you luck as you find what works for you!

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#122

Thanks!

These titles work on us, and then our subconscious mind works on other people under the consideration of their free will.

That’s how you can manifest the right people “out of the blue” from literally other parts of the world.

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#123

It still blows my mind sometimes how that works, but I’ve stopped questioning it. Our subconscious minds are seriously so cool.

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#124

Happy 2 year Stark Blackiversary. This day two years ago I started running it. Tomorrow two years ago marks when I first learned what recon felt like :joy:

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#125

Inner calm, I keep coming back to it. It started to establish itself strongly with RAIKOV and RoD a month ago. In stressful/overwhelming environments I just naturally start to flow back there, it feels like a place of deep personal power almost. My dream last night was one I’d consider that marks a strong personal growth, yet I couldn’t immediately identify what it was. Maybe the shift involved something with this calm becoming more prevalent. My thoughts are that I may be starting to reach the more subtle changes, which doesn’t make them any less strong. Advice from Saint and Fire and general hypnosis stuff comes to mind. I’m just reaching the point where my discernment has to be that much stronger.

I also have a “universal law” I’ve been trying to prove for over six years now, which is that good things happen at once. More proof of it just a few minutes ago when multiple people just decided to text me out of the blue within minutes of each other. I know it more has to do with receptiveness and some subconscious things on a deeper level, and doesn’t necessarily have to be “good” things. Nonetheless, it’s just funny that even before I had subliminals or good ways to explore my subconscious I still found a deeper pattern that shows up in my life quite a bit.

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#126

It’s so hard to describe this “switch flipping.” First instinct is to say it’s purely external, but it changes the way I think and my body language too. I can still be introverted on it, the time a few months ago had a random worker also loudly joking with me while I had my headphones on and wanted to keep a low profile and leave, so I was honestly a little annoyed. Still, my overt mood doesn’t impact it. It’s like something deeper. This is where the fact that this is an experimental build feels like it matters. The shift is on a really deep level of my subconscious that impacts everything above it, yet I’m still allowed to feel my emotions as is.

The coincidence is fun because earlier today I wanted to write about how I became more introverted after upping the build. In reality, this is probably just an adaptation my mind took to keep me from being in the spotlight 24/7. I feel really comfortable when I’m internal, yet I also feel competent and confident when I’m external too. It’s just a different feel. My LB cycle only made the internal feel even better, but this external has a different appeal too, especially with WDB helping now. Still gonna try to find what subconscious structure these are working with, I want to interact with it more.

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#127

It’s like a latch that controls the flow of water. The flow usually isn’t 100% external or internal, but most of the water typically flows inward back into my thoughts and helps me focus. There’s like a deep controller of the latch that has to ask a deeper self if he’s really okay with the energy flowing outward. Sometimes the question literally feels like “Are you really fine with the attention?” When it’s in the internal position, I still get more fame and attention than usual, but it’s typically more limited to what I consciously want and can manage easier.

My more introverted inclinations are definitely because of the fame becoming deeper. It literally has to do with being “seen” or perceived by a large number of people. I like being able to manage it and have fun on my own terms. Like, there’s time to be fun and social, but I’d also like to enjoy my time once the cameras are off. I’m understanding that some of the people I naturally gravitate to are the same way. At an event or in front of cameras and things they’re outgoing and love being the center of attention, but once it’s done, they don’t respond to texts often and like being in their own bubble.

My dreams have become almost like a back-and-forth. One yesterday had the dream “writer” struggling to come up with some rules for a game, so they asked me. I was able to screen through memories of similar games that were fun and able to amend the game, which consciously changed the dream and the space we were in. Last night had me fully conscious, thinking, and even simulating decisions I was considering. I was debating whether I should say something to someone, so I was running through all the different possibilities in my head. Definitely getting to some inception level experiences but it was all fun and light, my dreams have been nicer to me lately. I’m excited to receive this name embed on Monday, I already have a few models and experiments I want to try RAIKOVing, and then just making use of the inner world clarity.

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#128

In terms of the uncontrollable aspects of fame, nothing beats headphones on, rbf, and a good old “don’t talk to me vibe”. There’s parts I can’t consciously turn off, so I might as well fight it as much as I can when I don’t need it.

My uber driver started talking to me about a ton of synchronicities he had that led to him getting his dog. Even I’ll admit it was pretty obvious with just how many coincidences there were and how much fell into place. Makes now the second travel person I somehow get in conversation with and brings up energy and synchronicity of their own volition. I need more sleep.

#129

This reminds me that I had two people in two days talking to me about energy practitioners and reiki healing.
These are strange times where these are becoming more mainstream :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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#130

For sure, the signs feel more obvious recently too.

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#131

me to these borderline WDB results

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#132

I feel like there’s been a lot of issues that I’ve been able to clear out in the past few months. I appreciate all the conscious guidance and intuition helping me to immediately identify my issues with a title and address them. I have a lot of room to start new things, explore, and find new ways of living that I didn’t previously.

I’ve been enjoying the idea of dream interpretations recently. Because what is a dream’s interpretation anyway? Can we find an objective meaning where no matter who we ask, they’ll say “yes that is absolutely what that dream meant, no doubt about it”? Of course we (probably) can’t. At their most basic, dreams are just processing and a communication of that processing. Me and you could both dream of the same object, and yet it could symbolize two completely different things in our lives, based on our experiences and how our current “lens” colors it. Even the same person interpreting the same dream over time, their perception of it is likely to change. “I hadn’t thought of that before,” “It could be this.” But… is this not what the world itself is?

Me and you see a cat, I see a cute animal and am reminded of a past pet, you see a concentrated ball of allergens that causes you pain. These get encoded back into symbols on a neurological level, and the original object ceases to exist, replaced by lookalike whose meaning only updates once a new observation is made. How is this fundamentally any different from any dream? All that exists are some “objective” elements that need to be broken down in order for us to understand them, with those understandings forming what we call reality. What of someone who is colorblind? He won’t see the same cat as us, yet will still be able to come to the understanding that he is looking at the same creature as us.

Innovation, seeing something that isn’t seen by anyone else, making connections no one else has made, isn’t this process the same as the normal processing we do in everyday life? You see buggy code on a screen, I see an app that’s going to change lives. You see scraps of metal, I see my new car. You see an ambitious dream, I see a reality that just hasn’t been born yet.

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#133

My cat walked into the room as soon as I typed this sentence, lol

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#134

Coming to enjoy my irrational feelings and opinions a little more. Do I need a reason to love something? Do I need a reason to not be the biggest fan of someone? It’s not as if I’m being forced to speak on and justify these things. Why am I trying to make everything logical? It’s my life.

Those feelings are a reflection of deeper processes I can’t even begin to fully grasp. Why am I trying to censor them just because they don’t make sense to my logical mind? I just want to feel, enjoy the things that I can’t explain, the things that make me truly me. Let them exist as they are, let me exist as I am.

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#135

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#136

In time for me to have started understanding my RAIKOV processing. It gets anchored to whatever activity I’m focused on when I’m using it. So when I use it as a processing/general mental boost, it boosts my thinking for days. But if I use it for a class or task, it only binds to that task and doesn’t affect anything else.

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#137

How is Rakov going for you?

Would be very interested in your experience as I’m debating when to run it

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#138

Imagine having a general cognitive and learning boost even when you don’t have someone you’re overtly modeling. Being able to focus super fast and have it apply to literally anything you’re doing. I was doing pretty varied skills and every single one of them saw a boost, even when I hadn’t listened with the intent for each of them individually.

When I leave my intent more general, it helps me explore my own mind, thinking, and the blurred separation of self and other. Currently my name embed is one big experiment with all of this, hopefully having me walking out the other side with the permanent ability to learn faster and to learn what I’m currently doing faster.

It wasn’t mentioned in the copy, but I think using RAIKOV to get good at the general RAIKOV process would be an incredibly useful investment. Being able to explore and understand your own mind enough that you can learn or mimic anything after seeing it once.

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#139

I’m liking the view of visualization being an extension of normal sight. There’s no difference between me dreaming or resolving recon in my inner world. On some level, whether sight or not, I “see” something and interact with it. Although the “picture” may just be what I create to make sense of it, it doesn’t make the underlying components less real. I think extending from here makes more sense than jumping to crazy manifestation topics out of the gate. Doesn’t mean they’re not happening, just that I’m starting my understanding and official practices off light, with things I’m experienced in doing. When I interact with a memory or past version of myself, I’m creating the picture, yet also causing a change in physical reality.

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#140

Adaptation is itself a skill.