When people evaluate opportunities for what they might gain versus what they would have to give up, they weigh losses far more heavily than gains. Loss aversion. ~Zoe Chance
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New stack 
RM, SB & Seductress
Day 1 ~ RM & SB full loops.
I was feeling presults of RM today after deciding not to listen to LME this cycle. I read over the copy of LME and it was basically describing who and what I am all about already.
I got inspired by a conversation with a new friend and made a video immediately. Uploaded it to my socials.
Did some lovely yoga and a little dancing/twerking just now.
Contemplating what I wanna eat.
Had a really deep release on the mat last night while listening to City and Colour and doing yin postures. 
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Day 2 ~ rest day
My dreams are madness! 
I did a little stream of consciousness writing in my journal followed by an oracle card reading. Love is the theme for today.
Love is the answer. Love is the key. 
What would love do?
I made 2 videos for my socials and already uploaded them.
I was looking at my profile photo thinking and feeling into me as a powerful impactful leader in this world who is well known. Itās no good for me to hide or play small. If youāre playing small or hiding, ask yourself why and what benefits keep you stuck there?
Is it scary to give up some things in order to have something greater? Sure. 
Itās so worth it though.
In the book I am reading, āinfluence is your superpowerā, she says the following:
Itās not just threat detection that sparks resistance to influence. You are also up against a universal bias, called loss aversion. When people evaluate opportunities for what they might gain versus what they would have to give up, they weigh losses far more heavily than gains.
Yup.
Iāve been reading about polyamorous relationship dynamics.
I have also been talking with one of my best friends about it because her and her husband are newly polyamorous.
I donāt normally match back with people who are ENM, but decided to match with one guy who is over 6 hours away. I am really enjoying the conversations we are having and noticing where in my body attachment clinginess or neediness has come in with new connections in the past. I have been exploring those parts of me and truly healing them to come into greater wholeness.
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love this
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Iām figuring out this realization process- the process to never look upon bitter ground
Living dreams, loving dreams, awakening to what Iāve always dreamt of
The familiar sound of the lovely love from the love of my life will keep the notes coming
When you empty your cup, youāll have more room to take more opportunities in life.
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Day 3 ~ Seductress full loop
I had dreams about polyamory. Some of my friends were a part of the dream. I was tossing and turning around while coming in and out of that dream theme.
Iāve been chatting with an ENM man and itās been great, but also stirring things up for me inside.
My ex fiancƩ left me on read on Sunday and just replied in my favour. Nice 
Iām feeling sensitive today. I forgot how RM can be! Iāve gotta channel that into my work.
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Day 4 ~ rest day
Todayās been pretty great.
Took my girls to the beach earlier.
Noticing people staring at me and smiling more again. (SB)
Friendly convos with strangers.
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Day 10 ~ rest day
Havenāt felt the desire to journal on here lately. Been journalling in my book and through private conversations.
RM has been intense in the sense that Iām feeling stuff more deeply and wanting to express it somehow. Channeling it through my creations. Playing more drums. Sounding more poetic with my expressive language.
Started reading Frogs into Princes. Really enjoying it.
Noticing where I want space to myself away from other people and honouring that.
Itās been a month now of no contact with the ex bf. I sense my body craving the drama but I wonāt give in. The body as the unconscious mind craves the familiar past and predictable future. Iām stronger than that.
Iāve got this.
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Day 15 ~ Seductress full loop
I have been noticing patterns and processes in communication since beginning this NLP book - Frogs into Princes.
I noticed how Iād feel something in my body and then begin to experience other sensory input.
I decided to send a message to one individual I connected with from Facebook dating regarding what I had experienced:
I believe itās important to acknowledge what someone shares, even if itās just a thumbs-up. When I share something and then the other person quickly shifts the focus to themselves, it can feel like they werenāt really listening or valuing what I said.
This reminds me of what I read in ā7 Habits of Highly Effective Teensā when I was maybe 14 years old. Seek first to understand, then be understood.
It obviously stems back to my childhood when I didnāt feel heard or seen. I often felt misunderstood, alone, the outcast. I did a lot of work on this throughout the years yet here I am feeling bothered by the way other people communicate and how I am receiving it.
Another example is where a client of mine just talks to be heard and itās difficult to carry on a dialogue with him. Itās definitely got me looking at my own processes. How I can do better to experience more productive sessions with him. To not use introspection. Not find how it relates to me or make it about me. That was going on at an unconscious level until recently. I can be the observer witnessing how he puts together his stories/content and help him with that in more useful ways.
I was gifted 2 tickets to Blink-182 concert coming up in a week that are valued at 800usd for the pair. 
I finally tuned my classical guitar yesterday and played for a bit. Remembered something I wrote a few years ago. Got on the drums too.
Iāve been consistent with my somatic movement program. Just completed phase 2 of 3.
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Day 16 - rest day
Dream world experienceā¦ that was maybe some sort of astral travel or time travelā¦ Idfk!
I was stuck in a basement that was gonna cave inā¦
Trapped feeling
And someone said I wasnāt gonna be happy or somethingā¦
And I jumped out of my dream
Literally escaped
And woke up and checked the window lol 
I feel energized today even though I couldnāt really settle into restorative sleep and managed to wake up at a decent time today. Feeling in good spirits.
Went to get breakfast
Talked to a retired teacher
She asked for my business card &&
Already followed me on socials and joined my group! Cool 
Client coming for Reiki shortlyā¦ had a last minute client yesterday who is full of fear! 
The energy right now seems intense. Take good care of yourself everyone! Self care.
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Rest dayā¦
Lots of processing todayā¦
Iām feeling like 1 cycle of just Genesis may be good for me after wash out. Let the other titles bloom. Give myself a little reboot.
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Day 21 ~ full loops of RM + SB + Genesis ā¦
To go out with a bang 
Wash out begins tomorrow
Been crying a lot today. Feeling naked and exposed. Vulnerable and opening up as I expand and evolve.
This had me giggling earlier:
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he got his nut lol
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Fair enough.
Everytime I come across your journal and read the title - Alicia Keys sings in my mind - fun fun fun!
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Oh oh oah oh ohā¦!
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