Day 17
Rest
I have been having loads of realizations from the Ardent Light module for several days now. I paired it with KB ST1 to purge a couple of my darker desires which I needed some enlightenment on.
What I realized is that the source of many of our more outrageous tendencies have nothing to do with demons or some genetic disposition to evil but rather a habit formed out of our desire to fulfill some need for love or trying to distract us from some fear.
So for example the need to be glutoness could be to feel some sense of taste of something delicious in order to focus our attention away from low self esteem or feeling lack of love or trying to distract from fesr of failure with a more immediate pleasure of sugar.
There could be any reason or a few. And thinking of how I feel when the urge comes to grab food or fire up the browser to surf some porn, would be more helpful in the long run in every aspect of my health and success rather the the short term gratification of indulging in quick pleasure that offer no real reward.
Ardent Light is a very useful introspective module for me and I had wanted to use it for a long time and name embedding it along with Khan Black ST1 was the right move.
The Crucible Knight soldiers on!
