The Way of the Lion

Day 17
Rest

I have been having loads of realizations from the Ardent Light module for several days now. I paired it with KB ST1 to purge a couple of my darker desires which I needed some enlightenment on.

What I realized is that the source of many of our more outrageous tendencies have nothing to do with demons or some genetic disposition to evil but rather a habit formed out of our desire to fulfill some need for love or trying to distract us from some fear.

So for example the need to be glutoness could be to feel some sense of taste of something delicious in order to focus our attention away from low self esteem or feeling lack of love or trying to distract from fesr of failure with a more immediate pleasure of sugar.

There could be any reason or a few. And thinking of how I feel when the urge comes to grab food or fire up the browser to surf some porn, would be more helpful in the long run in every aspect of my health and success rather the the short term gratification of indulging in quick pleasure that offer no real reward.

Ardent Light is a very useful introspective module for me and I had wanted to use it for a long time and name embedding it along with Khan Black ST1 was the right move.

The Crucible Knight soldiers on!

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Day 18
Rest

Took one more day rest just cause I wanted to sleep early lol. Slept real good for around 8 hours. Felt supremely rested when I woke up today.

No more sacrifices on sleep from now on. It’s important for good mood and stronger will power the next day. Mind feels more clear and more motivated too.

Will make it a point to include the Deep Sleep module in my stack at all times. It helps with restful and unbroken sleep.

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Day 19
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

I had trouble the last few days controlling my diet but I relaxed and didn’t worry too much bout it. I realized that I would go back to my OMAD ways as soon as my mind is ready. Thlnking that made me even more resolute.

I guess i prefer to act when I feel like am free to do so and not so much when I feel am pressured even if it is by myself. A very odd phenomena indeed but hey, know thyself and act accordingly.

Some beliefs are changing but it is too early to tell. I can see the seeds being planted. Now I water them.

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Day 20
Rest

Got myself a room freshener that got the scent of Lavendar in it yesterday. And remembered today how good it would go along with Regeneration’s Aroma of Peace feature where the scent would help us relax even more.

This is soothing my nervous system every moment am in my room and am sure it will help with physicsl healing over time.

I didn’t even think of this feature when purchasing this aromatic room gel so I guees my subconcious moved me to make the purchase for my benefit.

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Day 21
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

Got a vivid dream that made me realize I needed awareness and sexual healing regarding a particular event in my life. It wasn’t exactly a traumatic event from the past but the way I viewed something back then was still affecting me today without me knowing it. Until today when I released the feeling from my subconcious and the memory of it turned into wisdom rather than guilt.

Credit to KB1 Core, Ardent Light and Dream Traveler for this.

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Day 22
Rest

So I was searching for some supplements for my eye condition and came across a place that treats it with them.

Possible Paragon + DR Regeneration manifestation? Called the place up for an appointment this week. Will find out.

Hmm. DR Regeneration. Maybe DR stands for DOCTOR too haha!

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It’s good news and a sure sign things are working out for your eyes.

You kid but subconsciousness has a way to make associations. It is completely possible it sees DR Regeneration as Dr. Regen or even Regenerative Dr. I know mine certainly does it (albeit randomly lol).

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Fingers crossed!

Manifestations: The best way our minds can play tricks on us.

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Day 23
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

Had a power cut today twice for a total of 3 hours and realised I wasn’t as irritated as I would usually be.

Normally we have power backup and when they fail, I get anxious. Shows how dependent we are on electricity and the Internet. But today i was okay with it and simply took the opportunity to walk around, think and rest.

GLM and Regen in action.

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Day 24
Rest

So will be starting an ayurvedic eye treatment from tomorrow onwards. Got the meds today. Thankfully they are in capsule form. And some drops that you drink.

So no pushing stuff in your eyes or anything uncomfortable. Except the discomfort of not eating meat for a couple of months. Ah I can live with that I guess.

Eggs and fish are fine though so will make do.

This program will constitute as action taking for my RAPHAEL custom so looking forwsrd to some results.

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Day 25
Only 1 minute of ADONIS CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

I was too lazy to run the full loops yesterday night cause I wanted to go sleep early. Ended up running 1 minute of each custom.

It still feels good. Lighter. Working up to 15 minutes of all 3 customs on the same day have made me accostomed to them. But going down to 1.minute of all 3 of them back to back feels even easier now.

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Day 26
Rest

It was interesting to read about the PRIMA chip technology that could help the blind see. This is made for macular degeneration but am sure it can be used for those with other retina issues.

The chip combined with smart glasses works together to transmit images to the brain when tbe retina isn’t able to do so.

It’s comforting to hear about such solutions coming over the horizon.

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Day 27
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

Back to 15 minutes loop from 1 minute. No issues at all.

But some challenges getting my weight down again. Since am doing an ayurvedic program, I can’t do OMAD so will have to approach diet from a calorie intake perspective to lose weight.

That and exercise.

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Day 28
Rest

A good friend of mine came to visit. We have known each other now for more than 15 years. Not a school or college friend. Just someone I bumped into in an institute where we took a quick course in for 2 months but ended up being fast friends in a short period of time.

We meet every couple of months and it still feels like we only met yesterday. That’s how the flow of conversation goes oh so naturally.

The best friendships energies both of you and you feel time slipping by fast and you can talk for hours.

I consider him a brother. That’s how comfortable we feel with each other.

Here’s to (Inner Circle:) Brotherhood. Must be a hell of a presult for that title hahaha

qawe-asd

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Day 29
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

It’s almost the end of the year and am already being reflective.

What goals should I focus in 2026?

Possibly health, wealth and strength. Get the basics right. Enough of healing titles (other than the physical healing). And focus on obtaining resources to gain freedom and independence.

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Day 30
Rest

End of this cycle. It was a great run. Will take a washout and decide on the next phase.

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Washout

“Whatever you are not changing, you are choosing” (Laurie Buchanan)

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