The Way of the Lion

Day 7
Rest

Some emotional rollercoasters yesterday night and half of today. Mom had to be admitted for a neck pain issue TWICE! We were worried it was heart related but thankfully it was only neck inflammation. Nothing that pain and inflammation meds couldn’t resolve.

But the intense pain and the couple of times she vomited had me slightly panicking even though I could help her out across the house as she dealt with her symptoms.

Later we took her to the hospital as soon as her symptoms slowed down a bit.

Things like this get my emotions in a twist but these are the types of situations where subliminals like Godlike Masculinity and Dragon Reborn Regeneration shines. While the new Regeneration relaxes me to handle my emotional turmoil Godlike Masculinity moves me to do the right action regardless of the circumstancss. Also I insisted she get admitted a second time and that helped to get her better quicker. Now she is back home as right as rain.

My parents health conditions are occasions for practicing stoicism and regulating my emotions. And to keep my cheer up in their presence as well as keep my spirits up.

It is not an ideal living situation. But I will do my best with what is. In order to move on to a more desired lifestyle.

All this is the reason why I have taken out romance subliminals from my stack. It helps me focus on current issues and help build myself up from where I am to where I want to be. As such my current stack helps build a strong base with Cores of GLM, Regen and KB helping shape the self into the man I want to be.

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Day 8
3 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

Yup. This listening pattern works. It’s so smooth. A bit of recon was there but was easily redirected to feeling good just by deciding it to be so.

The New Regen is a lifesaver in this regard and can be regarded as the best Anti-Recon tech by itself.

Drown your recon in the Inner Spa of Regen haha!

Sense of humor is excellent. Spirirs are high. Vibe is vibing. Stack is stacking. Subconcious is subconciousing.

Lion is Lioning.

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Day 9
Rest

GLM keeps asking me, “Why do you care so much about what others think and want out of you? What do you want? Do you care about your wants? Why do you feel guilty for being selfish? Everyone is selfish. Especially those who ask you to sacrifice yourself for them or what they believe in.”

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Day 10
5 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

I find myself telling people about my eye comdition and then thinking it isn’t really necessary to share it. I mean i undedtssbd am using it as a reason for how my life isn’t how I want it to be but now I do believe am selling myself short and not believing in my capacity to do great things regardless of my health issues.

How much greater is it to achieve impossible goals with one hand tied behind your back? I have to think of it this way. To achieve my dreams even with the odds against me.

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