The Way of the Lion

[Lion]

Day 7
Rest

Some emotional rollercoasters yesterday night and half of today. Mom had to be admitted for a neck pain issue TWICE! We were worried it was heart related but thankfully it was only neck inflammation. Nothing that pain and inflammation meds couldn’t resolve.

But the intense pain and the couple of times she vomited had me slightly panicking even though I could help her out across the house as she dealt with her symptoms.

Later we took her to the hospital as soon as her symptoms slowed down a bit.

Things like this get my emotions in a twist but these are the types of situations where subliminals like Godlike Masculinity and Dragon Reborn Regeneration shines. While the new Regeneration relaxes me to handle my emotional turmoil Godlike Masculinity moves me to do the right action regardless of the circumstancss. Also I insisted she get admitted a second time and that helped to get her better quicker. Now she is back home as right as rain.

My parents health conditions are occasions for practicing stoicism and regulating my emotions. And to keep my cheer up in their presence as well as keep my spirits up.

It is not an ideal living situation. But I will do my best with what is. In order to move on to a more desired lifestyle.

All this is the reason why I have taken out romance subliminals from my stack. It helps me focus on current issues and help build myself up from where I am to where I want to be. As such my current stack helps build a strong base with Cores of GLM, Regen and KB helping shape the self into the man I want to be.

[Lion]

Day 8
3 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

Yup. This listening pattern works. It’s so smooth. A bit of recon was there but was easily redirected to feeling good just by deciding it to be so.

The New Regen is a lifesaver in this regard and can be regarded as the best Anti-Recon tech by itself.

Drown your recon in the Inner Spa of Regen haha!

Sense of humor is excellent. Spirirs are high. Vibe is vibing. Stack is stacking. Subconcious is subconciousing.

Lion is Lioning.

[Lion]

Day 9
Rest

GLM keeps asking me, “Why do you care so much about what others think and want out of you? What do you want? Do you care about your wants? Why do you feel guilty for being selfish? Everyone is selfish. Especially those who ask you to sacrifice yourself for them or what they believe in.”

[Lion]

Day 10
5 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

I find myself telling people about my eye comdition and then thinking it isn’t really necessary to share it. I mean i undedtssbd am using it as a reason for how my life isn’t how I want it to be but now I do believe am selling myself short and not believing in my capacity to do great things regardless of my health issues.

How much greater is it to achieve impossible goals with one hand tied behind your back? I have to think of it this way. To achieve my dreams even with the odds against me.

[Lion]

Day 11
Rest

Am noticing that my body language is much better in social situations. I had an event to attend today and I was more comfortable being there. Whether being silent or conversing, I was okay doing either.

In times past, I used to be nervous when I couldn’t remember someone who I was supposed to know. But now I just don’t mind saying I don’t remember and wait for the introduction from someone who is introducing them or the person themselves.

It’s perfectly okay to not remember folks who you don’t meet often. No need to berate your memory or lack of interest.

Also had to go up to the stage to perform a certain function and found myself absolutely confident in walking up straight to it and doing my part. There was no mind of how I needed help getting there since my vision isn’t perfect but took help climbing up the stairs and doing what needed to be done. No fuss.

After thinking about my social experience here, some more control over facial expressions is needed but it was much better than before.

Enjoy the ambience and food. Talk to those who you want to. Crack jokes with those you are comfortable with. Ignore those who ignore you. Have a good time and leave after thanking the host.

And that’s just what I did.

[Lion]

Day 12
7 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

The stack is going fine but am not eating healthy for the past two weeks. Too hungry and eating unnecessarily when traveling. I need more self-control for this.

I won’t blame the presence of LotS or PC in my customs for my poor diet. Am better than this.

Okay. Restart my resolve again! That’s better.

[Malkuth]

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[Lion]

Day 13
Rest

Anofher social day today with having to attend a relative’s engagement. Initially was not as comfortable as I was in the last event I was in. But I took stock of myself and relaxed.

After a while, I found my center and started speaking authentically with people I was meeting.

Not long after that. Song of Joy started to activate more often. I didn’t think too much about it until later in the day when I was reflecting on how much more this humor module was working. I was replaying some of the times I got the most laughter and it was when I opened my mouth “feeling” like I wanted to say something funny but not knowing what it was as I opened my mouth and bam, I said something outrageous that made the whole group around me laugh.

I thought over these incidents a couple of times and realized a leap of faith in terms of feeling (feeling funny) and action (opening my mouth) was taken at the same time and this activated the Song of Joy module.

After I chuckled over thinking about this, I became more serious. What if this was something I could apply to other modules? Like the A/SPS: Eyesight module.

I could try feeling that I could see something and then take the action of really looking at that same target. Hmm. Worth a couple of shots for the next few days.

Will see what other modules I can apply this logic to. Got a couple of rough ideas for how to do the same for more than a few of the modules in my customs.

[Lion]

Day 14
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL!!!

Damn I ran full loops of 3 customs! And it’s so smooth! No recon (at least no major stuff). In fact it was a very good day for me today. It being Sunday certainly helped lol.

Never imagined a day where I would be running 3 audios in a single day back to back and not have any recon. But that day has come thanks to beginning this stack with microloops. A major breakthrough in my mindset has occurred due to this since I had tried experimenting previously with running full loops of 3 titles on the same day (without microloops) and always abandoned it after every first try.

But microloops are something else man! They get your mind ready for the full subliminal and I as one of the last person to use this microloop listening pattern have no more doubts about the power of microloops (including it working when running 30secs and 1min at the start of the cycle).

Just a note that the most recon I had with this stack was at 1min playtime of all 3 audios in my stack. After that, it was largely smooth sailing with a bit of recon now and then and it reducing as the days went by and the length of the microloop increased. In fact I had even less recon at 15 minutes when compared to when I ran all the audios for 3 minutes each. That does make sense in a way since at first the script is new and you are still adjusting to it but later down the cycle your mind is more used to the ideas in the subliminal and many actions have been taken by the time you hit the 15 minute loop.

Granted there are 16 more days left in this cycle so lets see what that brings but am fairly certain it will go very well.

In extremely high spirits today due the above observations. And onwards we go!

[MAkh]

Yessss Lion, way to go!

[Lion]

@MAkh

Yessss Lion, way to go!

Thank you, bro!

[Lion]

Day 15
Rest

Most of what people say is describing their reality bubble. At least it is what we think it is. Many times we don’t know how much more influenced by what we really think rather than what we say.

I have to spend more time monitoring my thoughts. Not let them get the better of me and my life. I need to direct my thoughts to get a better outcome.

On another point.i have noticed is that am able to sit still more often. I feel more immovable. The combo of GLM and Regen I think.

Also am more soft spoken. I don’t get irritated as often.

[Lion]

Day 16
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

The streak of 3 full loops continues!

Recon isn’t the same anymore. It’s more like mindwrestling with problems and solutions rather than beating myself about things that are hard to solve. More introspective rather than self-flagellation.

The stoic attirude is easier to achieve these days. Simply fake a deep breath and exhale and am as good Emperor Aurelius striding into his problems like he give a damn. Mu guess is that this attitude will get even easier to achieve with time and with even less effort and it becoming second nature. So Godlike Masculinity is working great.

Along with that, Regeneration keeps me relaxed and okay with what going within me. Being soothed by the Inner Spa is only a subconcious thought away.

These two combined with each other helps me conserve my energy by not wasting it on stress. Add to that KB ST1, and it isn’t easy to get tired.

Was in a train ride today that was late by 2 hours (which had me sitting in that means of transport for a total of 10 and 1/2 hours). But I was okay when I reached home. No sort of travel tiredness or irritability.

Talking about bering rested reminds me that sleep is good too thanks to the Deep Sleep module.

And last but not the least for today, have to give some love to the Eyes of Zenith module for keeping my eye contact game strong without it being weird or creepy. I just know how to look at others casually and look away when it’s a stranger. No feeling intimidated or awkward when looking at strangers or those who I know.

[Joa23]

@Lion

Damn I ran full loops of 3 customs! And it’s so smooth! No recon (at least no major stuff). In fact it was a very good day for me today. It being Sunday certainly helped lol.

Im not quite there yet, Im listening to 2 titles and today I increased to 7 minutes each.
I dont know if I could handle 3 or maybe Im still thinking in terms of the pre Anti Recon Tech.
I guess I´ll find out in a while.

What I feel is like I could easily manage to listen from monday to friday and rest on weekends, have you felt or thought about that??

@Lion

The stoic attirude is easier to achieve these days. Simply fake a deep breath and exhale and am as good Emperor Aurelius striding into his problems like he give a damn. Mu guess is that this attitude will get even easier to achieve with time and with even less effort and it becoming second nature. So Godlike Masculinity is working great.

GLM is great at embodying Stoicism, great results bro! I believe you meant to say take a deep breath and not fake, lol.

@Lion

Along with that, Regeneration keeps me relaxed and okay with what going within me. Being soothed by the Inner Spa is only a subconcious thought away.

Its quite a soothing experience, isnt it? DR: R is quite a Zen title.

[Lion]

@Joa23

Im not quite there yet, Im listening to 2 titles and today I increased to 7 minutes each.
I dont know if I could handle 3 or maybe Im still thinking in terms of the pre Anti Recon Tech.
I guess I´ll find out in a while

I didn’t think I could do it too. But somehow the microloops have convinced me it is possible.

I had to risk the recon at 1min microloop though and push past it to 3 minutes. That helped me get back to being stable.

Maybe some folks could try this. If they are consistently getting recon at a particular microloop time (for example 3 minutes), try 5 minutes the next time and see how it feels like. It’s a thought I had in my own experiment when I got heavy recon at 1 minute. I pushed to 3 minutes and it became fine.

@Joa23

What I feel is like I could easily manage to listen from monday to friday and rest on weekends, have you felt or thought about that??

In my mind, I need that 48 hours rest. So that day where I don’t run anything is necessary for me. I don’t know how much of it is based on my personality which prefers following official rules for things I like to do even though am a rebel at many things lol. As in, the listening pattern is now microloops and rest days in between. So that seems to be working for me.

If you feel like trying the weekdays on and weekend off experiment, you could give it a shot.

@Joa23

GLM is great at embodying Stoicism, great results bro! I believe you meant to say take a deep breath and not fake, lol.

Haha yes! I just wanted to get some sleep after a long day of travel. So I didn’t edit the post.

@Joa23

Its quite a soothing experience, isnt it? DR: R is quite a Zen title.

Absolutely! Am surs it is helping me manage the recon too. Or converting recon into something that is manageable.

[Joa23]

@Lion

In my mind, I need that 48 hours rest. So that day where I don’t run anything is necessary for me

Thats a good point and I feel I need that too, but who knows.

@Lion

If you feel like trying the weekdays on and weekend off experiment, you could give it a shot.

Honestly I dont wanna risk it, Im preparing to introduce micro loops of a 3rd title, my RoW/AoH custom.

@Lion

it is helping me manage the recon too. Or converting recon into something that is manageable.

I dont experience it as I used too, it now seems/feels as reflecting/integrating, before the anti recon it felt a bit more like the struggle between two realities or me struggling to make sense between 2 different ways of understanding the same thing.

[Lion]

@Joa23

dont experience it as I used too, it now seems/feels as reflecting/integrating, before the anti recon it felt a bit more like the struggle between two realities or me struggling to make sense between 2 different ways of understanding the same thing.

Yes. Recon feels like natural thinking as opposed to previously where it used to be unnatural dark feelings.

[MAkh]

I don’t know if it will help you guys but this bit of this post really helped me out

It made me realise what a bias we can have by reading the forum posts on here

In a way it made me push past the limitations I was putting on myself

Anyway hope it helps:

@SaintSovereign

Now, what I find interesting – and this is not an indictment of anyone, but rather an observation – is that many of our customers, more than you may think, do not interact with the forum, but rather support. And those individuals do not grapple with issues of “overload” or having these sorts of issues. The other thing that can be observed by anyone who wants to read every post, is that these issues appear in clusters. One person will make some kind of claim that never really existed before, and then suddenly clusters of people will make the same claim.

[Joa23]

@MAkh

I don’t know if it will help you guys but this bit of this post really helped me out

Thanks! Im aware of that post and its one of the reasons Im re examining my assumptions, one being that I was only using a max of 2 subs and two, only doing a max of about 5 minutes each.

[Lion]

@MAkh

It made me realise what a bias we can have by reading the forum posts on here

Yes it is interesting how we can both be inspired to break limits by reading the forum and sometimes be influenced by other people’s limits.

The same for results as well.

Interesting stuff indeed.

Personally I read the journals of those who I consider my friends as a form of socialising between like minded people who share the same interest in SubClub subliminals. It feels like am listening to my friends and they are listening to me when readjng each other’s posts.

So yeah sometimes it could lead to some side effects that aren’t advantageous but I do think the self-reflecting on our journals as well as the subliminals themselves do a good job of steering me in the right general direction.