The Way of the Lion

[Lion]

Day 13
Rest

Anofher social day today with having to attend a relative’s engagement. Initially was not as comfortable as I was in the last event I was in. But I took stock of myself and relaxed.

After a while, I found my center and started speaking authentically with people I was meeting.

Not long after that. Song of Joy started to activate more often. I didn’t think too much about it until later in the day when I was reflecting on how much more this humor module was working. I was replaying some of the times I got the most laughter and it was when I opened my mouth “feeling” like I wanted to say something funny but not knowing what it was as I opened my mouth and bam, I said something outrageous that made the whole group around me laugh.

I thought over these incidents a couple of times and realized a leap of faith in terms of feeling (feeling funny) and action (opening my mouth) was taken at the same time and this activated the Song of Joy module.

After I chuckled over thinking about this, I became more serious. What if this was something I could apply to other modules? Like the A/SPS: Eyesight module.

I could try feeling that I could see something and then take the action of really looking at that same target. Hmm. Worth a couple of shots for the next few days.

Will see what other modules I can apply this logic to. Got a couple of rough ideas for how to do the same for more than a few of the modules in my customs.

[Lion]

Day 14
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL!!!

Damn I ran full loops of 3 customs! And it’s so smooth! No recon (at least no major stuff). In fact it was a very good day for me today. It being Sunday certainly helped lol.

Never imagined a day where I would be running 3 audios in a single day back to back and not have any recon. But that day has come thanks to beginning this stack with microloops. A major breakthrough in my mindset has occurred due to this since I had tried experimenting previously with running full loops of 3 titles on the same day (without microloops) and always abandoned it after every first try.

But microloops are something else man! They get your mind ready for the full subliminal and I as one of the last person to use this microloop listening pattern have no more doubts about the power of microloops (including it working when running 30secs and 1min at the start of the cycle).

Just a note that the most recon I had with this stack was at 1min playtime of all 3 audios in my stack. After that, it was largely smooth sailing with a bit of recon now and then and it reducing as the days went by and the length of the microloop increased. In fact I had even less recon at 15 minutes when compared to when I ran all the audios for 3 minutes each. That does make sense in a way since at first the script is new and you are still adjusting to it but later down the cycle your mind is more used to the ideas in the subliminal and many actions have been taken by the time you hit the 15 minute loop.

Granted there are 16 more days left in this cycle so lets see what that brings but am fairly certain it will go very well.

In extremely high spirits today due the above observations. And onwards we go!

[MAkh]

Yessss Lion, way to go!

[Lion]

@MAkh

Yessss Lion, way to go!

Thank you, bro!

[Lion]

Day 15
Rest

Most of what people say is describing their reality bubble. At least it is what we think it is. Many times we don’t know how much more influenced by what we really think rather than what we say.

I have to spend more time monitoring my thoughts. Not let them get the better of me and my life. I need to direct my thoughts to get a better outcome.

On another point.i have noticed is that am able to sit still more often. I feel more immovable. The combo of GLM and Regen I think.

Also am more soft spoken. I don’t get irritated as often.

[Lion]

Day 16
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

The streak of 3 full loops continues!

Recon isn’t the same anymore. It’s more like mindwrestling with problems and solutions rather than beating myself about things that are hard to solve. More introspective rather than self-flagellation.

The stoic attirude is easier to achieve these days. Simply fake a deep breath and exhale and am as good Emperor Aurelius striding into his problems like he give a damn. Mu guess is that this attitude will get even easier to achieve with time and with even less effort and it becoming second nature. So Godlike Masculinity is working great.

Along with that, Regeneration keeps me relaxed and okay with what going within me. Being soothed by the Inner Spa is only a subconcious thought away.

These two combined with each other helps me conserve my energy by not wasting it on stress. Add to that KB ST1, and it isn’t easy to get tired.

Was in a train ride today that was late by 2 hours (which had me sitting in that means of transport for a total of 10 and 1/2 hours). But I was okay when I reached home. No sort of travel tiredness or irritability.

Talking about bering rested reminds me that sleep is good too thanks to the Deep Sleep module.

And last but not the least for today, have to give some love to the Eyes of Zenith module for keeping my eye contact game strong without it being weird or creepy. I just know how to look at others casually and look away when it’s a stranger. No feeling intimidated or awkward when looking at strangers or those who I know.

[Joa23]

@Lion

Damn I ran full loops of 3 customs! And it’s so smooth! No recon (at least no major stuff). In fact it was a very good day for me today. It being Sunday certainly helped lol.

Im not quite there yet, Im listening to 2 titles and today I increased to 7 minutes each.
I dont know if I could handle 3 or maybe Im still thinking in terms of the pre Anti Recon Tech.
I guess I´ll find out in a while.

What I feel is like I could easily manage to listen from monday to friday and rest on weekends, have you felt or thought about that??

@Lion

The stoic attirude is easier to achieve these days. Simply fake a deep breath and exhale and am as good Emperor Aurelius striding into his problems like he give a damn. Mu guess is that this attitude will get even easier to achieve with time and with even less effort and it becoming second nature. So Godlike Masculinity is working great.

GLM is great at embodying Stoicism, great results bro! I believe you meant to say take a deep breath and not fake, lol.

@Lion

Along with that, Regeneration keeps me relaxed and okay with what going within me. Being soothed by the Inner Spa is only a subconcious thought away.

Its quite a soothing experience, isnt it? DR: R is quite a Zen title.

[Lion]

@Joa23

Im not quite there yet, Im listening to 2 titles and today I increased to 7 minutes each.
I dont know if I could handle 3 or maybe Im still thinking in terms of the pre Anti Recon Tech.
I guess I´ll find out in a while

I didn’t think I could do it too. But somehow the microloops have convinced me it is possible.

I had to risk the recon at 1min microloop though and push past it to 3 minutes. That helped me get back to being stable.

Maybe some folks could try this. If they are consistently getting recon at a particular microloop time (for example 3 minutes), try 5 minutes the next time and see how it feels like. It’s a thought I had in my own experiment when I got heavy recon at 1 minute. I pushed to 3 minutes and it became fine.

@Joa23

What I feel is like I could easily manage to listen from monday to friday and rest on weekends, have you felt or thought about that??

In my mind, I need that 48 hours rest. So that day where I don’t run anything is necessary for me. I don’t know how much of it is based on my personality which prefers following official rules for things I like to do even though am a rebel at many things lol. As in, the listening pattern is now microloops and rest days in between. So that seems to be working for me.

If you feel like trying the weekdays on and weekend off experiment, you could give it a shot.

@Joa23

GLM is great at embodying Stoicism, great results bro! I believe you meant to say take a deep breath and not fake, lol.

Haha yes! I just wanted to get some sleep after a long day of travel. So I didn’t edit the post.

@Joa23

Its quite a soothing experience, isnt it? DR: R is quite a Zen title.

Absolutely! Am surs it is helping me manage the recon too. Or converting recon into something that is manageable.

[Joa23]

@Lion

In my mind, I need that 48 hours rest. So that day where I don’t run anything is necessary for me

Thats a good point and I feel I need that too, but who knows.

@Lion

If you feel like trying the weekdays on and weekend off experiment, you could give it a shot.

Honestly I dont wanna risk it, Im preparing to introduce micro loops of a 3rd title, my RoW/AoH custom.

@Lion

it is helping me manage the recon too. Or converting recon into something that is manageable.

I dont experience it as I used too, it now seems/feels as reflecting/integrating, before the anti recon it felt a bit more like the struggle between two realities or me struggling to make sense between 2 different ways of understanding the same thing.

[Lion]

@Joa23

dont experience it as I used too, it now seems/feels as reflecting/integrating, before the anti recon it felt a bit more like the struggle between two realities or me struggling to make sense between 2 different ways of understanding the same thing.

Yes. Recon feels like natural thinking as opposed to previously where it used to be unnatural dark feelings.

[MAkh]

I don’t know if it will help you guys but this bit of this post really helped me out

It made me realise what a bias we can have by reading the forum posts on here

In a way it made me push past the limitations I was putting on myself

Anyway hope it helps:

@SaintSovereign

Now, what I find interesting – and this is not an indictment of anyone, but rather an observation – is that many of our customers, more than you may think, do not interact with the forum, but rather support. And those individuals do not grapple with issues of “overload” or having these sorts of issues. The other thing that can be observed by anyone who wants to read every post, is that these issues appear in clusters. One person will make some kind of claim that never really existed before, and then suddenly clusters of people will make the same claim.

[Joa23]

@MAkh

I don’t know if it will help you guys but this bit of this post really helped me out

Thanks! Im aware of that post and its one of the reasons Im re examining my assumptions, one being that I was only using a max of 2 subs and two, only doing a max of about 5 minutes each.

[Lion]

@MAkh

It made me realise what a bias we can have by reading the forum posts on here

Yes it is interesting how we can both be inspired to break limits by reading the forum and sometimes be influenced by other people’s limits.

The same for results as well.

Interesting stuff indeed.

Personally I read the journals of those who I consider my friends as a form of socialising between like minded people who share the same interest in SubClub subliminals. It feels like am listening to my friends and they are listening to me when readjng each other’s posts.

So yeah sometimes it could lead to some side effects that aren’t advantageous but I do think the self-reflecting on our journals as well as the subliminals themselves do a good job of steering me in the right general direction.

[Lion]

Day 17
Rest

I have been having loads of realizations from the Ardent Light module for several days now. I paired it with KB ST1 to purge a couple of my darker desires which I needed some enlightenment on.

What I realized is that the source of many of our more outrageous tendencies have nothing to do with demons or some genetic disposition to evil but rather a habit formed out of our desire to fulfill some need for love or trying to distract us from some fear.

So for example the need to be glutoness could be to feel some sense of taste of something delicious in order to focus our attention away from low self esteem or feeling lack of love or trying to distract from fesr of failure with a more immediate pleasure of sugar.

There could be any reason or a few. And thinking of how I feel when the urge comes to grab food or fire up the browser to surf some porn, would be more helpful in the long run in every aspect of my health and success rather the the short term gratification of indulging in quick pleasure that offer no real reward.

Ardent Light is a very useful introspective module for me and I had wanted to use it for a long time and name embedding it along with Khan Black ST1 was the right move.

The Crucible Knight soldiers on!

[Lion]

Day 18
Rest

Took one more day rest just cause I wanted to sleep early lol. Slept real good for around 8 hours. Felt supremely rested when I woke up today.

No more sacrifices on sleep from now on. It’s important for good mood and stronger will power the next day. Mind feels more clear and more motivated too.

Will make it a point to include the Deep Sleep module in my stack at all times. It helps with restful and unbroken sleep.

[Lion]

Day 19
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

I had trouble the last few days controlling my diet but I relaxed and didn’t worry too much bout it. I realized that I would go back to my OMAD ways as soon as my mind is ready. Thlnking that made me even more resolute.

I guess i prefer to act when I feel like am free to do so and not so much when I feel am pressured even if it is by myself. A very odd phenomena indeed but hey, know thyself and act accordingly.

Some beliefs are changing but it is too early to tell. I can see the seeds being planted. Now I water them.

[Lion]

Day 20
Rest

Got myself a room freshener that got the scent of Lavendar in it yesterday. And remembered today how good it would go along with Regeneration’s Aroma of Peace feature where the scent would help us relax even more.

This is soothing my nervous system every moment am in my room and am sure it will help with physicsl healing over time.

I didn’t even think of this feature when purchasing this aromatic room gel so I guees my subconcious moved me to make the purchase for my benefit.

[Lion]

Day 21
15 minutes each of ADONIS, CRUCIBLE KNIGHT ST1 and RAPHAEL

Got a vivid dream that made me realize I needed awareness and sexual healing regarding a particular event in my life. It wasn’t exactly a traumatic event from the past but the way I viewed something back then was still affecting me today without me knowing it. Until today when I released the feeling from my subconcious and the memory of it turned into wisdom rather than guilt.

Credit to KB1 Core, Ardent Light and Dream Traveler for this.

[Lion]

Day 22
Rest

So I was searching for some supplements for my eye condition and came across a place that treats it with them.

Possible Paragon + DR Regeneration manifestation? Called the place up for an appointment this week. Will find out.

Hmm. DR Regeneration. Maybe DR stands for DOCTOR too haha!

[Chase]

It’s good news and a sure sign things are working out for your eyes.

You kid but subconsciousness has a way to make associations. It is completely possible it sees DR Regeneration as Dr. Regen or even Regenerative Dr. I know mine certainly does it (albeit randomly lol).