keep me up with the journey, hows diving into your inner layers of mystery?
It’s been interesting. I feel like I’m getting more looks from women. I haven’t really focused on the seduction side at all. The internal growth that has been happening is great. I’ve been private journaling that and it feels good to free flow.
id like to know more of this inner development, im curious as that rarely gets talked about with wanted
I got a haircut last week and the barber went to high up and usually I’ll have an internal fluster but this time was just calm knowing that I look great. There’s some other growth I feel but can’t put into words yet.
Damn seems like wanted has a lot of work and time needed, I’m glad it’s shaking your inner world because I know you wanna be this guy, eight months of healing has a good way of letting you know who the hell you wanna become, I’m proud of you bro
Day 1 11/30
Dusting this journal off. About 5-6 minutes into Wanted ZP, I think I a Zero Point Perceptual Shift. Like a out of body experience but not. Very interesting . Diamond ZP, I’m getting some image flashes. I’m eating while listening so I wasn’t able to really focus. I hope I’m able to get Spartan tomorrow so I can play it Thursday. Now it’s the end, I am experiencing some sensations in my left arm. Like a pushup. I don’t feel drowsy at all. Next listen day, I’ll try listening in the morning
@RVconsultant Can you make a edit on the main post with the link below:
Now using the ZP versions of Wanted, Diamond, Spartan. I’ll be using this for 45 days.
I think Wanted Qv2 and Sage Immortal led me back wanting to be a model. I gotta get more photogenic and videogenic. Some guy back in early 2000s in Wanted stop me and my mom about me becoming a model. In 2015 or 2016, I got a dm from one GQ men’s magazine (I can’t recall if it was official or not) asking if I wanted to be a model but they never responded back.
Cleaning out my closet of all these old clothes I can’t fit anymore.
Is that what you had in mind?
No. I wanted it on the first post. I should’ve said first instead of main
Thank you
Did I get it right, or are you just being polite?
You might want to check:
As I edited it again.
Yeah you got it right
Day 2
Rest day
I’m still cleaning out my closet today. I was hoarding away lol. Now I’m down to 2 pants. My body was telling me to take a nap, I could barely keep my eyes open. Slept for 2 hours and some change. No dreams. I have to start going to bed early. I know I say this and then don’t do it.
I’ve decided now to run Primal Seduction instead of Diamond. I don’t have a girl right now so PS is a better fit.
Day 3
PS ZP
Woke up early today. I played PS while laying in bed and fell sleep to only wake up a couple minutes before it ended. I fell back to sleep for 2 hours. I had dream where I was in this house helping people clean up. Some things happen and eventually this girl leads me to a room with a couch in it. I’ll leave the rest to your imagination. It felt so easy to seduce her, so effortless.
Day 4
Rest day
I woke up feeling good. I’m starting back up with the star exercise. With Spartan, it’s going to be easy to have the discipline to do it every day. When I did pushups today, my wrist didn’t hurt that much. I also started doing wrist exercises again. We did a birthday zoom call for my grandma’s 70th.
Im thinking about getting a OneBlade razor. My Braun shaver foil has went down in quality over the years.
Day 5
Wanted
Spartan
There was some pressure on my lower teeth when running Wanted. I’m experienced some pressure in my third eye 3 minutes into Spartan. My whole body was relaxed. In my mind’s eye, I saw a fire coming to life and spread to my whole body. I feel more determined, more resilient. I’m watching my sibling today.