I do notice Khronos Key now.
It’s less that I can control time (yet) but more that it automatically moves according to my needs.
As in, if I do tedious stuff, time moves fast to get it over with.
Stuff I enjoy, it seems time stretches forever.
It’s awesome!
Thats awesome! Im gonna consider that module for a future project.
I realize now why I wake up with a shitty mood a lot.
Subconscious there is stuff happening. But consciously I’m in a good mood. Dreams tell me this a lot. Some are working through fears.
Very interest insight I got today.
Day 23, washout
There is a HUGE fight internally between my Ego and the new reality I want to create.
I literally can tell thoughts popping up of “does just positivity even work? Do I need to be “stronger” and more “primal” every now and then?”
VS
“You think Jesus was focused on getting his dick wet? Or making money? Focus on creating impact with people and you will get evewrything you need.”
Obviously, I even consciously want the latter. But subconsciously there seems to be a lot of stuff going on. Old beliefs, traumas, etc. I can also tell I am in TOUGH recon right now lol
LBFH’s method of recon doesn’t seem to be THAT strong in my custom. It feels like older days. OR, it is something REALLY deep that needs to be reconciled.
Much like the recent one when I reshaped my entire sexual landscape to see how I was driven by it for DECADES and now I am free of it, which is THE best feeling ever.
Not saying I don’t have sex, but I don’t NEED it, which is… cannot descibre it. Awesome.
I guess something else the Ego is still attached to is currently worked on.
Or it’s Righteous Ire, because I feel a lot of brooding anger underneath.
I get mine wet everyday!! When I take a shower 
Have you consider the effect of these modules?
Joie de Vivre
Gratitude Embodiment
Bkue Skies
Inner Voice…
For me at least they are very recony, they have to deal with everything inside that wasnt allowing for the natural expression of those attributes, Love, Gratitude, a Loving Inner Voice… theres a lot of trauma in the way of that. Even Alchemist st4 can add to the recon, it still has all the healing from st1.
I feel you! Sex is the last thing on my mind for like 3 weeks now. When you are not needy you become free and curiously enough then you have way more opportunities to have it, IF you want to.
I makes sense to me that if you picked that module is because you are to some extent conscious that you have an important amount of repressed anger that needs to be vent out and transmuted. Which circles back to the idea of old beliefs and trauma… anger, fear and loneliness are the main emotional blocks when it comes to the expression of Love, Gratitude and Joy.
Recon as you surely know is your mind coming to terms with a brighter, shinnier new reality.
Hope you are feeling better bro!!
I have not considered them but it makes a lot of sense. Blue Skies def always had a tough notion on me. But yeah, of course, if I am being honest with myself, I also had issues with Gratitude for the longest time. Always striving for more…
Today while I was out for a walk, the sun shining, and there were geese near me making funny noises, I was just grateful to experience that. My recon also subsided today. I guess there was something along those lines going on.
I also feel Alchemist ST1, the purging doing some work. Idk why, but it feels some negative energies are being kicked.
Yeah, also the fact that I am thinking of a Refined custom version of this one WITHOUT Righteous Ire is a good indicator that I need EXACTLY that module for now lol
Classic recon thing 
Thanks for your insight!
Lol thats one of my favorite mind tricks with subs. Very sneaky, it sounds so logical.
Yeah thats a tough one for sure.
Gotta treasure those moments and make them happen more often. Im gonna bring those energies forward, I feel I need them right now.
Enjoy the ride!!
Wow I woke up SUPER ANGRY wtf.
I cannot pinpoint why or what it is, but bruv. It’s definitely brooding underneath.
As soon as I am “up” and running on the daily stuff, the mood rises, but underneath, there must be something because this has been the pattern for days now.
I will do an extended meditation session today, maybe I figure it out.
Interesting dream tonight, Im trying to figure out its meaning by writing these lines.
I was in a big garage somewhere, trying to buy a cheap car from someone. The car didn’t work right at all when he was driving it or I was driving it. Gears didnt change properly, etc.
Then we sat down, to just chat about it a bit. He was very elegant in moving the scenario. Then a friend of him closed the garage door and pulled all the curtains so we were now in a dark room. He started a projector to run a presentation to sell me the car.
I was somewhat fearful/pissed (that odd combination) of being locked in that room to be forced to watch that sales presentation. I sat through it for a few minutes while eating a good food they brought also (lol), but then proceeded to tell them I am NOT gonna buy the car.
He was pissed. I could tell because he spent the money on food and presentation and whatnot and it didn’t sell.
I was like, “The moment you put me in that cage, I decided to not buy from you.”
Now I am thinking what the hell this means.
Am I working through sales-issues, thinkning it is all bad and evil (True Sell?)
Is it a metaphor for being put in a cage to some degree (LBFH/Alchemist?)
It could also be lacking belief in magick to some degree. In one of the books the guy said magick is like a car. You dont get in the car and wonder if it will start. You just turn the key and it works. Not even thinking about it. The same is true for magick. You just do it and KNOW it works. Maybe this whole scenario is me working through disbelief, which I do have to some degree. Although this metaphor helped a lot.
MAybe I’ll gain some insight later.
The best thing so far about the AWAKEN custom (amongst many things) is the calmness and tranquility.
Before I was never truly finishing things deeply because I couldn’t be bothered. Postponing things, etc. although I knew it will come back anyway.
Now I cultivated the mindset of “doing it right once and then forget about it” which is much better.
Clearly a deep and powerful change that looks miniscule, but isn’t.
I need to expand. Everything that I come across, good or bad, is just part of my karma.
It’s dealing with the lessons I’m here for.
But this makes life suuuuupereasy. I don’t care what happens, it’s just what I have to do and it’s cool.
Ran the Chiron again today and realized that the awaken custom amplifies the Chiron and TS in Chiron amplifies me being openly spiritual.
What a great combination.
Also some tough recon regarding sexual stuff resided.
Im getting much better and clearer and understanding my mind and recon.
However the awaken custom has me very inwardly focused which is why I don’t post here much.
Combination of both is the king.
I think this is a good thing. The combination of your Chiron custom with the awaken custom makes you an awakened teacher so to say. The best teachers only speak when they have value to offer, not speaking for the sake of it.
Beautiful point of view. When the old karma is dissolved, and you don’t build up in the present, just think about how fast things will go for you. It’s fascinating to see people that truly overcome themselves. They let go of all the vices and negative thoughts, that are aligned with their purpose and give value to the world.
They are the ones that become millionaires in like 1-2 years instead of 10. Nice to see your progress!
Oh thank you for the kind words!
Yeah, I attribute this to ZP, honestly. QV2 was nice, but ZP is kicking my ass. So many deep insights, and I changed so heavily so fast, it’s mental.
Literally.
To proceed:
A recent realization: As long as the lower chakras are blocked, even if slightly, I won’t gain access to even higher realms. And those are blocked through guilt, shame, or false beliefs.
I realized yesterday that I had these thoughts that my wife currently isn’t much in the mood for sex because a lot of stuff is going down. Yesterday it clicked though, I AM the one creating this reality with my mind.
If I think she doesn’t really like it, this energy will radiate.
This came to me yesterday after about 2 days of recon, and I noticed because after that realization I felt supergood, horny af. And I could tell right away because she was VERY open all of a sudden.
We are, indeed, the masters of our reality.
However, this was a deeply rooted belief that got solved there, hence the recon.
Alchemist is clearly cleansing the chakras from the bottom up, I can tell! In tandem with LBFH which uses love flooding to solve issues, this is nothing but awesome!
Are you speeding up the proces so to say? Like doing chakra meditations, yoga and breathwork?
I would recommend to do the blessing of the energy centers meditation from Joe dispenza. IMO one of the best way’s to open the chakra’s en feel the lower ones.
I also recommend the book "The Energy Codes"by Sue Morter. She goes in-dept about every center and gives so many techniques and practises you can use to open your chakra’s. She beliefs everything is energy. When we fix our energy, we fix our live problems.
Other than meditation and yoga, nope. I am however, FINALLY getting around to reading “Becoming Supernatural” by Mr. Dispenza.
Yet another book on the 100 book list lol
Will check it out, and I, for one, also agree with the last part. The physical is just a manifestation of our perception. There is no matter. Just dense energy.
Day 32, rest days
THE MIND SHAPES THE BODY
We know about physical shifting, and my results from Wanted ZP are still impressive to me.
But now, I ran my AWAKEN custom for about 5 times, I reduced my bodybuilding exercises, just a bit of general movement capability once a week, plus Yoga and going for walks, and I look better than ever.
I don’t believe it is just the healthier diet (fish, vegetable, fruits, wholegrain, and fermented products), reducing sugar, alcohol, and coffee.
I believe it’s also my general uplifted mood. I am vibing high a lot ever since I ran it.
I always had this thought that this is actually why superstars are so beautiful, jacked, good looking and sexy. It’s not just the workouts, it’s because they enjoy what they’re doing, they’re living in abundance, love, and freedom. Hence the body receives positives chemicals from positive thoughts.
The same is happening to me.
Very impressive “side-effect” of that custom.
Did anyone already report on the Void of Creation Module on the forum? please link.
Today I came across a passage in a book I am reading that LITERALLY describes the Void of Creation and how to use it in a meditation to manifest whatever you desire.
By tapping into the Unified Field by becoming no thing, no one, no body, and no time. The void. From there, you can create whatever you desire.
Haven’t tried it yet, but I will!
Day 37, RICH 30s
I realized I need to heal mostly. SUBTRACT before you ADD more.
I was initially planning on solving my sexual issues which I think, I have a lot. Many years of porn usage, etc.
However, I realize something else the last days while meditating.
I consciously know that there’s nothing wrong with making money while being spiritually inclined.
I know, money is something we designed over here and humanity wouldn’t need it, I also know you dont take anything with you through the great wall.
However, this thought process made me realize that I just use spirituality as an excuse to not take care of financial responsibilites. Or rather, to be free.
More money means more freedom, which means helping more people to see the light.
So if anything, having a ton of money is the NECESSITY I need to cover to follow my path and purpose.
Whatever the reason, the trauma, the pain is, even after over 8 months of EoG, there is still something within my mind, that just doesn’t like the thought of making money for the sake of it.
I mean, I have a plan with it, and I don’t even feel big on spending, but still. There is something lurking subconsciously.
This is why I want to tackle this first.
I keep running my AWAKEN and CHIRON Customs, maybe iterating on months (with an emphasis on AWAKEN), but I now added RICH into it.
I was thinking of EoG ST1 again, but it is a bit too wide, and as the description says, I dont need unbelievable amounts of wealth. I just need enough to be free and make use of it. So RICH should cover this nicely while also manifesting lots of it.