Last Night I got about 2 loops of QL and Est1 and khan.
Today morning I got 1 loop of my custom Terminus Squared.
I feel great TBH
It’s still too early for a full report.
But I feel like I’m developing a distaste towards porn. Like my porn preferences are swinging.
Yesterday, I felt like watching porn. But then when I was going to go incognito, I didn’t really feel like watching it, the idea of jerkiing off was appealing in my head. But I was indifferent about watching or not watching, and I chose to rather not watch it.
I have had some growing concerns over my health today. More like worries over potential problems. I need to step up my eating habits.
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Looks like PoMaQ is kicking in! I recommend also getting a tracker to keep yourself motivated.
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Yea!!! Thanks man will surely do that!
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Holy moly this journal has been all over the place. Time to organise.
Did you change your profile photo? Almost mistook you for Saint Sovereign.
10th Sept 2020
Last Listening Day of the week
Stark Q Terminus Square Day : 1 loop in the morning
Stark Q Day 53
EF Q ST1 Day 57
Khan ST1 Day 2
EOGST1 Day 1
Overnight I had a dream where I was watching porn, and in my dream I jerked off and felt so horrible and cursed subclub in my dreams that stop POMAQ is so pretentious. But it was just a dream.
No PMO Day 5
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One thing I noticed how POMAQ might have kicked in so strongly all of a sudden.
Over the last week there has been one particular change.
I visited my village home on Sunday and stayed there till Wednesday. Maybe the action of going to a new environment interrupted my pattern of PMO and set the script in motion.
@SaintSovereign what do you think?
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Next week I’ll stay Light on the stacking.
Only my terminus Squared custom for 1 loop every alternate day, 3 times.
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I’m thinking of working up to a stack, not that heavy and not that many multi-stages, but close.
Do you distinctly notice results/effects of each sub?
you know subs are working when your nightmares of what didn’t work in your life, really has become only a dream lol
When I’ve tapered down a stack, not off days, the noticeable effects of the sub explode. Looking forward to that update.
EF- I’ve always been malnourished skinny my entire life. I’m at my most meaty body structure ever. Although maybe slightly on the higher fat percentage side.
Khan and EOG are still too early.
StarkQ custom- been hanging out with a person I’ve known for 2 decades. Only recently he has become my mentor. Actually he has always been there as a potential mentor,but I never looked at things through the right lens.
Plus No PMO Day 5.
That’s the most brilliant quote I’ve read all day
I did not understand this
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Running a stack of 3-5 subs and then cutting down the stack next week to 1 or 2 subs .
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lol, glad 
OFF DAY
Holy shit! I slipped today. It’s like there’s a part of me that’s forcing me to PMO. Ughhb
OFF DAY 2
Nothing special today yet
Light Week Day 1
Overnight Playlist:
11:00 pm EF1
12:00 am 60 min silence
01:00 am EF 1
02:00 am 60 min
03:00 am EF 1
04:00 am 60 min
05:00 am EF 1
06:00 am 60 Min
07:00 am EF 1
08:00 am Stark Q core Custom Terminus Squared
Light Week Day 2
10:30 pm EF1
11:30 pm 60
12:30 pm EF1
01:30 am 60
02:30 am EF 1
03:30 am 60
04:30 am EF 1
05:30 am 60
06:30 am EF 1
07:30 am 60
08:30 am Stark Q core Custom Terminus Squared in
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The Light Week was good.
Next Week I will take my custom off
Stack
EoG 1
Khan 1
EF 1
I just realised that I am not ready for my stark Q core custom yet!
I need a lot of healing needed inside. I’ll pause my custom Journal now.
I’m gonna back to my Khan Journal!