Day 22, Date 19, Monday [ on day ]
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Added Sanguine Ultima as stack [1 loop daily]
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Woke up With optimism, was feeling good, settled in myself.
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That snapchat girl is not intimidating me anymore. I am not worried about her now.
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These days i am craving for attention from opposite sex, whether in person or on social media. Which is not good for me in know.
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Feeling grateful for what i have.
Day 23, Date 20, Tuesday [on day] { 8 loops at night }
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Woke up with freshness and good feeling.
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Getting stares from random people. Had stare battles with some guys. Small incident- I was on my bike on pinion seat with my cousin and a lady who was in the car with her husband didn’t stop staring dead in my eyes. I don’t know if that was my delusion or not.
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Everyone is nice to me except some people.
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I am noticing my cravings regarding that snapchat girl.
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Night time - feeling lonely. Like no one is around me, i wanna get loved that kind of feeling.
Day 24, Date 21, Wednesday [on day]
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Last night while running EQ, i woke up in the night 2-3 times. This started happening from mid last week. Finally woke up at 5:30 am and suddenly I thought of that Snapchat girl, checked that she messaged or not. I know i am thinking too much about her. This SUCKS
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6:30 am - Finally the feeling came that I don’t care anymore about anything. I felt so light like something heavy is gone from my mind
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Relapsed on PMO 2 times but not feeling bad about it and letting it go.
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Watched harry potter movie thats it.
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I procrastinated all day.