Just noticed invictus even have quote from JJK.
Haha fun fact
Even though Gojo says it in the anime, the quote find its roots from the Lotus Sutra , a prominent Buddhist text.
The more you know
Oh wow , Now I’m getting this sutta on audible as I’m very into Buddhism
The trouble is that I don’t know if I’m even talking to the Invictus that wrote this post or not, but I suppose if I’m seeing it in my reality, then it’s probably the reality that you’re still chilling in.
Long story short I took some spiritual substances a while back, and I was pretty much told by a higher power that what you’ve described here is exactly how reality actually works. I was shown the multiverse and shown that pretty much everything that my consciousness decides that it wants, it can have, it just needs to jump to another reality that contains it. I was also shown that our consciousness is hopping realities literally like every second, it’s just hopping to realities that are so similar to the one that we just left that we don’t actually notice anything.
Idk, do with that what you will lol
What even is reality?
I’ve been pondering upon this question for a while now, way before my “disappearance”, in fact, I’d say it all started last year due to an interaction I had with Saint, after I started becoming more and more aware of my intuitive abilities (specifically clairvoyance, and something else that I don’t know if I should even mention haha), and since then, I’ve been lost in my thoughts, sometimes I get a bit too grounded and end up distracted, but then at some point, the question creeps up on me again, and with it come all kinds of thoughts, that lead to me exploring again.
So what is it this time?
For how sober I’ve been, this does all sounds extremely far fetched, and to an average person reading this, it won’t even make much sense, but if you open up your mind, then who knows what you’ll discover.
I’ve been going deeper and deeper inside my mind, and each time I do that, it gets trippier.
I’ve been going deeper down the halls of my mind castle, which I’ve mentioned before in older journals, but while as before I could see doors to my different selves, where behind each door lies a persona that embodies all the archetypes within myself (this is one reason for my flow factor being high with every archetype sub, because I’ve “seen” my own limitless-ness), now, the doors I find aren’t just for the archetypes and personas that live within my mind.
Each door, or more like, each room, has been showing me different “realities”, now you might wonder how I might be perceiving that, and it’s as simple as me meditating while visualizing, and I find myself in the castle exploring the rooms, and each time I go in one, I find myself in the consciousness of my “other selves”, which leads to interesting things happening to my own perceived reality.
For example:
I was doing my aforementioned meditation last week, and opened a door that showed me a version of myself being a famous BJJ fighter, with a few championships under me, and I could feel the amount of pain, time, blood, and tears that version of me put into his craft, and it made me so proud that I’m successful regardless of the reality I’m in, but then something unexpected happened in my own reality.
On Thursday I was informed that my gym is at the verge of shutting down at the end of December, as the contract is coming to an end, and the owner of the building is not convinced to renew the contract yet.
Combine that with the fact that this time last year I told @GoldenTiger, @Moon and @bombayduck that I wanna join this one MMA gym that’s like 15 minutes away, but didn’t due to the fact that my gym is in the perfect spot for me to go anywhere further, and it all starts to make sense as to what’s happening.
The feeling of pride and happiness I got from seeing that “reality” has somehow started a reality-transition, or in other words, the reality is adapting, and the reason, I suspect, is due to the heightened emotions I felt while “seeing” that reality, to the point that my subconscious has decided to bring it here instead
Other than that, I’ve also been dreaming a lot about the end of the world, and every single time, I’m either at a party, having sex, or surrounded by girls, and this has been telling me that there needs to be a change in how I’m going on with my life, and funnily enough, since the dreams started, I’ve been less sexual and horny in general, even after trying to work on it using sexual subs, even Khan Black couldn’t do anything
That’s why I’m just gonna say this:
@PizzaShaman @SwedishBuddha and anyone else considering a sub like the one I built: be careful.
All the above isn’t even from more than 4 loops, and for a sub I’ve had for almost a month now, just 4 loops is low, especially for someone like me, and it’s not due to the manifestations, if you guys don’t realize it by now, the idea of this sub isn’t to manifest things, I’m already good at that even with just 3 mins of a standard store title, but the main objective of this sub is to explore the depths of the subconscious mind, hence why there are modules like:
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Wheel of creation: this module will teach you not just how things come into creation, but also how reality really works, what even is a manifestation, and how deeply interconnected the universe, reality, and the subconscious mind really are.
Words can’t describe it haha, but you’ll know when you experience the module, which is why I think this module is the most important one here. -
Merger of Worlds + Inner Voice: I mentioned the “language of the subconscious” earlier today on a different thread, well, if you want it to make sense, these two are key for that.
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The Flow + Joie de Vivre: these 2 are the only reason why I haven’t lost my mind yet
make sure they’re in there, or things can get overwhelming, cause without these, the revelations you’ll get from the sub might lead you to fall into nihilism, but with the combo of these 2 modules, not only will you feel more at peace with everything you’ll learn, but it will also give you the joy that comes from learning all these new concepts.
If I were to update this custom, I’d honestly only add one core, and switch out Khronos Key for it, and the core would be: NLE.
@SaintSovereign if you updated Mind’s Eye with NLE (since it’s most likely that it’s the only upgrade for it), would there be an option to update the QTKS custom for smaller price than the full rebuild price?
If you find a good answer to that question, please go to your local university, they’ll immediately award you a doctoral degree in philosophy and celebrate you as an expert in ontology.
That is literally the hardest question to answer.
But…
and that has me hook, line, and sinker!
I had spent some time today going over what I’d want in my version of iCreate. So far I’m here with
The Generator
1 Revelation of Mind Core
2 Mind’s Eye Core
3 KBC4 Core
4 Ascension Chamber Core
5 Sands of Time
6 Jupiter
7 Dominion
8 Divine Will
9 Wheel of Creation
10 Void of Creation
11 Yggdrasil
12 Omnidimensional
13 Mosaic
14 DEUS
15 Pragya
16 Fusion Optimized
17 Carpe Diem Ascended
18 Stillmind
19
20
Would be great! I’d like to get NE in mine as well.
Interestimg modules recommendation, what about wheel of creation and Void of creation ?
I did understand it’s not only for manifestation. And one of my interests is understanding how reality actually works down to the deepest layer.
I have done meditations of different religions gone to the deepest point of mind in Buddhism and even gone into cessation. How can the awakenings of different practices be so different if they all point to the same thing should not the awakenings be the same, so many mysteries that I want have experiencal knowledge about.
One of my teachers thought I was a deva in my previous life that were silly so I got sent back to earth XD.
Reading this I might have to rethink my listen schedule with it though. And just use it alone on a day which I kinda figured out but this really confirmed it.
Understanding what is actually awareness how does it function. I also added sam/vana as I dreamed about that module before.
- Ascension Chamber Core
- Mind’s Eye Core
- Tyrant
- Dominion
- Omnidimensional
- Jupiter
- Yggdrasil
- Current Invoker
- The Architect
- Void of Creation
- Pragya
- Fortune’s Favorite
- Divine Will
- The Merger of Worlds
- Wheel of Creation
- Sands of Time
- Joie de Vivre
- Inner Voice
- SAM//VANA
- The Flow
Also really appreciate you sharing your experience with it.
How long loops do you listen to btw?
Sounds like something out of a movie. I would love to experience this too, soon.
This is the sole reason why we haven’t launched QTKS wide yet. The rebuild price would still be a bit restrictive, but we’re still working on it.
Hahaha I don’t explore for the sake of a written document or to be celebrated
I’d say, RoM core and KB4 core here are a bit too much, mostly because Artisanal cores are denser and they can potentially make the custom somewhat unstable (it could work, but it might be very overwhelming).
I already talked about WoC, but as for VoC, it’s the bread and butter for this custom, as without it, I wouldn’t have been able to tap into all these abilities I’m finding out about, or be able to unlock the knowledge that is hidden behind the veil separating the ego and the self.
Even as I’m writing this, something I said last night is now creating its way to become a reality .
It’s a beautiful module, and so is Sands of Time, which I see you have in there as well.
I would have liked to have them, but Khronos Key is a better option to affect the perception of time, instead of using Sands of Time (though the combo of these two would have been the most optimal).
Always 15 minutes.
If only you read the sex stories from my past
I would say half the price would be justifiable for an update rebuild
If it covers production cost. I kinda thought that production with licenses and such makes a huge part of the price.
But we will know the minimal production cost once they release a rebuild option.
I initially didn’t wanna post about this, because even though it happened due to the blooming effects of everything I’ve ran for a while + the fact that my current baseline as a person is far beyond what anyone could imagine (I could stop running all non-esoteric subs today and I would still have compounded results due to my reputation alone).
The reason I didn’t wanna share this is because it’s another one of those “offers” that I ended up rejecting without much thought, as a subconscious reaction, and ended up not caring about it enough to even think about it again.
But yeah, I basically got a call with a job offer from someone who knew me from my last job, as he met me once at an event we hosted (during the time I ran HoM for the first time 1 and a half years ago), and the offer was pretty straightforward:
80k QAR a month (around 22k USD) for a lead position in International Marketing (specifically events management) at my previous place of work (Qatar Tourism).
The only reason I’m posting this here is because of the parallel I noticed between me on NRICH and off of it, because at the time of running it, I was wishing to go back, but now, I rejected without a second thought.
Pretty interesting
I’m curious do you run Icreate then other subs after or you do it on a day alone?
I haven’t really been running other subs for a while now, so it’s just iCreate, then I go with my day normally.
Wanted to ask you about the differences between a normal Q custom and the QTKS custom after a while now?
Do the new ones feel more “fitting” or glove like? Or has there been more recon and adapting etc
Keep going with the results bro
QTKS feels much more personal, and goes deeper, but at the end of the day they’re more natural feeling.
You won’t see results outta nowhere and be like “woah”, instead it will come to you so naturally that your belief in subs would deepen.
Let’s simplify that.
How would you rate normal ZP and QTKS on a scale of 1 to 10? 10 is max.
For example
normal ZP 5
QTKS 7
I like your interest in SF6 I used to be so addicted to tekken. Me and all the cousins during family meetups (Arabs, go figure) we’d fight to the teeth in that game, people would sometimes leave with real bruisemarks after a good heated tekken session in my room.