Woke up 4 hours earlier than intended and performed my current spiritual practice, basically prayer and meditation right afterwards. I did no listening overnight like I have been the past few days and I’m even taking today off listening. My prayers are of a unique kind as I do not subscribe to religion. Basically it’s known as metaphysical prayer. Afterwards I still had a huge amount of energy but decided that waking up at 4:22 in the morning would have me feeling dead by the afternoon (although I’m not so sure about that because ever since I’ve been exposed to emperor my overall energy levels have gotten an insane boost and are more stabilized). In any case I didn’t want to take the risk so i went back to sleep.
I had a dream (and a very vivid one) about combined events that have happened to me at work over the past 3 years. I notice I’ve been dreaming more often, more vividly, with easier dream recall wince starting this stack. In any case, during the dream I was woken up by a noise. Woke right back up bursting with energy. A realization then hit me in regards to my previous post. 5 years ago I had just gotten out of the worst relationship of my life (if I don’t count the long-distance one that came right before it), and literally a week later I was in a new relationship with the woman I just broke up with last weekend.
I found it ironic that 5 years down the line she did the same thing, and at the same age that I was five years ago, which is 23. The realization almost made me chuckle. I think this was Sanguine’s way or helping me realize how funny life can be and to further cement my nonchalance toward the situation. Of course I feel the limitless portion of emperor probably helped me make the realization in the first place. This is a perfect example of “charging it to the game”.
I also began plotting which programs and stacks I’d like to run all the way up to 2022, and they all include programs from subclub, so it looks like I’m here to stay. In 2022 I may or may not return to the previous sub producer I was with. It’ll depend upon what my current needs are.