@lrw oh you mean from that time. Yeah it was the first time i used the 4 ZPs. Sex mastery, Diamond, Libertine and PS ZP.
Since then i have not had a similar experiance with anyone else nor could i replicate it. It felt like a conditional side effect of those 4. I did feel it with Green eyes before but she was too much in her masculine energy for me fully let go. Right now i feel like i have the ability to pierce her guard and make her comfortable enough to let go in her feminine.
If you want to experiance it with someone they need the capcity to go that deep and they need to be comfortable enough. I can only guess that Saint reverse engineerd that outcome when he made the monstrosity in order for it to catch the same lightning in a bottle.