Be curious about the self-construct
A collection of embodied perceptual-motivational algorithms and heuristics. Shaped by bio-historical memory/momentum and inter/intra-personal experience and interaction.
Be curious about the self-construct
A collection of embodied perceptual-motivational algorithms and heuristics. Shaped by bio-historical memory/momentum and inter/intra-personal experience and interaction.
Iām noticing a sense of purpose and joy in competition with my stress or tension about work. Itās pretty interesting.
and then
8 times out of 10 the means and avenue to the fruition of your aspirations will be YOU or will centrally involve you.
You will be amazed to discover a miraculous tree growing from the soil of YOU.
WITHOUT EXCEPTION,
All Resources are BURDENS that were, first, handled, and, eventually, harnessed.
To find your WEALTH, look more closely to your Burdens.
Tomorrow Sunday 11 January 2026 is my 5th inter-play-period processing day. Monday 12 January 2026 begins my next play period. This time with Alchemist 3 and Khan Black 3 and continuing yet still with Ecstasy of the Golden One.
This play period will take me to March 11.
Each full play period plus 5 processing days is 65 days.
So two play periods = 130 days
three = 195 days
four = 260 days
five = 325 days and here weāre getting close to a year.
six = 390 days
So by the time you complete six play periods, you have passed a year and almost a month.
Six play periods feels like a meaningful period of time to gauge and evaluate movement towards a goal or aspiration.
Started my new play period today. During meditation as usual.
Forgot to start from microloops because I felt like I was just locking back in and reengaging with where Iād left off.
So, I played 15 minutes of Ecstasy of the Golden One.
Sat for 15 minutes
Played 15 minutes of Alchemist 3
Started playing Khan Black 3. About a minute into that, I remembered, and pressed stop.
On Wednesday, Iāll begin with 30 seconds of each. haha.
And here we go.
The (apparent) intimacy of somatic perception occludes awareness of consciousness.
work with that.
The compelling/compulsive, magnetic quality of social perception distracts from awareness of consciousness.
work with that.
When a mirror works perfectly, we tend to forget that it is there and focus, instead, on only what it is showing to us.
How could you draw a picture of a mirror that made it clear that it was different from any other piece of glass? That would only be possible by including in the drawing the ānot-Mirrorā. In other words, you would have to include the object that is reflected by the mirror on its surface.
The full expression of āmirror-nessā is found in ānot-mirror-nessā.
Consciousness is similar.
When our perceptions and perceptual channels (elements of consciousness) are flowing coherently and organically, we forget about consciousness (for the most part) and instead focus on the World or the Reality that we seem to be experiencing directly.
Not a bug; a feature.
Noticing gradual shifts in some of the ways that Iām perceiving other people. Remains to be seen what those shifts will become. Sometimes such things can be transient and barely remembered after some time.
But it seems to be a part of a larger shift towards FIELD-focused orientation and perception. Seeing and relating to āthingsā as parts of larger FIELDS that may or may not be immediately apparent and obvious.
Itās almost a kind of paradigm inversion.
Like when you go from seeing this

as 2 faces, to seeing it as 1 vase, to seeing it as both or as something else entirely.
Anyway.
Weāll see.
If matter is neither created nor destroyed;
this means that everyone and everything here can trace a direct line of descent back to the genesis of planet Earth.
(estimated at 4 billion years ago)
Be very wary of limiting or devaluing your own real life based on other peopleās (or your own ) heuristics-driven judgments.
Itās a very easy mistake; and a significant one.