Life on Earth
Flora and Fauna
Gen-
Gene
Genera
Generate
Generation
Generations
Genesis
Life on Earth
Flora and Fauna
Gen-
Gene
Genera
Generate
Generation
Generations
Genesis
Another 1-minute sub day. Felt even lighter than it did last time, but Iāll still try to pay attention to what happens in the next day.
Iām reviewing the focuses of Stage I of Alchemist, and itās seeming that Iāve had an almost immediate reaction this second time around. Maybe thatās in part due to having run it before, and in part due to this new build (Zero Point, anti-recon, etc.). But wow. Thatās a promising first week. I wonder where things will go next.
Is there anyway to be a man and be sexually attracted to women and not be an idiot about it?
I havenāt discovered it yet.
Lol
I think that I should note here that from mid-August to now, I have experienced a flow of modest but significant money opportunities. In several cases, people up-negotiated how much they would be paying me, or gave me the opportunity to increase.
I offer a kind of consultation service as a side-avenue. And I had 6 or so people express interest. One of them I have not even been able to engage with yet. This is not yet a machine for powerful wealth generation and vocational alignment, but it is something.
This has actually happened and Iām grateful.
Current phase seems to include integration of FIELD and Field-level processes and phenomena into SELF.
Went back to 30 seconds today. An experiment based on a theory.
Unconscious choices and actions shape and form your life.
For example:
Every pattern of emotion, reaction, or evaluation, contains within itselfāusually unacknowledgedāan implicit model and framing of time.
You can only feel despair or depression if you hold onto and reinforce a particular way of framing time in this moment.
Many people do not think of this.
30 seconds each again last night.
The current primary gauge for me of increasing loop lengths is Degree and Volume of Engaged Action.
This song from childhood was just popping into my head repeatedly, and I finally went back and listened to it again.
Michael Sembelloās Maniac
I was 10 years old when this song came out. And it struck me then.
I still like how the two of them, Sembello and Dennis Matkosky, wrote and arranged it, and sang, played, and performed it.
Now, Iām old enough that Iāve heard and can recognize some of the bossa nova influences that inspired it.
Well:
she looks good
she seems to be attracted to me
she seems to enjoy having sex with me
she can walk in a straight line unaided
We must be compatible!
I am thinking that if a person really dives deep into this subject of compatibility, the entire world of dating, mating, and bonding fundamentally changes.
For the average younger person, compatibility is about āLike and Wantā. Well, do I like and want you? Do you like and want me?
Check.
Check.
Looks like weāre good.
Back to 1 minute again today.
One step at a time.
Probably not fair.
I donāt know if this is true.
Transition from a five-senses, ego-based, materialist cosmology
to a
consciousness-based, phenomenologist cosmology.
In which consciousness, sensations, self, mind are included as part of the Cosmos, not somehow magically outside of or separate from it.
Materialism is revealed as much more fanciful and fantastical.
I did 1:46 just now of Ecstasy of the Golden One. I decided, for today, to aim for a minute, but to let horse stance tell me when to stop.
One cool small detail is that Iām feeling horse stance in my kua more than in my knees, which makes me think that itās moving in the right direction.
After I rest for a while, Iāll do Alchemist. Then more rest and Khan Black 1.
I love having 3 programs in my stack; but in manageable shorter loops, for now.
2:04 seconds of Alchemist in 馬ę„ć