The MALKUTH Catharsis (Malkuth Journal)

Life on Earth

Flora and Fauna

Gen-
Gene
Genera
Generate
Generation
Generations

Genesis

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Another 1-minute sub day. Felt even lighter than it did last time, but I’ll still try to pay attention to what happens in the next day.

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I’m reviewing the focuses of Stage I of Alchemist, and it’s seeming that I’ve had an almost immediate reaction this second time around. Maybe that’s in part due to having run it before, and in part due to this new build (Zero Point, anti-recon, etc.). But wow. That’s a promising first week. I wonder where things will go next.

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Is there anyway to be a man and be sexually attracted to women and not be an idiot about it?

I haven’t discovered it yet.

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Lol :rofl:

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I think that I should note here that from mid-August to now, I have experienced a flow of modest but significant money opportunities. In several cases, people up-negotiated how much they would be paying me, or gave me the opportunity to increase.

I offer a kind of consultation service as a side-avenue. And I had 6 or so people express interest. One of them I have not even been able to engage with yet. This is not yet a machine for powerful wealth generation and vocational alignment, but it is something.

This has actually happened and I’m grateful.

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Current phase seems to include integration of FIELD and Field-level processes and phenomena into SELF.

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Went back to 30 seconds today. An experiment based on a theory.

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Unconscious choices and actions shape and form your life.

For example:

Every pattern of emotion, reaction, or evaluation, contains within itself–usually unacknowledged–an implicit model and framing of time.

You can only feel despair or depression if you hold onto and reinforce a particular way of framing time in this moment.

Many people do not think of this.

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Already 7 years since this master laid it down:

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30 seconds each again last night.

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The current primary gauge for me of increasing loop lengths is Degree and Volume of Engaged Action.

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This song from childhood was just popping into my head repeatedly, and I finally went back and listened to it again.

Michael Sembello’s Maniac

I was 10 years old when this song came out. And it struck me then.

I still like how the two of them, Sembello and Dennis Matkosky, wrote and arranged it, and sang, played, and performed it.

Now, I’m old enough that I’ve heard and can recognize some of the bossa nova influences that inspired it.

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Well:

she looks good
she seems to be attracted to me
she seems to enjoy having sex with me
she can walk in a straight line unaided

We must be compatible!

I am thinking that if a person really dives deep into this subject of compatibility, the entire world of dating, mating, and bonding fundamentally changes.

For the average younger person, compatibility is about ā€˜Like and Want’. Well, do I like and want you? Do you like and want me?

Check.
Check.

Looks like we’re good.

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Back to 1 minute again today.

One step at a time.

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Probably not fair.

I don’t know if this is true.

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Transition from a five-senses, ego-based, materialist cosmology

to a

consciousness-based, phenomenologist cosmology.

In which consciousness, sensations, self, mind are included as part of the Cosmos, not somehow magically outside of or separate from it.

Materialism is revealed as much more fanciful and fantastical.

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I did 1:46 just now of Ecstasy of the Golden One. I decided, for today, to aim for a minute, but to let horse stance tell me when to stop.

One cool small detail is that I’m feeling horse stance in my kua more than in my knees, which makes me think that it’s moving in the right direction.

After I rest for a while, I’ll do Alchemist. Then more rest and Khan Black 1.

I love having 3 programs in my stack; but in manageable shorter loops, for now.

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2:04 seconds of Alchemist in 馬ꭄ怂

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