That is such a good question.
Unfortunately, I have the exact same question.
When I was running ZP customs, I tried harder to stick to the 2 core rule.
One of my customs was Sapiens which had the program cores: Emperor and Quantum Limitless.
The other custom was called Naissance, and was built with The Alchemist and Sage Immortal. (But I also included the experimental core, Ascension Chamber).
Part of the reason that I’ve included 3 program cores this time is that these are QTKS customs. And while it’s not actually written anywhere, I decided that this build might possibly be able to work for me with 3 program cores.
The other thing is that when it comes to QTKS customs, they are meant to be played for a long time with no change. Ideally the person would have one QTKS custom and that would free up one to two slots for other possibilities. So, since I knew I would be playing these programs long-term, I decided to make them exactly as I wanted them; even though that meant three program cores.
Apart from that, my processing almost always feels gradual. I think it’s probably just the nature of my mind. There are a few exceptions from time to time. I had an immediate response to Genesis. And I had an immediate response years ago when I first ran Stark Terminus.
When it comes to PHENOMENAUT, it fits pretty organically with my overall life-commitments and life-directions. I’ve been working on those projects for many years, basically since childhood. In a sense, processing and integration is not an issue. I’m willing to be patient, and I’ll be walking the path in either case.
When it comes to BUILD, that’s different. There’s more heavy lifting for this program to do. I am not a person with an incredible wealth and entrepreneurialism background. Nonetheless, I believe in myself. I don’t mean that I believe everything will always be smooth and I’ll always do and achieve exactly what I wish. I mean that I believe in myself. I am the core subliminal. I am following my goals and dreams. That is the case no matter what the scenery and the tools around me might happen to be.
So ultimately, it’s on me.
I’ll do what I can to create what I wish to create as long as I’m given the amazing blessings of breath, life, and intention. And thank god for each additional tool that makes that process a bit more supported (for example, my subliminals).
So, I worry about processing and integration sometimes. But underneath that, I’m mainly just wanting to walk the path.