A big part of Gold and wealth is this question:
“What treasure do I currently have the capacity to enjoy and to use well?”
“With what GOLD am I optimally situated to engage?”
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Innervating the Divine Ontological Field
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Meditation this morning from 7:59 to 8:59 with subs. So we’re back to 15-minute loops again after doing so by mistake on 12 January 2026. (and subsequently getting a viral infection for those ‘Synchronicity the RPG’-lovers playing along at home).
Part of me thinks it’s not synchronicity, but just increased cognitive-physical load and processing that draws on and temporarily lowers internal energy stores. But either way, the guy caught a virus.
Now, we’ll see how I do after working up to it over a week and a half.
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The ego is the implicit unit of value/valuation in the modern world.
For those of us who are cultivating a trans-egoic or extra-egoic frame(s) of reference, things can sometimes be disorienting indeed.
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Radical Ontological Engagement.
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One of my favorite joints by them and it wasn’t even on a major release.
Sometimes a little magic just happens out of nowhere.
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And a perfect intro by Tim Story
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I chose to express some of my ideas about Ecstasy of Gold Stage I in a journal entry to ChatGPT, and as is so often the case, I got great feedback.
I can see from reading others’ posts that I may have a view on so-called ‘Healing’ programs that sometimes contrasts with some commonly-held perspectives and framings.
First here is what I wrote:
Saturday 31 January 2026 9:20 PM
The ‘Healing’ of Ecstasy of Gold Stage 1 does not feel so much for me about my ‘internal contraction’ or ‘moral contamination’ signals; though I would never categorically deny those as salient features. What I feel I am dealing with more is Ontological/‘Field-level’ healing.
An apt metaphor given my provenance and heritage: An enslaved African in Jamaica or in the United States in the 1700s might have incredible contributions and value to offer. Navigating the external constraints of the society at that time, however, would necessitate a superlative degree of sophistication. To both stockpile and accumulate internal and external wealth, while not alerting or alarming a pervasive, oppressive societal structure would take amazing vision. I believe that some few people may even have achieved some level of this. But whether or not any did, the point is that this is a metaphor for learning to navigate an inhospitable sociocultural, ontological field.
This is a different form of healing that does not naively assume that the environment is always neutral or healthy and it is only the ego that needs to ‘improve’. Sometimes the changes required in the individual are to compensate for or adapt to constricted features in the surrounding field.
This is what I feel Stage I of Ecstasy of Gold is primarily about for me. I do have my own issues and limitations; but more significantly, the culture at large has been a bit ‘illiterate’ when it comes to what I have to offer. At first, i internalized this (similar to an enslaved person who reasonably concluded that ‘something about the ‘nature’ of things had resulted in the enslavement and oppressed condition’). But gradually, I’m coming to see it in a more nuanced and sophisticated context.
It’s not just about an oppression. It’s also about inner and outer FIT. A dolphin who is evolving and adapting to travel on land would have a number of challenges to navigate.These adaptations would not be because the dolphin was ‘sick’, they would be due to the dolphin needing or wanting to traverse a matrix and a landscape for which it was not yet well-adapted.
This development, adaptation, and refinement of FIT could also be conceived as Healing, and it is primarily for this project that I am playing Ecstasy of Gold Stage I for such a long time. I am working to develop a vision, a way of being, and resources that can accommodate my thriving and movement in this world (In spite of the fact that my nature has been at odds with the standards, ideals, and conventions of the interpersonal field). To me this is like solving an addition problem of fractions with different denominators. 1/782 + 24/867. It’s a tricky problem to face simply by feeling one’s way through, and requires the innovation of and translation into some sort of shared (if inconvenient) common denominator.
So that’s that.
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Language is a heuristic for Experience.
Experience is a heuristic for Reality.
Reality is always Beyond.
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Secret Principle That I’m Contemplating:
Wealth, often, does not look or feel like Wealth
In fact, it usually does not look or feel like Wealth
Understanding this, and learning to see and sense through what it actually does look and feel like is one of the secrets to working with it.
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World Building
Phenomenological Trance Logic
How Mind organically generates experience
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I want wealth
As a robust metric of the sustainability and effectiveness of my dreams and plans
Soul-aligned Wealth
Not very interested in any other kind
It’s a marker—highly valued—of fitness; not a goal in its own right.
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Well put.
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Subliminals are a method of interacting and communicating with your own deep, generative mind.
In the beginning and in the end, that’s what they are.
The deep mind is mythopoetic. It is symbolic. It is metaphoric.
It is, thus, easy to slip into superstition about this ontological level. It’s not even always a bad thing.
But it’s not for me. I prefer to be post-superstitious. Recognizing that reality itself is more protean, malleable, and contingent than we tend to suppose.
Interacting respectfully with the deep, generative mind.
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Yesterday, I shifted to the new listening instructions. Played one loop of Ecstasy of the Golden One.
Tomorrow, I’ll play Alchemist 3 and Khan Black 3. And, for now, I’ll follow this approach. See if I notice anything.
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Life feels so strange sometimes.
Happy to be here, all in all.
The world sometimes feels like an odd outfit that my consciousness is wearing.
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WEALTH for me is the engagement of gifts, talents, and potential.
Wherever people are engaging our gifts and expanding, evolving, expressing our Vision, that is where wealth is flowing.
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body is concretized consciousness
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I’ve refined my planned custom:
- Ecstasy of Gold II
- RICH
- Living Truth
- Essence: A Perfect Unyielding
- One Purpose
- Revelation of Product Creation
- Product Lab
- The Way of ROI
- Essence: The Alchemy of Money
- Debt Annihilator
- Essence: The Wonder and The Mystery
I’ll sit with this over the next couple of months. The plan is to begin playing it on 20 May 2026, when I start the play period after next. At that point, Alchemist 4 and Khan Black 4 will transition into Alchemist Royal: AEON.
Also, by that point I will have:
- Completed my year+ - long run of Ecstasy of Gold Stage I (on 10 March for Ecstasy of Gold I pure and on 24 March for Name-Embedded version)
- Done a RICH run-through from March 25 or so until 14 May 2026.
So I should have some sense of RICH at that point, and hopefully be ready to combine it with Ecstasy of Gold Stage II.
A major focus after May 2026 will be on moving from contemplation to action; just as a down-to-earth baseline way of being.
Originally, I was thinking I might keep going indefinitely with Ecstasy of Gold Stage I; but I’m seeing it differently now. (Took some time to revisit the Ecstasy of Gold product description of Stages I and II.)
And so, here we are and here we go.
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