The Kingsman (EoG, RICH, Executive, Wanted)

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Kingsman

Highly intelligent mysterious individual with an abundance of wealth. Lives in the present moment. He is physically fit and is a masterful lover. Loyal to his own set of values and his partner.

Phase 1 expected to be a year long commitment. EoG will be three months of each stage.

Excited for this Stack to Start. I have about 50 days on EoG already, and 70 with Stark and RICH. I found a guided meditation for finding a path in life and another one for letting go of limits. I find guided meditation don’t cause any reconciliation since they aren’t like hypnosis where they trick the mind but more softly guide the mind and focus on relaxation. Mine own experience.

Let the Kingsman Training Begin.

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#2

Day 2.
Rest Day

I relapsed and listen to an erotic hypnosis file. Frustrated at myself for that.

I do feel myself becoming hotter, but part of my brain is trying to sabatoge as I almost wish I could feel like I was before. This is when I know I am growing. I don’t think Wanted is just Qv2. There is something new in it unlike anything I have felt before. That or I really resonated with what it is trying to accomplish.

My dad was sayinv rich people got rich from the backs of poor people and going on about that. I obviously disagree with him and nonmatter how much I show him thats not true for most people he refuses to see it. This kind of programming keeps people poor i hope EoG helps me deflect that kind of toxic thinking.

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#3

Day 3 - rest day

From the sales copy of EoG2:
“With ST2, you will not have to fear the dreaded question of “what do I want to do in my life,” as Ecstasy of Life will help you dig deep into yourself and find your truest purpose that will bring you the riches you desire. With Ecstasy of Life, your path through life will be illuminated, you will be quickly equipped with all the knowledge and skills you will need, and you will have absolute determination to walk the path you see before you.”

I am deciding on moving to stage 2 of EoG. The experience with my dad yesterday showed me how I truly do not hate the rich or have an unhealthy relationship with money. I ran EoG1 for 43 days so I am ready for stage 2. The last 2 weeks I have been really searching for how I want to build my business. The sales copy above shows I am being pushed to start stage 2.

Also since I started Wanted and I already have a heavy stack, I am switching out Stark for AM. I love Stark BUT I need to focus on getting out of the government job and building my business. AM is a lot shorter of a script and I seemed to do well on it.

I worked a little more on my book so I am back on track with that.

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Day 4
Last night despite my girl not in the mood at all due to stress of her studies was all over me without zero effort on my part. All I did was return her affections with my own. I have always been the one to initiate to not always great success. This is on my second rest day and only running Wanted once.

I worked on my ebook for about an hour. I had to help my wife with her studies. Very tired at the end of day. Almost did all I could. I need to push myself a bit more.

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#5

Day 5.
Been having very intense dreams lately.
Worked on my ebook more. It’s starting to come along nicely. My due date for myself is next week Friday. I notice a tick in that I expect more out of myself in a non judgmental way.

I notice my anxiety is dying down quite a bit especially regarding to businesses.

Wanted definitely killed a lot of anxiety. Even if I wasn’t after the seduction part, the ice cold confidence is the most beneficial thing in a sub.

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#6

Day 6 and 7
Not really much to note. A little more tired on day 7. After tomorrow is the rest weekend.

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#7

Day 10
Worked on my ebook cover in the morning. Really enjoying canva software. I noticed once I completed stage 1 of EoG and went to stage 2 that my action taking significantly increased. So there is confirmation of a healing hell.

I am noticing a slight pull into creating books. I would have never guessed in a million years that this would be my hidden gifts to bring out to the world. I always believed that I was not a creative type.

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Day 11
After I started Wanted, James Bond keeps getting in my head. To be fair it has always been in the peripheral of my life, I go back and forth but never think about it this much.

The physical shifting is slowly starting to take shape on my upper body despite my exercise is just taking walks.

Worked about an hr on the book again.

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#9

I am seeing a lot of people on this forum obsessed with power. Especially with controlling others. I do not understand this.

It appears that because someone has lack of in a significant area of their life, they feel the need to control others.

It could be I have zero tolerance for being controlled therefore I have no desire to control others.

There’s reason why people hate politicans. Their job is to attempt to control society. Why are we as a species obsessed with control. Why do people not to simply better the world by bettering themselves and attract the right people and scenarios into their ife instead of forcing the wrong people to accept their deluded reality. Its not like we get anything out of life from being dominating over others. We don’t carry a scorecard after we leave saying I ruled over this many people. What some people forget is the emperors and kahns were dominated by the people they ruled. If the wrong people didn’t like you you were easily assasinated. Being a roman emperor would have been a nightmare especially when dealing with the praetorian guard.

This flows into masculinity. Why do men feel the need to control and dominate their partner. What are we getting out of that. Relationships are supposed to be a two way street.

What is being alpha? Why is there a need to force yourself to behave a certain way as what you perceive as alpha. Why cannot you accept yourself the way you are and not submit to societal pressures of roles.

I think EoG and Wanted really give me this pull to experience of what is total freedom. There is a lot to explore in what is freedom and differentiate from What cloaks itself as freedom but is really chains.

Stage 1 is really clicking in now from EoG, pretty cool stuff. I am enjoying this journey. I am curious as to what will be my hidden talent to bring to the world. I feel a pull towards the creative youtube/podcast/twitch industry of exploring different fandoms. Currently i am doing this by creating themed cocktails.

Note: This is not an attack on others posts I am attempting to utilize the Socratic method of inquiry.

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#10

Don’t ask me how but I misread that as "lives in his parents basement " :rofl:

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#11

Jeebus you sound like me.

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#12

Day 12. Only listened to AM due to many meetings and trainings. Also the second dose of the vaccine which wiped me out.

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#13

Day 13
I worked a little on my book again, it’s getting better but I am getting frustrated it’s not done even though it’s going to be released for free, there’s a big block in my head that will not let go.

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#14

What kind of book?

#15

Fantasy cocktail ebook. It has 15 different recipes in there.

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#16

Oh nice, Sounds pretty cool

Is it one of those recipe books that is from a single fantasy universe or is it just like a complimation of multiple recipes from different universes

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Its a book for fantasy in general. I wanted to create it to start practicing my craft. Future books will be more specific to D&D, Harry Potter etc

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#18

Day 13
Kind of a day when it rains it pours. Although when the dust settled had a really good dinner and made some delicious mojitos before we played board games.

Facing some Hard Reconciliation in terms of not having the best will power, confidence, and direction. I feel a lot of self sabotage going on.

I wonder if switching out AM for Limit Destroyer Ultima and have only one alpha male program run.

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Day 14
Unscheduled rest day. Got hit hard from side effects from round 2 of the Moderna vaccine so much so I actually called in sick and was dizzy all day.

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Day 15
Had an unintentional 4 day rest period recovering from Moderna vaccine. I have a lot of feeling of desiring to step into the unknown and change my life. Not sure where to start guess why it’s called the unknown.