Just came back from an evening stroll that I very rarely do alone.
However it was so cool and refreshing to walk and feel the different smells and scents that instantly put me in a Summertime vibe like never before.
The very promising thing is that we are still in Spring and so when Summer will come, I predict that the Summertime vibes will hit very hard and feel outrageously good, if not great.
I guess Summertime will be my forever title.
The temptation to run WDB and R.I.C.H. together with Summertime is very high.
I had a wet dream tonight in which I was going to have a threesome with 2 girls in their early 20s. Unfortunately I relapsed just before having the time of my life with them.
So, the demands of my sexuality aren’t still met to this day and with the current trajectory I don’t see a way out if not in.
Also, my bank account isn’t increasing as much as I want to have the lifestyle that I really desire.
I guess Summertime needs some help and the biological clock isn’t on my side. I want to experience what a lavish lifestyle looks like with my stunning soulmate while I’m still relatively young but the current path isn’t focused on that.
Summertime isn’t focused on that objective but it could be an indirect effect that isn’t guaranteed.
The truth is that I’m attracting less money and the social/romantic life isn’t changed and, if the ship isn’t going to the right direction, a course correction is needed ASAP. Maybe something could change in the next half of the current cycle but, once again, there’s not the same guarantee as some focused titles made exactly to break my shell.
We live once in this body-mind-soul complex and, if I were in my 20s or early 30s I would have taken my time to have a longer prep for those 2 titles.
DR:Reg + ECC + WDB produced evident results in the social and money sides of things but they were too much for me to sustain.
Summertime and R.I.C.H. are definitely lighter and more focused where I need the most growth for my case.
So Summertime + WDB + R.I.C.H. should be a good choice to prepare for the second stack I would like to play and that will replace WDB with the upcoming New Heartsong.
EDIT: I know what I want but some fear-related reasons need to be dropped in order to live the life that I truly deserve. On Summertime you let the life play out and steer accordingly but it feels like another subtle kind of avoidance of going full in the lifestyle on my own desired terms. I deserve way better and that lifestyle is already mine to take.
WDB made me hornier for sure, as there’s more sexual energy available that induced very wild fantasies. More chatty than usual with my barber, and I caught a different version of myself looking at my reflection in the mirror. My glance and overall look were somehow different, and my eyes were more alive.
Summertime & WDB are an interesting pair so far.
This evening I’ll join a conference about the positive and negative sides of nuclear energy. The last conference I attended was 3 years ago, so it’s a very rare occurrence for me, but I felt the urge to go there, so I’ll follow my gut feeling.
Much more balanced inside since playing with Summertime+WDB.
Yesterday while I was at the conference there was an enjoyable sense of inner stability that demanded anything else
Today there’s a renewed sense of vitality and desire/intention of experiencing as much life as possible. I just don’t want to delay anymore what I can experience today so I’m going to treat myself better and enjoy my favorite places ASAP.
Even the cleaning spree I did this morning was quite fun while listening to my favorite music.
Let’s be truly fulfilled before adding even more fulfillment to my daily life.
That’s the recipe for the life of my dreams that I started living for sure before living it even better.
Happy 3rd Anniversary on SubClub to me🎂
Run 15 seconds of Stabilizer this morning and then went on a cleaning, ordering, fixing spree that lasted all the morning when I completed some tasks that I procrastinated since months/years.
So even though Sunday is usually a full rest day, today is the time to start closing the leaks and make it a long lasting habit.
It looked like I was on Executive even though I never played it.
Then I treated myself with another visit to another place of mine.
NGL it was surprisingly and organically fast acting.
In other news, there’s still this strong desire to encounter, fall in love with my Soulmate and live the lifestyle of my dreams with her.
I’m an old school eternal romantic dude.
I don’t think I would be able to drop WDB.
It pairs pretty well with Summertime and the romantic life is an high priority, if not it will likely still lag behind other areas where there’s a least a minimum baseline.
If the financial side of things won’t improve in the next 1-2 months I’ll replace The Stabilizer with R.I.C.H. though.
So a solid foundational base with The Stabilizer and then review every area.
Just came back from an evening stroll that reignited the joyful connection with my surroundings and my native environment. At some point, I experienced the whole landscape as more 3D, if it does make sense. Another veil wasn’t there anymore, and I sensed more reality than before. So I experienced the freedom of the sensory world without the very subtle and uninterrupted mental chatter that, in the past, ruined the whole perception.
During the day, I had the sensation that something was missing, but I didn’t pinpoint anything material that I had missed somewhere and somehow. Instead, I guess I lost another useless filter that was built to seemingly protect my vulnerable old self from feeling too much, too soon. I felt the freedom of a child maturely, and so there was this subtle, natural smile of someone who is finally reconnecting with the most genuine and authentic version of himself.
The most promising news is that I was experiencing that kind of freedom and joy without participating in any social/romantic exciting events. So I know for a fact that I’m the source of my happiness, joy, and freedom, but I can amplify it by sharing it with others.
Today I also gained 2 new clients without even trying, but just enjoying myself and the experience of working without putting a conscious agenda.
Life feels so good when you know you have all the tools to experience it to the joyful max.
Yesterday I played the Stabilizer for 30 seconds and then I started another long overdue part of the home chores.
No matter how I feel, but just before starting something that I know I should do to make my environment and life easier there’s a stronger and more reassuring voice inside me that’s positively persuasive and that pushes me on the right path.
Also, I’m starting to like less and less the seemingly mindless scrolling through the social media and YouTube videos too. Now instead I feel instantly better if I persuade myself to do something more productive, especially if I do it outside with the good weather we have here.
So, I’m finding myself using less the laptop/internet as there’s a reward mechanism building up inside me whenever I do something to improve even just a small area of my daily life, without using Internet as a form of escapism.
I prefer to enjoy having a inner creative conscious thought process than watching some web content. I prefer to have a nice stroll instead of watching a movie. In other words, I’m taking the sovereignty back to myself instead of putting on the pedestal mindless behaviors that previously drained my energies.
I’m living my life more instead of keep preparing to live it somehow in the future.
While reading the LBfH thread, I wonder if the secret to experience the love you’re searching for is to uncover it from the inner world. While the soulmates and loving relationships are the permission slips to seemingly getting it from the external world.
Maybe our deep need to be loved could be resolved by learning to cultivate the love for ourselves first. Then all the relationships could be the icing on the cake we already are/have, if love comes from within.
As for Summertime where the warmth comes from within and then overflow outside where I already experienced higher positivity from the people in my reality, then a similar thing could happen for LBfH where the love overflows from ourselves and then affects positively the whole environment.
The need for love is very evident in the last days and I caught myself having soulmate scenarios several times per day.
I don’t know if it’s due to a certain lack of self-love or it’s a genuine desire to experience life as an extended honeymoon.
Listening Day 19: Monday, April 27th, 2026
Ascension Stage 1: The Stabilizer (3 minutes)
Listening Day 20: Wednesday, April 29th, 2026: Summertime (3 minutes) + WDB (3 minutes)
Listening Day 21: Friday, May 1st, 2026: Ascension Stage 1: The Stabilizer (1 minute)
Experienced medium recon today because I didn’t want to play The Stabilizer and switch the stack to something else, like LBfH instead of WDB, but probably it was due to overexposure from the last few days, where 3 minutes per title were too much.
I don’t know how I managed to stick to the instructions today, though I did it anyway, even with some hours’ delay.
In the past, I would have given in to the strong impulse/urge to switch, and so this is a positive sign of real transformation happening, no matter how I feel consciously during the process.
I predict a pretty powerful breakthrough after this commitment to finish the current cycle within the official guidelines.