@SaintSovereign i volunteer as a tribute 
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Me as well, for Asgard!
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I’ve been following your journal @Invictus
Would you please summarize your beliefs about the world, yourself, and other people?
I think we would all benefit. Some how, I think you summarizing beliefs in those three categories would be educational.
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well, this is going to be interesting 
just don’t be surprised by some of the polarities you might see now 
the world to me is just an extension of my reality, at least that’s how I see it.
each and every one on this planet is a creation of the reality I create subconsciously, that includes you too Mr. @RVconsultant 
however, even with that in mind, “reality” isn’t as simple to describe, because while all of you are an extension of my reality, I am an extension of your reality as well, so what does that mean? Am I real? are you real? are we just extensions of each other’s realities? or are we just simply co-creators, living and creating our realities simultaneously?
but if we’re talking about my world, then I’ll just say that just as I see myself as a center of everyone’s universe, when I want something, it happens because I write my own reality, and whether I feel like it or not, the world loves to be around me, because who wouldn’t want Mr. WANTED around
but at the same, all we are is just a bunch of atoms stuck together in a certain way, floating into the nothingness we call “space”.
myself? hmmm
too much to say, but one thing is for sure, I have a hard time relating to how I was before I hopped on WANTED.
every time I look in the mirror, all I feel is pride and gratitude for being so perfect 
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I used to mention quite a bit about how I had ego issues, and while I controlled it here on the forum, I had a hard time getting over my superiority issues, but after accepting it, I have acquired something I call cognitive humility, which helps me stay humble in my speech, but not in my beliefs
to me, people are interesting, like books.
everyone has a story, whether it’s a happy one, a comedy, or a dark dramatic one, they’re all interesting in their own ways, however, some people make me feel too much pity for them, because of the way talk and speak, it actually saddens me because their act of “alpha” often makes me realize that they lack love and real bonds in life, and while I sometimes want to help them, I have learned time and time again, that these kinds of people can only be helped by themselves, and my time is just wasted on them, like the guy you suspended twice since the public preview started.
to add to this part, I remember not too long ago I posted in my last journal about how a guy was jealous of me because his girl was flirting with me, well, that guy ended up wanting to fight me, his specific words were “I will mess up that face of yours”, and my reaction was simply asking him “why are you so insecure?”, after which he called me angrily to tell me about how I’m not a man because I was ruining his relationship and what not, and wasn’t smart enough to realize that his girl was the one who started flirting and that I barely said much, so i called him out on it and told him how his insecurity in who he is, is the reason he’s acting like a man-child.
long story short: he got angrier, didn’t know what to say or do, asked me to somehow break his girl’s heart so she starts paying more attention to him instead (people are weird), I told him that if he’s not man enough to keep her interested in him, no matter who talks to her, then he might as well drop her, which lead him to start crying out of frustration, then called his girl while crying and told her that he tried talking to me, which made her disgusted with him and left him.
so if anything, I have pretty boy problems, but that has made me realize how insecure a lot of guys actually are, especially the ones who act all “alpha” (no wonder I hate that word).
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Isn’t hero “all” about physical shifting?
So if like it’s about physical shifting. It can’t replace emperor
The first paragraph about world is exactly what I think
The second about yourself is exactly what I think about myself, after the PS
And the first part of the third paragraph is a lie. I think love is mostly related to being half masculine and half feminine, not being the emperor who is godlike masculine.
As a person who comes to SC for wealth and women, I think your primitive brain is active. So lets not talk about love. What I think is that there is a competition and everyone is striving to be Alpha. Don’t hate it. It’s just a word and a harsh reality. I guess you should replace love with value. If you want love, using emperor is not the best idea for real. Use love bomb. But you want to know ultimate love. I guees doing yoga and meditation would help
And also cognitive humility, amazing description
And I guess it’s all about dominating other’s reality, be it external or internal reality. And by dominating I don’t mean forcing. Cuz if you force reality. It will snap back at you
I am very impressed by all of what you said, especially these parts:
I’ve thought about these things a lot but I find it to be very difficult to describe.
You did it well.
We’re very much alike.
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P.S. Now you, of course, were just an extension of my own mind trying to put words into the things I’ve thought about.
The fact that someone here on this forum explained what I’ve thought so much about so well, is a good sign from my subconscious mind.
Not taking credit for what you wrote… or am I? Hahaha.
You will be very successful in life, I can tell that just from the way you are and the things you write.
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And why should I care about your opinion on what I write?
Thanks man, I appreciate it.
Now that I think about it (honestly, don’t care if you see this as a flex), I already am successful in almost all areas of my life 
Now I just go beyond
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Respect people and respect their journeys. One an individual expresses that they’re not interested in your advice, leave them be. You cannot force your opinion on anyone.
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What areas of your life are you not successful in and what are you doing to address this?
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I don’t wanna sound arrogant or ignorant, but honestly at this point, it’s not about whether I’m successful in the areas I pursue, but more about how much more I can improve.
Take bodybuilding for example, I have reached a pretty aesthetic shape (which is even mathematically aesthetic), but that’s not the end of it, am I right? So now instead of trying to achieve an even bigger physique or something, I can just help out and inspire others.
Money wise, I’m also pretty well off, and many times I mentioned on the forums that the main reason I was impatient to get the confirmation for my job was because I wanna do something more, even though I don’t need to (even my family told me that I can just take some time off cause i was studying for 7 years), but I wanna do more, I wanna discover other things and learn about people and their behaviors (why I chose to pursue marketing).
So in a way, I just want to go beyond what I already can do and have, but at the same time, I don’t really feel like I need to.
Edit: if there was any one area that I would want to try improving at, it would be gaming, but even then, the main reason I play now is to have fun, not to be competitive like a few weeks back.
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I sometimes wonder if the greatest virtue of all might be the ability and experience to build your life up again if you were put on square 1. True life mastery. Do you feel that you have attained the knowledge and experience needed to do this? If so, I’d say you have mastered life. If not, then this might be a fun goal for you.
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Dude I was just reading your journal, the long post you made was just wow 
I think you’re going through some deep self realizations from the ZP script, because something similar was happening to me when I was in the private test during the ZP development. I like what you wrote mate, your insights is opening up your eyes.
Also, just to make sure, you’re running ME ZP in your stack, right ?
Life isn’t as easy to master my man, we all master parts of life that we are personally interested in, but even then, total mastery of anything in life isn’t as easy, why? Because there will ALWAYS be someone better than you at what you do, and if it wasn’t someone alive at the moment, then either there was someone before you, or someone will be there after you.
As for me personally, if I had all the knowledge I have right now, and I got put to point 1 tomorrow, then I can safely say that I can get back to where I am today quicker.
Remember, life went on before subs, life can go on after subs too .
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Thanks broo, I am happy to hear that 
Yep. Mind’s Eye, Rebirth, Wanted, and my customs. A little too much maybe. But it’s going fine.
Indeed, that’s very true. But there was never someone identical to you. Isn’t that beautiful? So nobody has ever been better at being you than yourself.
That’s awesome and provides a security that no materialistic possession ever can offer.
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Let it go. Last warning. This is his journal where he can chart his journey. If he doesn’t want to discuss something with you, that’s his prerogative. If someone is bothering you on your journal, flag the post and we’ll do the same for you.
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Ok, dhdnsnzh
And that’s why life is interesting, because each of are unique in our own ways, even if we consider each as “extensions” of our own realities
I’d call it an abundance mindset
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Some results to note from today:
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trained back and biceps today, and I could feel myself getting that same “metamorphosis” feeling as I got during my first ever loop of EmZP, it doesn’t feel like physical shifting, but more like how Mystique shape shifts in X-Men. Interesting feeling to say the least.
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feeling like I can project some kind of a domineering aura from my eyes. Noticed it twice today, and both times people just moved away to make space for me to walk/drive.
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my parents were surprised today, they gave me chores twice today, and while normally I’d be like “what do you want? When do you want it done? Do I really have to go now?”, but instead today I just said “cool, is there anything else you need?” In a very open way. @SaintSovereign what is it in emperor that’s doing this
a more focused version of transcendental connection in EmZP too ?
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