The Invictus Experience (Stark ZP + ME ZP)

Dude I was just reading your journal, the long post you made was just wow :heart_eyes:

I think you’re going through some deep self realizations from the ZP script, because something similar was happening to me when I was in the private test during the ZP development. I like what you wrote mate, your insights is opening up your eyes.

Also, just to make sure, you’re running ME ZP in your stack, right :thinking:?

Life isn’t as easy to master my man, we all master parts of life that we are personally interested in, but even then, total mastery of anything in life isn’t as easy, why? Because there will ALWAYS be someone better than you at what you do, and if it wasn’t someone alive at the moment, then either there was someone before you, or someone will be there after you.

As for me personally, if I had all the knowledge I have right now, and I got put to point 1 tomorrow, then I can safely say that I can get back to where I am today quicker.

Remember, life went on before subs, life can go on after subs too :wink:.

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Thanks broo, I am happy to hear that :relaxed:

Yep. Mind’s Eye, Rebirth, Wanted, and my customs. A little too much maybe. But it’s going fine.

Indeed, that’s very true. But there was never someone identical to you. Isn’t that beautiful? So nobody has ever been better at being you than yourself. :wink:

That’s awesome and provides a security that no materialistic possession ever can offer.

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@Alphamale

Let it go. Last warning. This is his journal where he can chart his journey. If he doesn’t want to discuss something with you, that’s his prerogative. If someone is bothering you on your journal, flag the post and we’ll do the same for you.

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Ok, dhdnsnzh

And that’s why life is interesting, because each of are unique in our own ways, even if we consider each as “extensions” of our own realities :wink:

I’d call it an abundance mindset :muscle:t3::sunglasses:

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Some results to note from today:

  • trained back and biceps today, and I could feel myself getting that same “metamorphosis” feeling as I got during my first ever loop of EmZP, it doesn’t feel like physical shifting, but more like how Mystique shape shifts in X-Men. Interesting feeling to say the least.

  • feeling like I can project some kind of a domineering aura from my eyes. Noticed it twice today, and both times people just moved away to make space for me to walk/drive.

  • my parents were surprised today, they gave me chores twice today, and while normally I’d be like “what do you want? When do you want it done? Do I really have to go now?”, but instead today I just said “cool, is there anything else you need?” In a very open way. @SaintSovereign what is it in emperor that’s doing this :thinking: a more focused version of transcendental connection in EmZP too :thinking:?

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The last one is also something I notice whenever I feel more manly. I speculate it’s because of the alpha scripting. Especially if it’s your mom, there’s something that will make you feel like you want to be “the man of her house” despite not being romantically motivated.

So, I would say it’s a natural effect of understanding the psychology of women.

If it’s your dad, it could be the same reason. You are excited to take over some of your dad’s duties, not because they’re your dad’s, but because they’re masculine chores and you’re feeling ambitious.

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hmmmm, that really resonated with me.

damn, I didn’t think of it like that :exploding_head:

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Today’s mood :muscle:t3::sunglasses:

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Tupac was a beast, he made so many songs compared to any other artists :pray:

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So I added Stark ZP last night.

No resistance or reluctance, felt smooth and still feeling good.

No signs of recon or overload, but then again, I already knew I could handle running 3 subs per day, which happened yesterday because of the Stark ZP hype (plus I was waiting for it), so that explains why I’m not getting any recon.

That’s my first experience on Stark ZP
And this is something I have been thinking about:

Also, I feel like a sex icon for some reason :rofl:, like part of Stark ZP makes me feel like Tobey McGuire in Spiderman 3, when he started walking and dancing like he owns the world :rofl:

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:rofl: That’s hilarious, Stark ZP gives us Bully McGuire levels of confidence.

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Wonder if Saint and Fire would ever do a Sherlock Zp.

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I think limitless and mind’s eye would be enough, unless you’re talking about the personality part too :sweat_smile: then I don’t know if that would be nice :joy:

There has to be some fight skills like this

And Keys to release

That’s like a Sm on another level.

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Maybe it will be

No shit, Sherlock ZP

A sub that develops sarcasm.

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No shit :rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl:

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A very different kind of a feeling is present today, I feel like there’s a push to go do something and be in public, but it’s also 11:46pm, and I don’t think people are out :rofl:

Sadly, it was a rest day from the gym, so no socializing there either.

This next is probably emperor, but I really want to fix my sleeping pattern, part of it was ruined because I noticed I spent way too much time on here, and even caused my own sleeping schedule to get messed up by trying to stay updated on everything, therefore, I’m gonna do the following (I slept 12 hours so I can do it);

  • stay up till 11pm tomorrow, with only 1 or 2 naps allowed (max).

  • go to the gym at 6am, and build a habit of training so early daily, for what’s about to come (got told today that I’m probably starting work from the first week of feb).

  • get high so I don’t end up getting bored being the only one awake :rofl:

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I never really considered it, but I realize that one of the ideas I wrote down, as well as the plan I made for how I’m going to do it, is clearly due to this.

What is the idea?
To start a gym apparel brand that reflects the Arab culture.

What is the plan?
First I’ll take 4 to 6 months at the Olympics Committee to meet and network with as many athletes as I can meet, as well as the people working there who like working out and stuff, then I’ll casually share my ideas (with all the design and everything) and see how they feel (to get better judgment for the products, to improve them), then I’d use my networks (athletes here) and create more hype around it, and then I’d do my first drop with the idea of exclusivity, as in “only 500 made” kinda thing :wink:.

It was just a thought, but been thinking about it for a few days now.

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On a quick first glance it sounds good.

Tag or DM me in future if you want a free outsiders opinion on stuff. I’ve been dealing ecommerce /marketing systems quite profitably for years now.

Edit: And a disclaimer here. I’m not looking for business partners or looking to sell you anything. But if I can give some pointers or advice with little effort on my part, why not do it. I enjoy talking about marketing/sales/business systems.

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