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Yes, Terminus and T2 are very powerful. I’m honestly pretty new to subs. I had run some of the titles in the past, but not over a long period. After the experience with the thumbtacks, I’ll admit that I was afraid to run subs for a bit before @SaintSovereign explained why it happened and suggested that if I were to use a T2, I should try micro loops: anywhere from 1-5 minutes to see what kind results I would get. Even then, I still ran standard Q until this year. And when I did again, I can’t even remember what it was, but I had a wild experience of clairaudience and claircognition with my girlfriend. We were going through a rough time and weren’t spending much time together alone that wasn’t in the bedroom simply because of things that were going on in life, and a distance had grown between us. She came into the room while I was lying down with my eyes closed and running a T2 loop of who knows what to lie down next to me. I felt her lie down, so I opened my eyes. I went to take out my earphones, and she motioned that it was okay. She put her head onto my chest, and I felt something was off. I thought, “what’s wrong?” And I heard, “I don’t know what’s wrong.” Then proceeded to, without trying, download her thoughts. I stopped the loop, pulled out my headphones and then spoke them back to her, and she started to continue to answer, and I finished her sentences. I then told her that I understood that she was feeling the distance between us, and she asked what we should do about it. I paused. I didn’t really have an answer, but in that waiting and paying attention I felt that she wanted me to just put my arms around her, cradle her in bed, so I did. I cradled her in silence. She cried. I kissed her forehead, and I heard her think “this is exactly what I needed.” And I felt the calm between us.
It was the first time that had ever happened to me. Although, it wouldn’t by my last experience with clairvoyence/clauraudience/claircognition. I had what was probably the second most profound experience of my life not even a month ago while listening to an experimental sub with a new experimental technology under very experimental conditions, and it was mindbending and soul changing in a positive way. I won’t say much more than that, but I talked about the experience with Saint while it was going on and after. Maybe I haven’t fully learned my lesson about putting myself on the vanguard, but I hope that you guys all get to benefit from it and my private reports become useful in the long run for the scope of what Saint & Fire are making here.
Sorry for my long absence. I’ve lurked a bit, but I haven’t been signed in. If I’m not responding, it’s not because I don’t want to participate or respond. It’s because I don’t want to accidentally say something that I’m not supposed to share yet. But know that there are some really cool things to be excited about coming. And some of them are already out!
BTW, I know enough to know that I can’t say anything about the experimental stuff, so it’s probably best not to even ask. But if anyone is curious what I’m going to run after one more week of a wash, it’s Revelation of Spirit & Genesis. Also planning to run a combo of Chosen: Way of Nature with The Revelation of Dreams after. In fact, I originally came here to read journals, but something led me to sign in. I followed that intuition, so maybe it was one of you who really needed to see this for some reason and I felt that will / desire / need and let myself follow it. Or maybe, it was all just to say, please keep writing journals. Contribute as much as you can because there are readers who are reading and learning from you, and you’re providing valuable insights whether that person speaks up or not. I hope this message shows just a bit of the gratitude that I have for this community. 
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