After chatting with my budget, and considering the advice I got in my last thread I decided to stick with Khan and Diamond Ultima as my first two subs. I’m thinking about buying 1 or 2 “smaller” titles like Mind’s Eye or something to start doing some work on my aura/energy manipulation.
As I already mentioned I’ve been on a big self-improvement kick for some time now, got my bodyfat % down to 17%, kicked alcohol and tobacco, got a wife that I love and who is also doing lots of improvement of her own, really worked on my relationship with myself. As well as getting to a place where I am basically Always Zen, or at least no more than a few breaths away from being centered again, even in some pretty difficult circumstances! I’ve found that as I’ve reached my current state I’ve started to become significantly more intuitive, I can “feel” things like people/certain species of animal’s emotions when they’re directed or otherwise strong, and developing that esoteric side of myself is pretty interesting too!
All that said onto my Journal:
Currently I have 2 subs on my docket following the current weekly schedule.
Day 1: Diamond Ultima, Khan ST1, Diamond Ultima
Day 2: Diamond Ultima
Day 3: Diamond Ultima, Khan ST1, Diamond Ultima
Day 4: Diamond Ultima
Day 5: Diamond Ultima, Khan ST1, Diamond Ultima
Day 6: Rest
Day 7: Rest
Today was Day 3 of this schedule, and so far I think I’ll probably rotate off of Khan ST1 after 2 weeks of this, I went into this pretty well off and without any unresolved emotional issues/traumas other than things caused by my current-material-conditions, so I don’t think I am feeling much from it yet. I do notice a significant examination of negative feelings when I have them to try and search out the cause and how to fix it. If I do suffer from something upsetting/traumatic I think this will be excellent for me!
As for the Diamond Ultima we’re currently living in the in-laws-too-small-house so we’re not getting up to much very often, but whenever I do become aroused it is intense AF. I love it!