Lately, I feel like I lost the remote control of my whole life. It feels like something higher took it but I don’t know where it will take me.
So right now I just need to relax, trust and ride the waves with its mysterious guidance.
My daily life is becoming a full-blown manifestation parade of multiple paradoxes due to the seemingly opposite & previous unlikely occurrences happening one after another.
…and out of nowhere I’m so excited to implement a new daily workout routine to take my physique to the next level💪
Also I’m tempted to use it as a template for my new courses I’ll do with other gyms from September on.
So lately I’m experiencing some reality-bending situations/moments, such as:
Today while I was preparing the workout schedule for a coetaneous woman, she wasn’t believing at all we are born the same year because she was sure I was in my late 20s. She asked the receptionist for proof too
A lot of compliments both direct and indirects
A lot of glances, smiles, stares both outside and (especially) outside the gym and both from women and men
Yesterday was the icing on the cake though because while I was interviewing another woman in their 30s to create her workout routine, she was blushing and taking her face in her hands repeatedly (I guess as a subconscious cue to hide her face). She was talking a lot and then repeatedly excuse herself to be so talkative. Then at some point she mentioned something a little bit strange that her sales consultant (the main receptionist at the gym who sold her the gym membership) tried to hook her up to every course I’ll do. Also she showed me some photos of her on his phone where she was more feminine and lean as a point of reference for his main objective, physique-wise. However it was at the end that she surprised me even more when she held her hand to me and then when I reached to hold her hand, she held both hands on mine. Never happened to me and I don’t know what she meant with that. Usually it happens in intimate/close/familiar relationships but not with first-time encounters. She left a mark for sure with that very unusual behavior.
After the above encounter, I told the receptionist (the same sales consultant) that she was talking a lot, and then she responded that she’s funny and we would be a cool couple together. That was another very out-of-place comment by the main manager of that gym in a working environment, and I guess something happened between them to make her act like that (it never happened in almost two years when she started to be my colleague).
The whole situation seemed forced to create something more intimate between us. Quite frankly, that woman isn’t exactly my type, but I don’t know her enough.
1 highly probable new PT client + 1 unadvertised discount + 30 cents found in the coffee machine✅
Thanks G:M for the boost😉
Very happy with my blood test and testosterone levels, which are on the high spectrum for my age and so I won’t need TRT for sure. I’m here to be the positive outlier and outsmart reality (stolen from Nero Knowledge)
On the road to get a Greek God statue body too 
3rd cycle on Primal+G:M+LotS started after a strange washout time full of high and medium lows, emotionally and mentally speaking.
Lately, I have stumbled upon several videos and content with the keyword “authenticity”.
I guess I’m going towards that more directly this time around after having experienced many trajectory changes the last two years on my (subliminal) journey.
I’m getting very passionate about my bodybuilding routine after a very long time with very neutral feelings about it, to the point I cannot wait to lift some weights again and again.
Hustle towards your objectives with your willpower or simply allow your goals to be manifested into your daily experience?
Lately I’m feeling the flow of my life very obstructed and out of sync with my Higher Self. I really don’t know if the current path is the best for me too but Genesis:Mogul isn’t helping very much to clarify that, honestly speaking.
In other words I feel I’m stuck into my daily routine just to stay in my comfort zone, but I don’t have any motivation to create something else to improve or search for something better, path-wise.
My financial situation isn’t improving, my Social life isn’t better overall (almost non-existent outside of the gym) and my physical shifting journey is slower than expected.
I guess I need some help by my Higher Self (read “a real kick in my a*s”) to steer the wheel of my life in the proper direction.
Revelation of the Spirit is knocking on the door…once again.
The third way: build your life in a way that acting towards your objectives is easier than not acting on them
For that I’ll need a huge paradigm shift driven by my strongest and most authentic purpose.
Sometimes I intuitevely feel that I’m trying to fit myself into the boxes and categories artificially created by the society. And so I’m playing with something to improve myself in what society defines the main pillars of a good life: physical appearance/health, money-making and successful relationships.
However I discovered that my Soul wants to follow a different but unknown pathway to create the best life possible for me. A life that’s meant uniquely for me without any societal conditioning and constraints.
Maybe it’s the FU script in Primal that helped me realize that I want something way different and exciting for myself in this lifetime.
The current lifestyle is definitely so boring that’s draining my vitality.
I don’t want to live in fixed boxes anymore and I’m ready to embark on another exciting adventure guided by my Higher Self who knows what’s best for my needs and goals.
Perhaps just as a word of encouragement from someone following your journals for some time now.
Just reading your journal, you changed a lot.
Simply the way you write changed. Much more introspection. Deeper thoughts. More profound goals.
You might not see to much results as of yet, but be sure, you’re building the necessary foundation to build something great.
Thanks man for the support, I really appreciate it🙏
Yes, I feel I changed too during this year but right now I have the urge to change my current path because it’s not satisfying anymore.
Maybe I have outgrown my previous objectives in a sense that I realized they aren’t what I really want to pursue.
The truth is that I want to experience something way more exciting and way more in line with what I truly (but I don’t know yet) am. Something way more profound and Soul nourishing.
Yes, it feels good to embark on a physical shifting transformation but I wonder why I’m doing it in first place. To get externally validated or to enjoy my body even more?
Also, despite running a social sub like Primal I’m getting even less social than before because I crave true deep level connections and current “standard” relationships won’t satisfy me for sure.
At work I’m not the same anymore too as I feel way more detached and not caring anymore at what I do at the gym.
Yes,I changed but my dissatisfaction is increasing day-by-day.
So I need even more deep guidance to follow my true path.
Which title is going to help me? Who knows
After playing another 6.15 minutes loop of Primal, I’m facing reverse results.
Something is wrong with the titles I played, if overall the external reality didn’t match my objectives at all.
Right now I feel very discouraging thoughts and emotions because I cannot get what I really want.
I’m very far from being socially, financially and physically satisfied with my life to be really honest.
The heartbreaking thing is that even if I changed during this time, my core identity didn’t changed at all if I’m re-living pretty much the same days over and over again.
I guess the egotistical approach (trying to change my ego based mind ) isn’t working at all.
I think the last thing to try subliminally speaking is
to forget everything I want consciously and leave the driving seat to my Higher Self.
I’m done trying to do it in my (lower Self) way.
If after all these years, my outer reality pretty much remained the same where I truly wanted to be changed, then it’s time to not listen to anyone who’s trying to help my lower Self but forget everything I think I know about myself and let my Higher Self take over my life.
Last chance…
I know this feeling. I started with Emperor and Nouveau RICH. Now I’m longing for Revelation of Spirit.
Sometimes it’s a long way only to begin to grasp what you, deep down, really want.
And only once you begin this way you can make progress that matters, that feels like actual progress.
I know people who made millions but are broke inside. I know people that found their way and their income improved only a tiny bit, but they are living a life full of joy and purpose.
And of course there are millionaires living a life of purpose and joy 
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Yes, I think it’s a matter of being real to yourself and see through the imposed societal veils which are just mirages of hope and fulfillment.
Maybe Primal worked after all to expose the truth on the matter by bringing on the surface the dissatisfaction factor linked to those illusory goals.
Also, the flow factor linked to an high satisfaction factor is another elephant in the room which I underestimated.
What do I mean by that?
If a certain title with its objectives is really aligned with your true wants and needs, then you’ll have an high flow factor right off the bat which is accompanied by an high level of satisfaction. A kind of satisfaction which is self-perpetuating though and not just a fleeting superficial one.
So it’s not just a matter of getting the results you seemingly want but to get highly satisfied and Soul-nourished too.
If not, those results won’t stick and you’ll be on a roller coaster which isn’t very pleasant.
So, we need to discern our true path which cannot be driven by outer forces and influencers.
After all, every individual path is unique and cannot be replicated.
Let’s be real…
About Primal objectives:
Am I more social outside of the gym (work environment)? No
Do I feel the urge to approach people/women outside of the gym? No
Do I feel playful outside of the gym? No
About Genesis:Mogul objectives:
Am I actively searching for a promotion at my current job or searching for another kind of more fulfilling job/career? No
Am I actively searching for other streams of income? No
Am I searching for investment opportunities and tracking my monthly expenses? No
Why am I not taking action on those titles? Because I realized I don’t care about them. If not I will be enjoying take some serious actions like I’m doing on LotS where I’m motivated to train and take care of my body.
My behavior and mindset mainly changed in the work environment because I have to do it in order to get paid and keep that job.
However when I have the freedom to act and behave without any external factors involved, I’m way different and I don’t care to be social/influencial/seductive/persuasive.
So I don’t think it’s recon speaking but my true Self reminding me of choosing wisely the path of least resistance A.K.A. the path which you’re naturally acting on anyway.
The truth is that if you really want something you’ll naturally and organically take action on that. If not, you’re just forcing yourself to follow an action plan which isn’t in real alignment with yourself.
That’s why the first priority is to become authentic to yourself in order to get clear on what do you want to take action on.
I have two choices: keep going with the current stack until the end of this cycle (and then decide if I’ll need RoM and/or RoS to guide me to the next chapter) or have another five-day washout and then play RoM+RoS to unfold the deepest transformation of my life, which is going to put me on my most suitable path.
Let’s make a prediction…just for fun…before playing with RoM + RoS (so it’s not set in stone yet)
Primal & LotS will be replaced with Wanted.
Genesis:Mogul will be replaced with R.I.C.H.
Why?
{Before my RoM+RoS exposure} I’m assuming that the bodygame and the attraction factor (Wanted) are what will make a difference in my daily life by making me irresistible and get me whatever I want both directly (relationships) and indirectly (health and wealth) with the least amount of work involved.
Also if I’m assuming I’m already rich (R.I.C.H.)I’ll attract wealth in my life, again with the least work involved on my part.
So those are my views on that, still playing in my mind, based on how I think reality works and my mind is operating through conscious/subconscious efforts.
However, after playing with RoM+RoS my current material views of the World could be shattered into pieces by the unfolding of the real mechanisms of creation of my inner/outer reality.
So I guess I’ll view the reality creation process in a way different perspective, less materialistically driven and much more in tune with the real why’s behind my passions for aesthetics, manifesting, charisma, physical transformations, supercars, luxury locations, etc.
Also, the knowing that I won’t be satisfied with my physique, income, relationships no matter how much I’ll improve them, it’s going to tell me that those are goals meant to inflate the ego and nothing else. So they are there just to keep the ego alive.
However if I want to unleash and fulfill my real true potential in this lifetime, I’ll have to put the ego aside and let my Higher Self guide me on a way deeper and ultimately satisfying journey.
Another thing I should remember is that I don’t have to be afraid to leave behind everything I thought I wanted, because those are just illusory posts which are going to remain mirages.
Mirages that are distracting me from my real purpose and my real Self which is hiding several layers underneath that.
Underneath the fear of losing what the World promised me to get by following his never-ending self-help and growth-hacks tip and tricks.
However I’m not meant to follow that heard but I’m here to lead myself with my real Self.
That’s why I’m here.
Nothing else…
Nothing more…
What do I really want?
Meaningful relationships via soul-deep connections
Meaningful ways to express myself freely and authentically and by that earning more than enough
Meaningful connection with my body to express and explore my inner and outer beauty
The keyword is “meaningful” so I need to find a deep meaning to attach to those areas.
I need to find my “why’s” ASAP
So, another idea would be devoting 3/4 cycles for every major area to be supported by RoM and RoS while covering most of the spectrum of relationships (friendships, soul-mating, sexuality), wealth (creativity, skills, cognitivity, action-taking) body (health, physical shifting, skills)
For example:
For the time being I decided to complete the current cycle with the current stack.
Today I felt so self-reassured and rock-solid inside with an euphoric feeling in the background. People are drawn to me in this version and I feel it because I know it.
The truth is that I just feel whole and complete and that’s a very attractive feature I guess.
EDIT: I read the Inner Circle sales page again and I think it would be a solid contender for the next cycle alongside RoM+RoS. The fact that “meaningful connections” is its main keyword tells me that it’s perfect for my case to build proper relationships.
Primal is cool for social dominance and calibration but I think it falls short to build high quality relationships with high quality people who are a great match in every department.
That’s what I crave for and not shallow/superficial connections.
(High or Best)Quality over quantity.
Another higher self-confidence level activated✅
Today I’m feeling and knowing myself as a magnetic kind of man and, once again, I caught several stares by both women and men (2 attractive girls too).
A woman approached me to ask for some informations too.
Let’s see how it will go at the gym in an hour or so.