I’m noticing strong effects from just 4-5 loops/per week. My subconscious tells me this is right for now.
I’ve noticed responses from women when I’m in public. Stares, smiles, and double takes. This has been consistent since starting. I’m manifesting beautiful women in my day to day, and they seem to fit my desired type (GoMaQ). Recently a beautiful woman did a double take on me as she left store. Another time I saw a beautiful petite woman with reddish blonde hair. Made nice eye contact with her(SeGaQ), and she turned to linger in the aisle I was browsing. Should’ve approached her, but she was on the phone. Excuses.
After such encounters I’m hounded by my psyche, but in a good way. As if to say, “I could’ve had her.” It’s positive self-talk, but also a slap in the face(KhQSt3). A motivational push to approach women.
In some dream I can’t remember, I saw my face. A laughing head floating in darkness, beaming.The face was the most attractive version of my own. I was amazed and disturbed, because the face seemed like a different person, but it was mine. I felt like Luke Skywalker slaying Darth Vader on Dagobah only to see his own face underneath Vader’s helm.
Last night I had a horrifying nightmare. Involving some intelligent alien creatures destroying humanity. I don’t remember the specifics of that part, but I can remember the fear very well. Crammed into an airport, trying to escape the alien onslaught. Once the airport was breached I pushed, and clawed, and trampled to put as many victims between myself and the faceless alien menace as possible in selfish preservation. After narrowly escaping, a few survivors and I went into the woods.
I mention this because it’s a recurring dream that began after running Iron Throne for the first time last year. As in, the very night that I listened to my first loop I experienced an extremely intense version of the dream I described above. I remember this precisely because I took it as a sign of IT’s power. The exact details vary, but the general dream is the same. Advanced aliens come and start killing everyone, in war of the worlds fashion. Most times I’m in a crowded area admist throngs of people trying to escape.
I’ve had other recurring dreams on my custom that I will explore later, but for now that’s all I can write.
