Started my new stack today, initially it was StarkU + Khan Stage One however I think I need to continue doing StarkQ + KhanQ. I haven’t entirely decided what stage as I’ve been doing some research and I’m assuming the way to go is to do it stage by stage and for 30 days minimum each.
I think I need to start with just Stark + Khan Stage 1 since I have a lot of insecurities and stuff to break down - or that I think need to break down. I’m assuming I’ll have have a lot of things to break down. I’m quite an internal person who struggles a lot with showing dominance, and people treat me like a push around. I hate bothering people, feeling annoying, etc and I want to break all that shit down. It’s vile to me. I hate feeling weak. I hate the feeling. I really want to achieve my goals and I feel like this is a good stage to work with.
Anyone have an input?
My goal, as you’ve probably seen through my journals/posts on the board, I want to become a social celebrity and alpha of high value in whatever area I need to be. I work in both dance/choreography and on this app and this app is going super well BUT I want more, constantly wanting to improve - same goes with dance. My boyfriend seemingly does better, people love him (bare in mind, I had my sub on loud during sleep with StarkQ) and I want more, I want to be the one people love, I want to be the one people value and all that kind of stuff. Time to go through my break down and get rid of these vile beliefs holding me back.