The Empress Within: Chronicles of Self-Mastery and Inner Reign

Journals - Major Programs
#33

A cycle of the following may be interesting for me while I let Seductress bloom and continue imagining it’s upgrade! :rofl:

Monday ~ Stark Black 1x
Wednesday ~ Ultimate Artist 1x
Friday ~ Renaissance Man 1x
Saturday & Sunday ~ No listening :ear:

Edit: I’m curious about RoM and how that may fit into a subliminal stack of this nature and theme.

RoM
SB
RM

Or

RoM
SB
UA

I feel my YouTube channel is progressively growing and I’d love to increase that while also putting out more content and creating some sort of evergreen course. I’d like to boost my vocabulary and improve my writing.

I have a lot that I feel and want to express through my voice and writing. I’d love to do more musically as a hobby and maybe eventually I’ll put myself out there again.

Wealth continues to be important for me too.

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#34

My neurodivergent son started secondary school last week and I’ve been making contact with his 4 teachers to make sure he gets the support he needs. I just received the most lovely acknowledgment from his period 1 teacher:

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#35

You have children? I don’t think I knew that

#36

I have 3 ~ 14, 11 & almost 5!

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#37

Day 5 of wash out

Noticing a lot of stuff online that gets me fired up with inspiration for content!

A therapist on YouTube made a post about manifesting and trauma so I said a few things and then decided to make a video for my YouTube channel. I already recorded it, made the thumbnail and uploading it now! I didn’t make a script and just rolled with it. Cool :sunglasses:

That therapist and other therapists like to jab at alternative healing modalities. I do understand how there’s a lot of bat shit crazy woo out there which gives it a bad rap, but not all of us are that way. There’s a lot of therapists that are bat shit crazy too and keep clients stuck.

Practice discernment and trust your own guts when working with people!

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#39

Day 6 of wash out -

Did a card reading that asked me to come up with my best qualities that I can offer the world with love:

  1. Empathy and Compassion: Understanding and caring for others’ feelings and needs.
  2. Honesty and Integrity: Being truthful and consistent in my values and actions.
  3. Kindness and Generosity: Offering help and support without expecting anything in return.
  4. Resilience and Determination: Facing challenges with a positive attitude and persistence.
  5. Humor and Joyfulness: Bringing laughter and a sense of fun to my interactions.

I have learned since embarking on this journey how some of my qualities had turned into people pleasing/fawning in order to keep myself safe and to feel like I belong. This belonging would at times be around people who were essentially not good for me, so it’s nice to see how I have evolved and moved more into thriving and truly embodying safety within. A lot of that would be unconscious that came into my awareness through practice.

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#40

I’ve been enjoying my conversations with ChatGPT this morning and felt inspired to write a song based on my life experiences, drawing inspiration from the style of Chris Cornell’s bands.

Echoes of the Edge

Verse 1
In a quiet town where echoes fade,
My world cracked open, plans unmade.
Twelve years old, caught in the storm,
Winds of change, a new norm.

Pre-Chorus
From small-town streets to a city’s night,
Caught between shadows, lost in the light.
One mentor’s voice in a fostered place,
Seeking solace, finding grace.

Chorus
From the border’s edge to a distant dream,
Through the chaos, I’m still unseen.
Triumph and trials, a path of stone,
I found my way through the undertone.
From the dark to the light, I rise again,
Healing hearts, with every breath I take.

Verse 2
Urban roar, a clash so stark,
A young heart learns through the dark.
Whispers of trouble, a tight embrace,
Yet I fought hard for a safer place.

Pre-Chorus
From the wild nights to the dawn’s first rays,
I battled through my inner maze.
Graduated with a vision clear,
To heal the broken, far and near.

Chorus
From the border’s edge to a distant dream,
Through the chaos, I’m still unseen.
Triumph and trials, a path of stone,
I found my way through the undertone.
From the dark to the light, I rise again,
Healing hearts, with every breath I take.

Bridge
Now I stand with the wisdom gained,
A guide for souls who’ve been strained.
From the ashes, a phoenix flies,
A beacon bright against the night skies.

Chorus
From the border’s edge to a distant dream,
Through the chaos, I’m still unseen.
Triumph and trials, a path of stone,
I found my way through the undertone.
From the dark to the light, I rise again,
Healing hearts, with every breath I take.

Outro
In the echoes of a past once torn,
A new dawn rises, a life reborn.
With every step, I mend the fray,
Turning shadows into light, day by day.

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#41

https://www.instagram.com/p/C_1PC7Gg5B9/?igsh=MWxzajB6andoMzVtdw==

#42

Reading this is bringing a smile to my face. That’s it, Genesis Crucible for me :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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#44

Day 7 of wash out ~ Lots of processing going on in my noodle! It’s cooking! :sweat_smile::rofl::metal:t2: For the first time in a good while I feel like extending my wash out for longer… I’m taking daily actions which gives the subs an opportunity to bloom fully into beautiful flowers in my body mind and spirit. :heart:

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#46

I am just a simple man, I like pictures with cleavage :slight_smile:

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#47

I love the results from using Seductress!

#48

Heard this after a random shuffle of Tool & Kyuss and totally dig it:

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#50

Day 9 of wash out and I still feel a lot of processing going on… some vivid and intense dreams at times… needing more rest… feeling energy shifts and also crying more!

I am curious what other people’s experiences are like on wash out…

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#51

Just purchased this for kindle and got all teary eyed reading the intro. I did ride hard to catch up back in 2020/2021. It feels good to be settling more into this archetype with less resistance.

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#52

I find washouts can be really tough for me. Generally if my life isn’t setup to accommodate one I don’t do it. Having said that I’ve only been at 30-50 sec loops lately so in general I don’t need a lot of time off for processing. I find it works better that way, lower input, not as crazy drastic changes, but it’s stable.

Gonna ramble a bit about subs lol. They have a stabilizing effect on me, so there’s this point where the input is contributing to a positive mood but the changes aren’t solidified yet. If I take too long of a break, it’s like older behavior patterns can creep back in. It’s not that I lose the changes, but it can feel like that at times as I slide back.

I guess it all depends on individual’s growth strategies and what they can accommodate in their life without introducing chaos.

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