The Empress Within: Chronicles of Self-Mastery and Inner Reign

Journals - Major Programs
#18

Day 9 ~ Genesis & Seductress full loops

In this very moment, you have the power to change your destiny forevermore. You have the power to choose between greatness or misery.

When you choose the path of greatness, failure is erased and is replaced by wisdom.

Success has never been so tangible. The path opens now, and always remember – you, and only you, are the hero of your story. You are both the writer and the main hero, the creator of your reality and the created.

The Genesis of your story is now, at this very moment, the adventure of a lifetime is before your eyes.

Will you walk the path?

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#20

Day 11 ~ Genesis & Seductress full loops

Before bed a client was sharing a concern, which led me to revising it in my dream world. That was really effing cool!

I’ve been able to go lucid most of my life from what I can remember, but I don’t remember ever using revision for another while asleep!

That got me looking at brainwaves and sleep cycle stuff this morning. Turns me on :smirk::sweat_smile:

Basically you are to make things mean what you want them to mean according to your new self concept / identity / state. If you’ve actually detached from the old then why are you still giving life and meaning to the old ways?

“It doesn’t mean what you think it means.”

See what you wanna see.
Hear what you wanna hear.
Feel what you wanna feel.
Taste what you wanna taste.
Smell what you wanna smell.

Exercise the lovely use of your imagination!

Test it :heart:

#21

I’ve truly realized how much doing some intense exercise helps subside recon! Even if you can giver for 5 minutes!

I just put on some metalcore & flew through Sun salutations. I’ve shifted. I feel bad ass!

I was a sappy emo :black_heart: yesterday.

"Map Change"

Am I the only one that saw the sun burn out?
The locusts keep their rhythm. My watch has broken down.
I wake up and take on water, sink to the peak of despair.
What I need is a cigarette. No more prayers.

The planets unaligned.
We are saints without a shrine.

A storm comes and the city’s abandoned.
The ship is going down with the captain.
Oh-oh oh-oh.
A storm comes and the city’s abandoned.
The ship is going down with the captain.
Oh-oh oh-oh.

I am the man that sank Atlantis.
I am the man that sank Atlantis.
I am the man that sank Atlantis.
The bottom is not the lowest we get.

Further down still the dark’s absolute.
And further down than that, it’s only me and you.

I assure you that hell is not a myth.
We both vacation there.
Hell is not a myth.
We spend each winter there. No one can prepare.

A storm comes and the city’s abandoned.
The ship is going down with the captain.
Oh-oh oh-oh.
A storm comes and the city’s abandoned.
The ship is going down with the captain.
Oh-oh oh-oh.

I am the man that sank Atlantis.
I am the man that sank Atlantis.
I am the man that sank Atlantis.
The bottom is not the lowest we get.
I thought I knew the best part of the secret,
I thought I knew the best part of the secret,
I thought I knew the best part of the secret:
The truth is the thing we forget.

The glory I had witnessed was just a sleight of hand.
These hearts cannot be salvaged, these bones cannot withstand.
I have either been forgotten or I was never seen.
Now I’m in the negative space between.

I’ve weighed down the earth,
Through the stars to the pavement.
I’ve weighed down the earth.
No use trying to save it.
I’ve weighed down the earth,
Through the stars to the pavement.
I’ve weighed down the earth.
Not sure I can take it.

I’ve fallen out of frame.
A strangled, distant flame.

Clenched in the jaws of anguish are only godless men.
Chaos is drawn to silence like life is drawn to death.
The dusk is so much clearer than the dawn had ever been.
I’m a ghost, I’m a ghost, and yet

I’ve weighed down the earth.
Through the stars to the pavement.
I’ve weighed down the earth.
No use trying to save it.
I’ve weighed down the earth.
Through the stars to the pavement.
I’ve weighed down the earth.
No use trying to save it.

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#22

Day 12 ~ rest

Vibes…

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#23

Day 13 ~ full loops of Genesis & Seductress

I made over $1300 prepaid sales for upcoming sessions/package.

Cool :sunglasses:

I find myself critiquing what other leaders are doing and how they can do better.

I just participated in a free 3 day NLP webinar series and the host was making an offer for his upcoming training far too soon on the final day. I feel like he should have said stick around at the end to hear about …… you don’t wanna miss this!

He left room for q&a the other days but not the final day. I left the call early!

I am really absorbing and understanding what I have been studying from NLP/hypnosis. Application is an important piece of learning.

Test yourself. Practice. Play!!!

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#25

Day 19 ~ Genesis & Seductress full loops

I am a walking subliminal! :rofl::woman_shrugging::black_heart:

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#26

Day 20 ~ rest day

Weird dream:

At a concert with my daughters
@Trader was there
Drummer threw sticks into the audience and I caught a bunch that were different sizes
I wasn’t happy about that
Some man came up and broke my sticks, had a gun in his hand
An assault rifle or something
Palpatine tried to help and I went off to some small room and closed the door
Then I ended up out somewhere with a bunch of girls
Tried to find everyone… had a bad feeling everyone was killed & woke up

I asked ChatGPT to interpret the dream:

Dreams can often reflect our emotions, experiences, and subconscious thoughts. Here’s a possible interpretation of your dream:

  1. Concert with Your Daughters: This setting might symbolize a shared experience or joy, highlighting your connection with your daughters and perhaps a desire for harmony or togetherness in your family life.

  2. Male Friend: The presence of your male friend could represent support or a trusted relationship in your life.

  3. Catching Drummer Sticks: Catching sticks of different sizes might signify that you’re managing various responsibilities or challenges, though you may feel they are not quite right or overwhelming.

  4. Man with a Gun: This part of the dream introduces an element of threat or danger. The assault rifle might symbolize a serious threat or a feeling of being under attack in some aspect of your life.

  5. Closing the Door: Seeking refuge in a small room and closing the door suggests a desire to isolate yourself from stress or danger, or it could reflect feelings of being overwhelmed and needing a break.

  6. Group of Girls and Feeling of Loss: Ending up with a group of girls and feeling that everyone might have been harmed could reflect anxiety about losing connections or fear of harm befalling loved ones.

Overall, your dream may be reflecting anxieties or stressors in your life, perhaps related to your responsibilities or concerns for your loved ones. It could also be highlighting a need for safety and a feeling of vulnerability.

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#27

As I am coming close to the ending of this cycle, I miss stark black and love bomb…

I will for sure be resuming SB next cycle … Not so sure about love bomb though…

All my kids are in school full-time now and I probably need to step it up a notch in my business and creative process!

I met with my ex fiancé in person to talk alone yesterday for the first time in probably three years. The last time I attempted, he ran away from me and shut his door and locked it! We talked for over an hour.

I didn’t wanna come out saying how I want us to be together again and raise our family, but I danced around it in other ways to reach his subconscious mind. I’m trying less force and less pushing because I don’t want resistance.

I suggested that he explore opening up more and doing some forgiveness work. I said how I feel that he put me in a closet and piled stuff on top to avoid and he actually agreed with that.

I don’t want to see him as someone who stuffs it all down and avoids feeling pain, but it seems like that’s what’s going on. I’d love to reach beyond the protective or defensive parts and reach the part of him that knows.

Anyways, it’s a step in the right direction and I’m going to celebrate that!

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#28

Day 21 ~ Genesis & Seductress full loops

Had some processing dreams that weren’t as crazy as the night before from what I can recall! :rofl::woman_shrugging:

  • Enhance your financial prosperity through extensive wealth scripting, helping you to generate and grow your income, and potentially even start a business.

Definitely noticing an increase in potential client interest and returning clients. A former client just booked and prepaid for couples Reiki on the beach next weekend. A coaching client booked and prepaid for yin yoga sessions on Zoom. An old HS friend prepaid for a month of coaching with me. I have a new Reiki client coming next week.

I found myself playing around with tax amount possibilities to expect when I file in the new year. We have harmonized sales tax which is 13%. Once you make over a certain amount you have to get an HST account number.

I’m noticing that my attitude and mindset around these things is shifting.

Cool :sunglasses:

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#29

Day 2 of wash out…

I had the strangest dream last night relating to big penises. Total left field! I feel like at first I was trying to sleep with someone with a big penis and then I thought I’ll just go see my ex from long ago. When I got there, there were some people there and they were about to use drugs and I sensed danger. I escaped quickly. Dream over. :woman_shrugging:

I made a different kind of video for YouTube yesterday. Just rolled with it!

I titled it: This will not be the last video you ever watch!

I’ve been experiencing self talk around ideas for content.

I’ve been coming up with more ideas for better ways to grow my channel and social media platforms.

Noticing how I don’t hold back the things I used to once keep inside of me. Coming from a place of truth rather than fear helps me navigate better.

I realize that hurt people hurt other people but rather than internalize their hurt we can transmute that into something more lovely. Send them thought transmissions of power and self love.

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#31

Day 3 of wash out…

Feeling a lot better today. Had a headache yesterday which led me to lying in bed at 9pm! I woke up headache free with fresh perspectives.

I love it here. I feel grateful for the leaps and bounds I’ve made since starting my subliminal journey.

I’m not sure when I’ll resume listening or what my stack will be. I do know Stark Black will be a part of it. Im contemplating resuming LB again. I really want Seductress to be upgraded. It’s been my main subliminal for 2 years now.

I just taught a half hour reiki infused yin yoga class on zoom. I have a new client coming for Reiki at 1pm and another new client coming for coaching & healing package. All 3 are males!

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#32

Day 4 ~ wash out

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#33

A cycle of the following may be interesting for me while I let Seductress bloom and continue imagining it’s upgrade! :rofl:

Monday ~ Stark Black 1x
Wednesday ~ Ultimate Artist 1x
Friday ~ Renaissance Man 1x
Saturday & Sunday ~ No listening :ear:

Edit: I’m curious about RoM and how that may fit into a subliminal stack of this nature and theme.

RoM
SB
RM

Or

RoM
SB
UA

I feel my YouTube channel is progressively growing and I’d love to increase that while also putting out more content and creating some sort of evergreen course. I’d like to boost my vocabulary and improve my writing.

I have a lot that I feel and want to express through my voice and writing. I’d love to do more musically as a hobby and maybe eventually I’ll put myself out there again.

Wealth continues to be important for me too.

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#34

My neurodivergent son started secondary school last week and I’ve been making contact with his 4 teachers to make sure he gets the support he needs. I just received the most lovely acknowledgment from his period 1 teacher:

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#35

You have children? I don’t think I knew that

#36

I have 3 ~ 14, 11 & almost 5!

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#37

Day 5 of wash out

Noticing a lot of stuff online that gets me fired up with inspiration for content!

A therapist on YouTube made a post about manifesting and trauma so I said a few things and then decided to make a video for my YouTube channel. I already recorded it, made the thumbnail and uploading it now! I didn’t make a script and just rolled with it. Cool :sunglasses:

That therapist and other therapists like to jab at alternative healing modalities. I do understand how there’s a lot of bat shit crazy woo out there which gives it a bad rap, but not all of us are that way. There’s a lot of therapists that are bat shit crazy too and keep clients stuck.

Practice discernment and trust your own guts when working with people!

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#38
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#39

Day 6 of wash out -

Did a card reading that asked me to come up with my best qualities that I can offer the world with love:

  1. Empathy and Compassion: Understanding and caring for others’ feelings and needs.
  2. Honesty and Integrity: Being truthful and consistent in my values and actions.
  3. Kindness and Generosity: Offering help and support without expecting anything in return.
  4. Resilience and Determination: Facing challenges with a positive attitude and persistence.
  5. Humor and Joyfulness: Bringing laughter and a sense of fun to my interactions.

I have learned since embarking on this journey how some of my qualities had turned into people pleasing/fawning in order to keep myself safe and to feel like I belong. This belonging would at times be around people who were essentially not good for me, so it’s nice to see how I have evolved and moved more into thriving and truly embodying safety within. A lot of that would be unconscious that came into my awareness through practice.

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