That’s it your CEO already
Or you’ve been named chief of for the world cup department
Or… or I don’t know but wow
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Hahahah nah, but it’s not something people would just believe.
However, it did show me how much I changed from before my realizations 
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That does sound like a challenge to me 
I’ve literally have created my own mentor in my head and made it appear in my life 48h or so later
So in term of believing, it’ll be hard for me not to
You’d say to me that you’ve been asked to stay around a REALLY REALLY important person for your whole country I wouldn’t be shocked either 
Plus I’ve got faith unweilding so my faith and believing ability is through the roof ma man 
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Now I gotta re-read her journal I’ve seen this post but I forgot about it
Daln did you Grew your beard marry that beautiful creature and had a child in 2 days???
Just joking I thing I get it
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Link when you find it, lol
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Nah man isnt it obvious? He found the secret to reverse aging, messed up a bit and now he is that child!
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I’m a hard gainer. You made me glad I went ZPT2…
Is your custom in Solace?
King ZP (masked)
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Are you running two customs? Or just this one?
Hahahahha 
Too loyal to my girl to marry anyone else
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Try to meditate when you listen, and self reflect, it will be an amazing experience for you.
And yes, it’s in solace.
As for the result; I was assigned to be her escort and guide for the event, so I was doing my job, and we talked quite a bit, and she opened up to me (Chosen) and told me how she felt good because I was talking to her as if she was just a normal person (emperor status + high self worth), making her feel less like a “product” and more like a human, which made her feel really nice.
At the end of the tour, she invited me to have dinner with her and her team (3 others), and my boss told me to go ahead, and we talked more about how she feels like she always has to be a certain way for the public and due to sponsors, while as she just wants to feel like a normal person.
Now here’s something that made me realize how much I changed after my self realizations (thanks to @Ice for pointing it out as well):
I did magic to her at the dinner, which she enjoyed a lot and then asked me “can I record and post this on my instagram?”, I told her no, as my performance was for her to experience, not her audience, which felt like it touched her, and made her feel happy, because she wanted to see more and more.
Overall, she enjoyed my company, and I’m proud of myself for being someone that can give a sense of normalcy to someone who feels trapped in society due to their obligations and job.
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Wholesome overload
Amazing!!!
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Tried it for the first time yesterday and woke up to my aunt telling calling me to let me know that she had a job opportunity lined up for me so…
I’ve had that thought in the past few days. While some people need a screwdriver, others will require a power drill. The thing I realized was just because the best tool in one aspect of life is a screwdriver, (e.g. fitness for me), doesn’t mean that certain areas don’t require the power drill.
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As I’m waiting for the Emir of our country to reach, I thought I’d write up some stuff quickly:
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I went ahead and bought AA&SB, and I’m really happy about SB especially, as it really gave me a big boost of energy, which also seemed to have boosted the “feeling” of King ZP.
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on the King ZP side of things, my eyes have gotten drastically lighter, and girls from my team have commented on it
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I noticed that I’m not feeling any kind of soreness anymore, even though I overtrained my arms way too much last night.
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my weight went up after running SB, by 0.6kg to be exact.
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people are listening to me as if I “own” them.
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Ahhhh this feels nice.
Right now, I’m at a point where I’m so content with everything, that I feel like I need to do something new, because everything I touch feels like im already a “pro” at it.
Though I did realize something from Emperor that, while I don’t mind if, often makes me feel like im holding back, which is the extreme focus on getting shit done to better my life, that I feel like I’m not putting in time to actually slow down and enjoy the things I already accomplished/achieve/have.
Always wanting to do more and more, and being really serious about it all, feels a bit less “me”.
On the other side of things, I made a discovery, well more like came to a conclusion about a theory I already had before: having a high flow factor doesn’t mean you won’t have inner issues, especially when you manifest the external results before being in line with them.
What do I mean?
I’m running King ZP right?
Main driving core is Emperor, and am I like that deep down? No, definitely not, as I know I’m more of a “charming playboy”, so what does that mean?
While my reality is 90% in line with Emperor (just not a CEO or head of departments/sectors, yet), I can’t feel like an emperor from within, because that truly isn’t the type of a person I am, hence why emperor is only a favorite of mine when stacked, not on its own.
So where am I going with this?
I feel as if I still need to develop myself more, because even with the reality of an Emperor (or a King, in this case), I’m still not vibing with it, unless I put myself on “autopilot”, at which point I just feel like I’m not being authentic.
Where do I go from here?
Well, I’m currently taking a training course (no work for 2 weeks, just the course), and while I’m doing that, I decided to take a few days off of subs, like a mini washout (even though I took one just a while ago), mainly to rethink things and let life flow.
I also had a serious talk with my parents about how they see me and the changes they see, and while both are extremely proud (I have to thank @SaintSovereign and @Fire for these gems, and the rest of y’all for all the support), my mom mentioned something that has been going on and on in my head:
“you’re too serious about life now, learn to slow down”
Why did she say that?
Since the 3rd of May, I have only taken one day off, and constantly doing more, and while yes, I do feel great about it and I have seen the fruits of my efforts, my mom senses what I have been ignoring: I’m sacrificing myself for myself.
Like yeah, I want to be extremely successful, but what would I do when I can’t even enjoy my own success.
Like just now, I forced myself to schedule some time for my family (a dinner to celebrate the success of the 2 events + cause they’re all proud), decided to take a rest day from gym today, and you know how I was feeling and what was in my head?
“can’t they finish quickly so I can go gym a bit”
EVEN THOUGH I HAD ALREADY SAID IT WAS A REST DAY 
It’s like I’m an addict to doing things, but not into enjoying the moments, and this is exactly why I regret not adding both Ego Adsum and The Wonder/Joie De Vivre to my custom, as I decided to sacrifice those for more “productivity”, when in reality, I actually have no actual use for all that extreme levels at this point.
At this point, I feel like I’m adding rocket fuel to a V4 engine car
@Luther24 i see you liked this post, I’m curious to know what you think
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@RVconsultant @DarkPhilosopher
Can either of you close this?
I’m trying to clean up my mental space, as well as want to start fresh, so I’d like this journal closed.
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As you wish.
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