It’s been quite some time since I created an online journal however I have just finished my first two weeks of Dragon Reborn ST1 (Qv2) and I thought it would be a good time to start sharing some of my experiences.
I’ve previously experimented with many different titles, however I have been primarily using Alchemist and Stark for the last eight months, followed more recently by Renaissance Man. I dropped everything towards the end of March, took a break from subs and then began DR ST1 on 05 Apr - pretty much as soon as Qv2 version was released.
Week 1: 1-2 loops per day.
Week 2: 2-3 loops per day.
Week 3: 2-3 loops per day.
Initial observations:
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Intense processing during the first week which led to some days of guilt-free procrastination and non-stop gaming. I really enjoyed this downtime though as I haven’t really just let go and been lazy for quite some time. I know that balance is key here, so I think this was just an initial reminder to practice some self-love and relax every now and then. And also to stop being so serious all the time!!
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I am being more authentic with both myself and others. I feel a lot going on subconsciously and although there’s much I can’t explain just yet, it feels as though I am truly being energetically cleansed. Many of my fears and beliefs are being challenged at the moment but not in the ways I expected.
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Just in the last few days I have had two very intense conversations about spirituality with my fiancée. She brought it up even though she doesn’t have much of an interest in these things. Although I didn’t realise it at the time, this has led to me really acknowledging and externalising some of the fundamental beliefs that I discovered on my Alchemist journey. I am being more open to others about what I believe and why. This in turn has not only benefited me on various levels, but has also helped my partner in acknowledging some of her own fears and anxiety that she was unknowingly projecting on to me.
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I am not being affected by external circumstances as much. Sometimes it is like I am in my own protective bubble or that I have some sort of auric shield. I choose what to let in to my awareness based on what effect I feel it will have on me.
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I feel quite grounded and empowered and have been able to deal with some chaotic situations recently in a very calm and detached manner. It is similar to that invincible/unshakable feeling I’ve experienced on Emperor (but not quite the same). Purpose is becoming ever clearer and limits are fading away.
Currently Day 16:
I am having a very positive experience so far on DR. I was planning to add Stark into my stack after the first couple of weeks however I am doing a lot of trading at the minute so may temporarily use Emperor: HoM for a while. I don’t want to overload my subconscious while running DR, and I haven’t tried the Qv2 versions of these titles yet, so this may just take some experimentation over the next few months.