If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here. I’m microlooping each stage up to 15 minutes.
I understand you, I probably thought about quitting 30-40 times. DRR asks you to sit with your negativity and anxiety, give up your unhealthy behaviors, while still taking action. That’s how your body will integrate what comes up.
DRR 3m30s | GE 7m45s
End of cycle 3.
Not much to report. Either that or I’m terrible at spotting results.
This morning though, I couldn’t get out of bed to save my life. I had to be at work by 7:30am, but I didn’t get up until 9am. I think the Dragon may be draining me.
Washout begins tomorrow.
DRR 1min | GE 3m
I wanted to quit and run something else, but I decided to keep going.
Cycle 4
DRR 15m | GE 15m
I haven’t really had anything to journal about.
Right now, I’m going through this free program that helps people break into tech sales. And if you’d know me, you know that sales is far from what my personality says I should be doing. I’m terrified honestly. I barely talk to people, and I enrolled in a course that requires talking to people for 8-10 hours a day. What tf was I thinking? Maybe it’ll help break me out of my shell? I don’t know. I’m already having a hard time going through the interview training. Interviewing is something else. The questions that are going to be asked want stories that I don’t have, and I don’t know what to do about that. I don’t know. Maybe this is DRR’s way of telling me to face my fears.
On another note, my appetite is shit and I’m losing weight rapidly. I went from 138lbs to 130 in about a month and a half. I don’t know if I’m sick or what.
I’m honestly really frustrated by the lack of results because I still feel like the same person. I don’t feel like DRR is burning anything away.
I keep relapsing to porn to the point where I just want to give up. I don’t know what to do about it anymore. I’ve been trying to quit for 10 years. I thought the Stop PMO module would help, but it hasn’t.
But I will keep going and see what happens. I wish I was more intuitive about things so I could journal more, but I won’t force it.
GE 5m
I’m miserable… My pops says I’m carrying negative energy and doesn’t want to be around it. I feel sick and I have no appetite, but there are no signs of a physical illness. I dropped out of the free program because I don’t believe I can do it when I’m severely depressed. Gonna talk to my psych next Wed about trying a different medication. I’m just not seeing the results I hoped to get with DRR or GLM or Exec. I don’t know anymore.
End of Cycle 4
A suggestion is figure out or take a break to see whats causing that feeling sickness and no appetite before you push forward. Maybe even ask chatgpt or Answergroup
For DRR results you have to give it time. I’m gonna be real with you Stage 1 and Stage 2 sucks and people will hate your negative energy. At Stage 3 people will want to be around you more. If you do 4 cycles of each stage. You should see the results in stage 3 of feeling secure, confident, feeling positive thoughts more, not caring what other people think of you, and the PoMaQ module should give you full control of your sexual energy.
I’ll keep this in mind
What stage are you on?
DRR + GLM + EXEC is a hard driving stack.
Sounds like you’re really pushing yourself to be someone hard and it’s stressful to not be that person.
What’s the subliminal that makes you happiest? You don’t have to solo DRR 
First
I have a really bad case of perfectionism and this is usually the result of that.
There isn’t one.