So today is day 4 (processing day):
Today I just want to tell you guys how thankful I am for SC in general.
Tomorrow’s my interview and I was thinking about it for a while, but then a realization came to me;
Since joining SubClub, I’ve had nothing but amazing things happen to me, so much so that I can confidently say that my reality only shifted after coming here. The following are a list of things I wanna thank both @SaintSovereign and @Fire for (even if they seem small):
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finishing my dissertation under 6 hours even though I was feeling completely lost before starting any subs here, and scoring an A on it, which I might actually publish soon.
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healing my relationships with those I hold dear to my heart, and realizing who the toxic people were in my life that needed removing, I feel much better without them in my life.
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genuinely having more confidence in my self, even overcoming some of my ego and replacing it with pure pride.
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becoming the most attractive and stylish version of myself, that sometimes I wonder if I should give modeling a go
this one is basically subclub feeding my ego -
no more anxiety or second guessing myself, or having to deal with things by getting high (been sober for a while now without any urges, @Ice can chime in on this too
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having a better sense of “life direction”, as in what I really want to do with my life and where I want to end up. I never was a “long-term” oriented guy, but I’ve gotten much better now.
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having the best relationship and sex I’ve ever had in my life (had to put this here after the Diamond ZP test
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beating my genetics and growing a beard finally
, as well as slowly getting my appetite at 100%. -
making the best strength and muscle gains that are even stronger than some PEDs.
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having a better sense of self.
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manifesting a job opportunity at a place that is best suited for me, and even having the interviewer recommend me for what I always wanted to do, instead of the job position I initially applied for.
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and lastly, better control over my reality (example: I wanted an official apple case for my phone in red, but most places had them out of stock, then randomly I find it in a place at 75% off, and surprisingly, only the red silicone and the yellow leather ones were on sale).
So once again, thank you @SaintSovereign and @Fire, and everyone on the forum who have been here to listen to me, talk to me, and share their experiences with me and everyone else, every little bit has made this happen.
